tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22815329396640664512024-03-13T08:31:18.250+08:00sweetly passion....virgo19http://www.blogger.com/profile/01170556148732842460noreply@blogger.comBlogger149125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2281532939664066451.post-90302669821950489212013-07-07T00:43:00.002+08:002013-07-07T01:01:39.505+08:00Honey Turmeric Mask...COD KK<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-mGwzJNgYCt0/UdhDlIWfLBI/AAAAAAAAATQ/OMN8Zcoy10Y/s1600/Photo0198.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-mGwzJNgYCt0/UdhDlIWfLBI/AAAAAAAAATQ/OMN8Zcoy10Y/s320/Photo0198.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ictCrsij-5M/UdhDnDK9yZI/AAAAAAAAATY/FmyF3PuesfY/s1600/Photo0199.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ictCrsij-5M/UdhDnDK9yZI/AAAAAAAAATY/FmyF3PuesfY/s320/Photo0199.jpg" /></a></div>
nah i present u ol Honey Turmeric Mask complete dgn madunya (2nd pic)....
my sis jual ni d KK...my sis ckp blh COD d area KK yg bdekatan pd hr2 yg dia x bz keja...sorry la ya, pics d ats 2 sy gna hp cap ayam ja so if blur, kmu pakai la spek mcm c Gru punya MINION ahhh CONFIRM kmu nmpk terang seterang terangnya...msa sy ambl pics ni my fren booked it ody...i just have to meet her and give them to her la...but nanntttiiii monday...
seriously, sy pun mau e-try ni honey turmeric mask...coz my sis sdh try n kecut ahhh jerawatnya...mn mau cari...so after sy bg this to my fren kn, i will buy one for me...yeepee...so d bwh ni detailnya ya dr harga till kegunaan till cara pakai...
Harga: RM35
COD: KK area ja ahh...if jau2 dtg la jmpa sis sy hehe...
Khasiat Honey Turmeric Mask
-Menghaluskan kulit
-Menghapuskan bakteria jerawat dan mempunyai anti septik yang
tinggi
-Mempunyai 8x ganda vitamin E dan bagus sbg anti oksida
-Merawat resdung dan jeragat
-Mengeluarkan kotoran dalam pori2 kulit
-Anti penuaan
-Meremajakan kulit kerana memberikan effek kemerahan semulajadi
di wajah seperti pakai blusher !
-Mengandungi bahan2 herba seperti bunga ros , licorice , ubi kencur
temulawak , ibu kunyit
-Tidak meningglkan kesan kuning malahan meninggalkan kulit yang
licin dan gebu seperti baby !
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Cara pakai Honey Turmeric Mask :-
1) Campur 1 sudu besar HTM dengan 1 sudu kecil madu n sedikit air
2) Pakai selama 30 min - sejam
3 ) Cuci dengan air biasa
4 ) Siap ! Dah cantik mcm tuan puteri !!
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Berapa lama nak nampak hasil ?
Kali pertama pemakaian masker dah boleh rasa kulit licin seperti kapas !
Masker boleh di pakai hari2 setiap malam / setiap pagi
info above sy just copy n paste ja dr fb sis sy...nah if u want to order kn, just comment below k bg skali detail mcmn mau contact u ol blik...
FYI, bukan ni mask ja my sis ada, ada mcm2 lg...bedak tanaka ada, sabun susu beras ada, sabun 3 layer glutakojic ada, sabun susu beras collagen ada, naturgo/white/black mask pun ada, krim siang n mlm pun ada, krim mlm kunyit ada, keronsang RM10/3 pun ada, obuse lip tint/sheer pun ada, victoria's secret body mist 250ml pun ada, body scrub pun ada etc...
*utk yg area KK, knfm blh COD x pelu byr postage...isn't it awesome??...ba pa lg...comment la kamurang ahhh...
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while typing this kn, i currently listening Lana Del Rey - Young and Beautiful...on repeat ahh...bkn lg repeat playlist...nta brapa round sdh ni...tlmpau siok la katakn hehehe...hope ada jua yg ska lgu 2 mcm sy...
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tp rupa2nya 1 pragai bodohnya -->> stalking...
aku x tau knapa dia bt mcm tu...aku remove nya dr fb ku, then tba2 dia ada di blog ku pla commen as anonymous...
at 1st aku kc biar, tp mkin lma, dia pndi mau komen yg lbh2, nda ka sial tu?
lpas d blog dia search aku lg d google, tjumpa lg aku punya twitter..so sna lg dia mau mrh2, mau tweet yg palui2, tweet yg pedas2 gila...so sy blas la yg palui2 jua, biar adil kn, pndi lg knn dia p tweet dgn twitter friends sy...punya kima...nah skali kna pling pedas, pndi pula dia ni minta sy add dia blik d fb la say please la...euw...
1 lg knapa sy benci, dia bca blog sy pastu dia aggp yg dia sdh tau smua crita hidup sy...sy bkn la blogger tegar di luar sna yg bloggin hr2...post lbh dr 1 stiap hr..blog psl kehidupan sharian 24/7...sy bloh pun jarang gila...
1 contoh is bila sy post psl pemabuk hr 2...sy post yg bf sy minta break msa dia mbuk...tp e2 few weeks ago, tp shri slpas dia mbuk kmi bbek sdh...e2 dia x tau sbb dia bknnya ada dkt dgn sy...so dia gna la knn yg bf sy ni x bgus sbb dia mbuk, bt pa mau bg 2nd chance dgn llki mcm tu, dia ckp sy ni pelu brubah...pointnya hanya 1, dia mau sy p ikt dia...dia ckp lg sy ni tgl d kehidupn pling truk..ya dia org france, tp siap lg dia kutuk ngara sy...klu mau kutuk sy sorg blh la tp 1 ngara dia mau ktuk untk apa kn...
sy blik2 ckp dgn dia, dia sepa mau suru sy brubh cra hdp n p dgn dia? sy tnya dia sepa? dia bkn famly dia bkn kwn rapat...tp dgn kima nya lg dia ckp yg bkn2...nsb dia d sna sy d sni, if x sy sdh sue ooo dia ...palui ooo jantan tu...
dear Jean-francois, STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE, U WANT ME TO CHANGE BUT IM NOT THE ONE WHO NEED CHANGES, U R THE ONE WHO NEED CHANGE, CHANGE YOUR BEHAVIOUR, CHANGE YOUR MIND-SET, AND DO RESPECT OTHERS, YOU CANT HAVE EVERYONE IN YOUR LIFE, IF YOU CANT ACCEPT HOW I LIVE HERE AS A MALAYSIAN, YOU SHOULD RESPECT MY COUNTRY'S CULTURES, DONT SIMPLY COMPARE YOUR CULTURE WITH CULTURES HERE, THIS IS MY LIFE, NOT YOURS, NOT OURS!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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<span style="background-color: ;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">All along it was a fever</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">A cold sweat hot-headed believer</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I threw my hands in the air and said, "Show me something,"</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">He said, "If you dare come a little closer."</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Round and around and around and around we go</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Not really sure how to feel about it.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Something in the way you move</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Makes me feel like I can't live without you.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">It takes me all the way.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I want you to stay</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">It's not much of a life you're living</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">It's not just something you take – it's given</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Round and around and around and around we go</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Not really sure how to feel about it.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Something in the way you move</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Makes me feel like I can't live without you.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">It takes me all the way.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I want you to stay.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Oh the reason I hold on</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Oh cause I need this hole gone</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Not really sure how to feel about it.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Something in the way you move</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Makes me feel like I can't live without you.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">It takes me all the way.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I want you to stay, stay.</span><br style="border: 0px none; font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I want you to stay, oh.</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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ko suka ka? ba angkat la tangan ko...angkat tinggi2 sebab sy x nampak...<br />
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helloooooo....alcohol is made to make human drunk...but human isn't made to get drunk all the time...<br />
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every person on earth can drink alcohol, but it depends if you are allow to drink it or not...if you are allow to drink it, then D.R.I.N.K it...aramaitiiii la kmu sna...and if you are not then don't be jealous...(p/s i am not encourage reader to drink ok)...<br />
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a few years ago, i did went to club to get drunk...but i am not 100% drunk i am 60% drunk...60% is my personal limit, i won't go more than that...my reason is, i hate being drunk...it is humiliating...honestly, i did reached 80% and i started to feel feeling-less...i felt that i want to drink more...i can see the surrounding starting to be "harlem shake"...but suddenly, there was a fight between 2 men who i think were 100++% drunk at the time...it was huge...i was shocked...terrified...and from that moment on, i set 60% drunk as my limit...because i don't want to end up like them - talking shit, fight, ashamed (the morning after)...<br />
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for me, it is ok if a girl set a limit to her drink...it shows that she is in control...and sophisticated (lol)...but, my wire-man has no limit...well, he's a he not a she...the more he drink the more masculine he'll become...everytime he went out either with his brothers or his friends, he will reached 100++++% drunk...i knew he was drunk but he never ever forget to reply my text or call me when he back home from dubs-dubs...<br />
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but, i do hate when he called me while he's in a bar/club/etc...because he tend to say things that (in my opinion) he will regret later...in my case today, we broke up...he asked for it, and i said ok...and i switched off my hp since then...<br />
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im not sure if im heartbroken or not...and im not sure if i can give him a second chance again...this is not his first..this is his countless-times...he promised that he will drink responsibly...but is shouting and asking me to break-up are called responsibly?<br />
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i dont know what will happen when he wakes up...will he call me? will he apologize?<br />
i dont know what will happen when i wake up...will i switch on my hp? will i forgive him?<br />
and most importantly...are we gonna be 1? or are we gonna be 2?<br />
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kalau orang x seberapa kaya yang mengaku kaya mcm mana la?<br />
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dan, mesti ada famly yg mhalang...<br />
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bayangkan bila hubungan kamu dibandingkan dgn hubungan org lain...dibandingkan dr segi kerja dan duit...apa la yg kmu rsa??<br />
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bg sy kn, bila org membandingkan dr segi kerja, semua orang pun lalui zaman bekerja...bila semua org lalui zaman bekerja kn semua org tu akan dibayar gaji so mestila berduit kn...<br />
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kalau mmg betul mau banding dr segi kerja dan duit, knapa x banding ja brapa lama da 2 psangan ni bekerja kn?? baru la adil...kalau 1 pasangan umur 20-an, while 1 couple lg 30-an, adil ka tu?? x kn...sbb yg 30-an ada bbrapa xtra thun utk bt dorg kaya...mlenkn kalau dorg bekerja pada waktu yg sma biarpun umur berbeza...<br />
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tp mmg sy senang ckp @ senang taip d blog...tp bla sy sendri yg merasa sy mgkin akan sakit dada tahan hati...atau mungkin sy nangis smpai mata bengkak...<br />
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apa2 pun, kalau sedar diri tu kaya, tlng la ingat umur ko brapa kn, sbb if yg tua bandingkn dri dgn yg muda, kn BODOH namanya tu...lbh bgus if yg muda bandingkan dri dgn yg tua, sbgai motivasi...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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missing somebody....Call --->>> i called but nobody picks up, and after the n-th call, i ended up with voicemail because the person switched off the phone...<br />
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wanna meet up....Invite --->>> most of the invitations were cancelled due to the person's working schedule...<br />
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wanna be understood...Explain --->>> explained carefully what i love and what i hate...and always ended up with "i know and im sorry"...and it continues till countless pages (if only i can write it all down)...<br />
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have questions...Ask --->>> since calls are being ignored, i just hope that the texts are read...so i text my question...the answer i get is nothing...checked my phone if it is in silent mode, but it's not...and im still waiting...<br />
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dont like something...say it --->>> i do say if i dislike something...and the reaction i get is anger...try to explain but no matter how much water i put onto the fire, its still FIRE, i wish it cools to FiRe or fire or completely <strike>fire</strike>...but, damn shiall...useless...<br />
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like something...state it --->>> yeah this is the one that has no problem...hhhmmm second thought, yes, but it all minor..<br />
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want something...ask for it --->>> cried a lot with this part...i ask for understanding, and everytime i will get the silent and simply said "totally forgot"....<br />
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love someone...tell it --->>> i love you is the only thing that binds us now...<br />
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we hope he/she answered the phone</div>
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but for me, i have/must take the first step...because i need answer...WHY??? </div>
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if your reason is working, then tell me that you are working...you asked me to wait, and i said yes, but you keep me waiting while you fast asleep...is that fair?...i called you, i texted you, full with hopes that you will answer it all, and when i finally get to you, you simply said sorry without any explanation...i dont think sorry is the answer for all my questions...i wonder how hard it is for you to answer my simplest question on earth "have you done with your work?"....or is it my fault too that i put too much hope on you, on us?? if this is the first time, i will be patiently angelic towards you...but this is your i-cant-calculate-it-with-my-fingers-and-toes-anymore time...so where will my patience go? meet the angel? or meet the satan? unfortunately it all scattered to million pieces...and i dont know where it all go...i dont know what to do now...i really dont know what to do now...will i collect the pieces and glue it together? will the 'i love you' still bind us? and if all the pieces are glued, will it be normal? </div>
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whatever i chose to do next, im pretty sure it is not a pristine path...i am tired playing with his game...too tired that it make my eyes sandy...thanks to you...</div>
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sy x tau mcmn bila llaki ajak tunang...kadang sy tbayang if bf cakap ja dia mau tunang...lpas tu jumpa family bincang...tp kadang sy tfikir yg bf akan propose bg cincin lpas tu jmpa famly bincang date tunang...</div>
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if sy ada pilihan, sy x tau mau pilih yg mn...tp pastinya sy mau yg serius hehe...</div>
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apa2 pun, setiap orang pastinya ada pasangan masing2...akan smpai 1 msa nti bila stiap org akn perkenalkan pasangan msg2...n face the journey till wedding day...</div>
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today is January 5th 2013...my heart ache like burning, and my brain stop working..<br />
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i am being patient, i am in control..<br />
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i am afraid to talk thus, i write...<br />
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i know i am pissed, inside...<br />
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and i know i am verbally quiet...<br />
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but, that happened because i am in control...<br />
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i am not letting my anger erupts like volcano...<br />
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i am not letting my anger control all my senses...<br />
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and, i am not letting you know i am angry...<br />
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because, i know i can control this...<br />
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i just need space, time for me to 'water' myself from all the fires...<br />
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and i do hope you understand me...<br />
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love,<br />
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January -->> my ex-boyfriend and i are really close...i sometimes asked him if we can still be together...but as expected, his answer is no...but in January, i found out that he is still cheating on me even tho we're still friends...so, that day onward, i promised to myself that he is my ex and he is still my best-friend (when i wrote this)... </div>
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February -->> nothing much happened...i just spent my time at home with family before entering my last semester...</div>
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March -->> hectic student life</div>
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April -->> still hectic student life</div>
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May -->> this is the most memorable month of the year...it is when i known a guy, met a guy, fell in love with a guy, be with him and still going strong till now...hopefully till death do us part, amen...<br />
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June -->> exam, exam, exam...<br />
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July -->> jobless...<br />
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August -->> jobless...stayed home with family...and celebrated my boyfriend's birthday somewhere in Sabah hehe...oh and not forget, meet the parents...my boyfriend's parents in tenom...for the 1st time...<br />
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September -->> still jobless...mostly stayed home with family, celebrated my birthday with my boyfriend and my family in two separated parties...</div>
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October -->> pretty much the same with the 3 months above...and started to think to have a job next year...for the time being, i just wanted to rest from all the student's years i spent..<br />
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November -->> counting for christmas and christmas present...<br />
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December -->> pre-christmas party, attended wedding, christmas day, and counting for new year...<br />
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so, that's my year...my boring year...i spent a lot of my time at home...doing nothing...so in this year, i want to do something for myself...get a job, engagement (maybe) hehe...<br />
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i look forward to my coming days, weeks, months this year...i wish for the best, and if i encounter the worst, i will face it to pass it...and for my family, i wish for their health, for my love, i wish for the love to be strong and stable...</div>
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besanya, org yg ckp "budak zaman sekarang" ni maksudnya negatif kn...tp bila sy fkr2 blik kn (besala nada keja so bfikir ja la knn keja ku skrg), x bek jua ckp macam tu...i am an adult but am still a teenager inside...<br />
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our parents - life dorg moden di zaman dorg but when compare to our life now kn, totally vintage...human are created with brain to think...thus, the earth is modernized each day...<br />
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so when it comes to SEX....dulu, sex is taboo...but not now...why? sebabnya, manusia skrg da makin moden...so kta x malu2 lg mau ckp psl sex...even kta pun ada belajar psl sexual behavior, sex pros and cons, sex prevention, etc...<br />
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so back to the news in metro, jan la simply said "budak zaman sekarang"...alasan sy, words tu tlalu negatif...org2 skrg kena la ingt...tech yg kta ada skrg ni tcipta sbb:<br />
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1) panas jua ni dunia, klu mcm ni la sllu mati la sy -->> maka tcipta nya air-cond...<br />
2) gila mau p KL kena belayar 5 hari!! ingt kapal tu titanic ka yg besar blh bw ramai org, klu sy lpar mcmn?? --->> maka tciptanya kapal terbang...<br />
3) kemarin surat x...hr ni pun surat x...bsuk confirm x...thun depan kli bru smpi --->> maka tciptanya SMS..murah lg tu 1sen ja per sms...mn mo cari...<br />
4) astaga sy lupa bw buku telefon sy...mn sy hafal nma c anu bin c anu...cis, x dpt dating ni hr...--->> maka tciptanya contact d stiap hp, so x pyh lg mau hfl mau bw buku sgala...<br />
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makanya, dr negatif thasilnya ssuatu yg bru kn...tp tu untk tech...tp manusia?? klu sy kn, mkin negatif mkin tu sy bt...besala, aku kn curious...slama aku hidup, aku x blh kira sdh brapa byk benda yg "ep-no-no" sdh ku bt...so, aku tau la yg larangan adala 1 usaha yg sia2...<br />
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bla ckp "besala bdak zaman skrg"...mkin menjadi2 tu...so, next time ckp la "besala budak baru blajar"...hehehe yala, dorg belajar so mestila ada praktikal...tp praktikalnya silap smpai kantoi...<br />
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remaja2 yg ska tgk porn sites ka, ska bt porn vid as if dorg tu porn stars ka, bt la lg...tp jan la sampai kantoi..sbb dorg ni la punca remaja skrg ni mberontak...mberontak sbb dorg dlarang bt apa ja yg dorg mau dgn alasan parents takut dorg bt perkara x senonoh...well parents, u have to trust ur kid...teenagers prone to rebel...takn korg mc x tau kn...korg pun pena jua muda remaja hehe...mesti jua parents pena search mn2 utk tau what sex is kn...so better, confront la ur kid...since sex is not a taboo anymore kn, its easier for modern parent to say it out loud...haha...drpd dorg p bt praktikal trus bek ckp dgn dorg awl2 kn...klu parents bt mcm ni, x la org akn ckp "budak zaman skrg"...<br />
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# reason sy tulis entri ni --->> my mom bla-bla-bla this...bla-bla-bla that...to my nephew yg skrg ada cewek da...sy da ckp dgn my mom "kc biar la dorg...mau lrg nti mkin mjadi...klu mau kc ingt dorg da tblh ingt sdh tu...dorg blm teruk lg...n pastinya dorg x akn truk pun...men yakin ja ba..."...so, from this day onward, <strike>sy akn kantoi</strike>...alamak, tlbh sdh...LOLz....<br />
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skrg bla da graduated...kena tnya...keja sdh??</div>
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but, now...im 24...just graduated...org da mulai tnya...bila nak kwin??</div>
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cba la ckp "wah, blh kwin sdh ko..."...rather than tnya sy bla mau kwin...coz sy x jwpn bla sy kwin...n sy pun x tau d mn sy blh dpt tu jwpn...mau tnya bf bikin malu ja...dia sendri pun confirm x tau bla dia mau kwin tba2 sy pla yg p tnya ni...</div>
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apa2 pun sy ska jua ba kena tnya...sbb asl kena tnya confirm sy ckp "ba p la cri sy sorg yg ngam..blh sy kwin trus dgn dia kn..."...</div>
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tp klu sy kena tnya lg solan 'bla mau kwin' ni bsuk onward, sy akn jwb "on the way"...well, sabahan kan sllu ckp "we are on the way"...oppa sabah style la knn...hehhee</div>
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org ni p outstation utk 3 mgu or maybe more...tmptnya lgsg x line...mau @ x kna la tgu dia blik dlu bru dpt contact...huhu...xpala org ni p utk keja bkn utk bt benda len...will miss u...:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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well, d jdkn crita, my sis blik kg kmarin...so dia bw la p zumba d putatan...at first, aku mmg x mau p...tp my sis ckp dia blik papar jua mlm lpas zumba so i decided to join...<br />
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zumba class with zin chacha d putatan...1st tym aku join...7pm klas tu start...<br />
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yg benarnya kn....aku malu ba join...malu sbb aku bkn nya pandai menari pun...badan keras mcm kayu ada ht mau menari tiang kn...lol...<br />
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tp xla sgt pun zumba ni mcm menari tiang...cma dia sexy ja...tu yg bt syok n mau lg knn menari ahh...hahahaha<br />
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so, after class, an hour later...banyk doh peluh...rmbt pun mcm bru ja kna cuci...melekat...bju pun melekat sbb basah...<br />
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tp yg pling kick.....klas tu kn di tingkat 3...so aku ni bru lg dgn zumba...so tym mau turun tangga....nah sna la paha ku sakit...bgegar kaki ku msa trun...sis ku ckp mmg mcm tu klu 1st tym p...huhu...so smlm smpi rmh trus mengampai tdo...<br />
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but now, the pain ody gone...yeepee...<br />
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next week, ada zumba party lg sna wisma wanita...ticket da beli...so kna la p...<br />
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kmarin sjam ja...d zumba party nti 1.5hr...kaki ku bkal skit lg ni nti...<br />
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jam 8pm, mesti channel astro kna tukar p 103...tgk berita la knn...tp lately kn, mcm smua pun psl politik...recently, psl bajet...<br />
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deep inside me kn, sy x mau ambl tau...my reason - too much negativity...ya la, 1 part ckp bgus, 1 part ckp x bgus...sbagai rakyat, kdg jd bingung...<br />
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so sblm sy jd bingung, sy pilih utk x ambl tau...ska ht dorg la nak bt apa...yg pentg, malaysia x bperang, n hdup ku aman...<br />
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so sblm bday aku xpired...aku mau wish hepi bday utk dri sndri...<br />
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aku pun x pasti brapa kli aku wish mcm tu utk dri sndri...hr ni...tanda ku syg dgn dri sndri g2...<br />
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apa2 pun...aku x bt apa2 party ka dinner ka utk bday ku hr ni...mgkn ahad ni kot...<br />
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6yrs b4 aku dilahirkn...my grandma (mom's side) passed away...exactly 6yrs b4 my bday...meaning, 19th sept 1982...bla bday ku kira sndri la ya...(klu mau la)...<br />
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so utk kesekian kalinya...happy 24th birthday dear afen...and happy 30th anniversary to grandma up above...i truly love myself...and i always love and missing you grandma...if only my grandma is here with me, i probably will give her hugs and kisses...coz i know i love her...<br />
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tu la aku sllu ingtkn famly ku anniversary my grandma...coz i want her memories stay with us...even i do not have any...<br />
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him: blh ka syg jan mrh klu sy bgtau sy jln 13@14 sept nti?<br />
me: bt pa mau mrh klu b jln??<br />
him: sy jln p jmpa bpa xgf sy...<br />
me: oh ok...apa uncle tu mau??<br />
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apa uncle tu mau??? --->>> my biggest question...<br />
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stahu sy, anak dia n my wire-man da break up...<br />
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then, my wire-man said --->>> nta la...dia mcm mau pujuk sy blik dgn anak dia...<br />
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uncle, uncle...klu la uncle tu blh bca blog sy kn...sy mau dia bca --->>> c bern da move forward la...anak uncle da bt kputusan untuk break...anak uncle da bt kputusan utk bsama dgn llki lain...uncle ska @ x dgn bf bru anak uncle tu, uncle kna deal with it by yourself...bkn cri c bern n pujuk dia blik dgn anak uncle...klu pun c bern mau blik dgn ank uncle blm tentu lg anak uncle tu akn trima c bern blik...lgpn c bern skrg dgn ppuan bru...bg la dia pluang utk happy...<br />
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tp mlngnya, smua tu hnya d blog ni ja...sy pun x ckp mcm tu dgn my wire-man...<br />
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reaksi sy msa tu --->>> pergilah jmpa...sy tau, sorg bapa mahukn yg tbaik utk anak dia...klu pun dia mau b blik dgn anaknya, b sendri blh bt kputusan sma ada mau blik dgn dia @ setia dgn sy...asalkan waktu tu, b x lpa sy...<br />
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pastu dia ckp, dia mau bw sy skali jmpa utk knlkn dorg gf dia...tp sy skeras2nya menolak...alasan, dorg bkn famly my wire-man plus, sy x mau msuk cmpur...lgpun sy bkn perampas...<br />
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after an hour +- later....i decided to say thanks...then, my wire-man pun confused...dia tnya knpa thank u??<br />
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then sy blas --->>> klu sorg bapa rasa yg b tu tbaik utk anknya (wpun bkn bapa sy), ckup utk meyakinkn sy yg b ni sorg yg baik...so, thank u sbb b mc bertahan utk knl lbh, msa kta mula knl dlu...wpun sy tau sy sombong gila waktu tu...<br />
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mau di jadikan cerita, hari ni my other half kol jam 2.36am...my wire-man tu kan sllu sdh blik lwt due to his never-ending projects...kuar rmh jam 7am blik rmh x tentu...pling awl jam 7.30pm pling lewat 3am...<br />
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so, msa dia kol tu, aku tgh zzz...tp i manage to answer his call and i said hello...<br />
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our conversation was mainly bout his ex gf...coz exgfnya kol dia....their conversation was mainly bout getting back to him plus perbezaan gf dlu n gf skrg...sy tkejut tau...awl pg ba tu dia kol sy trus ckp mcm tu...da la sy mc mamai kn trus segar ba...sy x marah pun dia mention psl xgf-nya...sy jeles pun x coz tu past life dia kn so there's no reason why i should be jealous coz i know he's with me now...so, i just listened to him and gave appropriate respond...<br />
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since xgfnya tnya psl pbezaan, my wire-man ada ckp msa dia kol perbezaan between his ex and his current gf...and 1 big difference is time keja...so sy tnya la ada apa dgn time keja?? dia ckp la exgf nya sllu kol msa dia keja tp sy x - meaning sy fhm la keja nya knn...sbenarnya kn, sy x ska ba kna compare and contrast dgn sepa2 ni kn lg dgn xgf...my reasons are - everybody is different, and everybody change through time...<br />
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so, bla dia ckp psl that big difference kn, it made me wonder...bkn la mau memuji dri sendri tp knapa ya ada ppuan yg x fhm keja other half dorg?<br />
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for my case kn, sy mc tanam anggur d rmh...dia keja mau rebut tender la, p meeting jmpa org la, bt keja dr am-am, blik rmh penat...x patut jua sy pentingkn dri mau kol dia pg, kol dia tghr, kol dia ptg, kol dia mlm...aku pun rimas klu mau bkol ja sllu...it's in human nature la ba kn untk bfikir what's best for u and others...so, sabar is crucial here...if sy da keja one day, sy pun xmau la kna kol sllu hnya utk bborak kosong even if the caller is someone i love...tp if sy keja ofis hour kn, dia blh jua la kol sy lunch time just to say i love u (ahaks) or call me whenever there is an important question to ask/emergency...<br />
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like i said b4, sy x ska kna compare n contrast coz i know everybody is different and everybody can change through time...mgkn xgfnya blm melalui any transition...or maybe xgfnya bru 1st time kapel dgn llki yg da keja...sy pena ckp dgn dia yg xgfnya nti pun akn brubah jua...trus dia ckp "mau sy blik dgn dia ka?"...honest, sy x mau (ni kli la sy pentingkn dri hehe)....<br />
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it's 1.04pm here...dia blm kol@msg lg...meaning dia blm lg p mkn...biar la org yg ada keja mcari org yg x keja...nti bla c ada keja ckp x blh bkol lma sbb tgh keja, c x keja mrh, jd isu nti bgaduh pla kn...so it's better if yg da keja ja mcari bru la c x keja tau bla c ada keja free...<br />
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ni pasal d fb la lg...yg psl llaki mau ptong anu-nya tu...lucu btl aku bca postnya...<br />
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sy rsa niatnya utk bgurau...tp org len yg mc demam olimpik, org yg mc mharapkn pingat untuk malaysia rsa gurauannya da tlebih...honest, aku pun rsa tlebih...sbb, aku mmg didiagnos dgn demam olimpik...<br />
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ktara sgt dia mjthkn semangat kesukanan org len...n ktara sgt yg dia tu masih di takuk lama...dia sdh tbesa yg malaysia x akn bw sebarang pingat di olimpik...tp nasib seseorg sntiasa berubah...apa lg nsib sesebuah negara kn...apa yg penting, kta bharap miracle @ perubahan tu blaku dgn cptnya...<br />
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aku pun sebenarnya mau la dia tunaikan janji nya tu...utk potong anu-nya...besala, slogan krajaan skrg kn janji ditepati...kta sbgai rakyat hdup under krajaan...so janji harus ditepati...n bg la bukti skali...hahahhahaha lucu jua kn...sbb nta pa la buktinya yg dia bg nti...pic anu-nya sdh dpotong kli kn hehehehe....<br />
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always remind ourselves, remind others untk mulakan sesuatu dgn bfikir...skian, cheers...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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heboh 1Fb ah psal sorang budak ppuan nta pa namanya (mlas mau mention here)....complainin bout sabah...dia cakap sabah negeri kotor la etc (x pelu mau mention here coz for sure u ol da tau)...<br />
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lpas tu melarat lg pula...ada lg org2 len ni yg complain sabah lg...tp yg pling kick kn di sabah ada ka jual baldi?? hahahhahahahhahahaha tburai isi perut ku ketawa ooo...<br />
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honest aku x tau la if dorg btul2 merasai 'ketiadaan' baldi di sabah...atau pun dorg sgja ja bt mcm 2 utk menarik perhatian...ala besala publisiti murahan...<br />
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di rumah ku byk baldi siap ada besen lg...klu dia mau blh ja dtg rmh ku p ambl tu besen klu2 dia rsa dirinya tlalu besar x cukup sebaldi...i bg free...hehe...tp klu btul sabah nada baldi blh ba tu baldi dr rmhnya yg nun jauh di sana di courier gna poslaju smpi kk...nah ada sdh baldi kn...<br />
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klu psal negeri sampah tu sy x tau mau komen mcmn coz dia x define sampah tu mcmn...if sabah kotor dgn real sampah, then aku pun x tau part mn la dia p di sabah yg sbegitu kotor...coz bg aku x pun kotor di kk ni...<br />
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klu part karok, byk la karok d kk...dlu2 ska p karamunsing sna p karok, tp skrg sy ska p suria...di 1b pun ada...tgl dipilih ja yg murah ka, yg mau ada minum ka, yg mau ada arak ka, mau yg murah ka, yg skejap ka, byk bei di kk...<br />
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ada lg 1 komen psl cawat....hahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahaha pun kick jua...aku heran knapa dorg ckp di sabah mc ada yg pakai cawat...dorg mau sgt ka tgk org pkai cawat ja jln2?? eeee x tau malu ah dorg mau tgk cawat org...<br />
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huh org sabah tgl pokok??? aku tgl housing 2 tingkat, 4 blik, 2 showers, 2 kitchens, 2 living room...maksudnya aku bkn org sabah la tu kn?? hhhmmmm aku org uk kot hehehe sbb aku tgl di rmh bkn pokok...<br />
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apa2 pun, aku bharap yg sabahan kn bersabar ja la dgn smua ni...kta x tau kn knapa dorg bt mcm tu...x pelu mau emo...ckup skadar kta tau mcmn kta di sabah ni hidup...biar ja dorg dtg sabah n tgk sndri negeri sabah yg kita banggakan ni mcmn kn...<br />
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i heart sabah...sabah is me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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The season of love</div>
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A relationship is like a garden. If it is to thrive it must be watered regularly. Special care must be given, taking into account the seasons as well as any unpredictable weather. New seeds must be sown and weeds must be pulled. similarly, to keep the magic of love alive we must understand its seasons and nurture love's special needs.</div>
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The springtime of love</div>
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Falling in love is like sprintime. We feel as though we will be happy forever. We cannot imagine not loving our partner. It is a time of innocence. Love seems eternal. It is a magical time when everything seems perfect and works effortlessly. Our partner seems to be the perfect fit. We effortlessly dance together in harmony and rejoice in our good fortune.</div>
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The summer of love</div>
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Throughtout the summer of love we realize our partner is not as perfect as we thought, and we have to work on our relationship. Not only is our partner from another planet, but he or she is also a humann who makes mistakes and is flawed in certain ways.</div>
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Frustration and disappointment arise, weeds need to be up-rooted and plants need extra watering under the hot sun. It is no longer easy to give love and get the love we need. We discover that we are not always happy, and we do not always feel loving. It is not our picture of love.</div>
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Many couples at this point become disillusioned. They do not want to work on a relationship. They unrealistically expect it to be spring all the time. They blame their partners and give up. They do not realize that love is not always easy; sometimes it requires hard work under a hot sun. In the summer of love, we need to nurture our partner's needs as well as ask for and get the love we need. It doesn't happen automatically.</div>
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The autumn of love</div>
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As a result of tending the garden during the summer, we get to harvest the results of our hard work. Fall has come. It is a golden time-rich and fulfilling. We experience a more mature love that accepts and understands our partner's imperfections as well as our own. It is a time of thanksgiving and sharing. Having worked hard during summer we can relax and enjoy the love we have created.</div>
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The winter of love</div>
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Then the weather changes again, and winter comes. During the cold, barren months of winter, all of nature pulls back within itself. It is a time of rest, reflection and renewal. This is a time in relationship when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self. It is when our lid comes off and our painful feelings emerge. It is a time of solitary growth when we need to look more to ourselves than to our partners for love and fulfillment. It is a time of healing. This is the time when men hibernate in their caves and women sink to the bottom of their wells.</div>
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After loving and healing ourselves through the dark winter of love, then spring inevitably returns. Once again we are blessed with the feelings of hope, love and an abundance of possibilities. Based on the inner healing and soul searching of our wintery journey, we are then able to open our hearts and feel the springtime of love...</div>
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conclusionnya, nobody's perfect...but hard work (in relationship) makes us perfect in our own way...trust your gut, and LOVE more...</div>
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i know it's not easy to be friends with someone that u used to <strike>know</strike> love...but it's not impossible...well, it's easy for me to say...you just have to forget all the lovey-dovey feelings and start over with nothing...but most importantly, just get over it...besides, time heals everything...so it is useless for you to use your brain thinking about it...</div>
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continue with my title...i will start with the good ex...the good ex regardless of whose fault it is, will always stays positive...you know you used to love her/him but you can always be his/her friends...if you cant save the relationship but at least you make an effort to be his/her friend...but make sure, you stick on 'friendship mode' meaning no more love, no more lovey rules, etc...both parties should remember that be friends with your ex is be friends with your ex..not to be a couple again..and also love your enemy...</div>
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the bad ex...hhhuuuu....obviously, the bad ex is always negative...he/she won't make friends with his/her ex...i know it will take time to be friends again...even if you don't want to be friends with him/her, don't be like the bad ex that still be there interfering his/her ex's life...meaning, comparing him/herself with the new bf/gf, contacting the ex bf/gf saying miss the moment even if he/she knows that their ex have move on...when he/she is not that into you, he/she is not that into you....so stop contacting your ex...contact with him/her only if you have an important news or to catch up with their life...</div>
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the reason why i wrote this because my ex and i are really good friends...we're broke up last year, continue our friendship and still going strong...we still contact each other thru phone or fb...and we still seeing each other as friends...laugh as friends...share things as friends...and he even know that i'm with someone else now...and i also knew every affairs he have...:D....btw, my new partner, contrast to us...they have their own history and i wish not to tell...but, i do wish to tell to his ex that he is moving on...past is past...so deal with it...be his friend...and hope the best for him...cheers...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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4. i love to watch him sing...</div>
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5. i love when he wears his blue shirt...</div>
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6. i love when he told me that my name in his mother tongue means take, so when i put my name before his name, it will mean take her...</div>
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7. i love his honesty...</div>
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8. i love when he told me how he checked his phone while working by slide left and right to see my pic (as his wallpaper) as if im moving...</div>
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9. i love the way he drive his car...</div>
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10. i love to write more about him and not just 10 bcoz i truly love him...</div>
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millions normal-life-changing-experience had happened within that period...</div>
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and as a student i dont have time to write all about it (here), i only wrote it on my diary...</div>
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once my final exam ended, i will be here posting...</div>
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cewah...macam ja sy rajin ni...skali tgk kn another 2 silent months...hehe...palis2 jau2...sy mau rajin ni knn...</div>
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ba out lu first, later will come back...with stories....c ya...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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