my cuti2 uni...

x lma lg start kuliah da...lps ni kena la mkn mknn cafe lg...bkn home cook meal...

blh ka if aku bgtau yg aku masih mau cuti lg???

haish mcm org yg x mhargai la pla kan...

apa2 pun, these last few days before im heading back to uni, i have to change everything...

if dlu d campus, jam 12 mesti baring da, spya blh bgun awl the next morn p attend lectures am - pm...since cuti2 uni, aku jd nite guard...kdg aku x tdo lgsg mlm then ptg bru tdo...itupun 2@3 hrs nap...skrg sdh jd habit, mcmn mau tukar??? damn...mmg teruk la ni first few weeks mau bgun awl...

wat else, hhhhmmmm, oya...TV...since sdh tukar astro p astro pvr, aku blh rakam da series yg aku ska...so by friday, aku kena balik rmh (MUST) utk tgk tu series...

here is the list : teen wolf, being human, supernatural, game of thrones, downton abbey, keeping up with the kardashians, apa lg ya, mcm aku kira 8...apa lg 2??? biar la dlu...yg pentg ni list aku sdh set p series record...i loike...XD

im learning scottish gaelic....

currently learning mandarin and gaelic...

mandarin = uni, while gaelic = scotland =.=

similarity between those languages, not an easy language (for me)...if u find mandarin is easy then lucky u...i dislike (more to hate but i cant) mandarin, especially writing it...not to mention the tone mark and the chinese form (i forgot what it call) with tons of rules...but for gaelic, i've been interested to learn it since the Lord of The Rings...and now, as i write this, im learning it...im not yet learning to write but im learning to pronounce...

its not an easy task for anyone to learn a new language...and its not an easy days if you learn a new language by force..i have to take mandarin for 3 semesters in order for me to graduate...i wanted to take spanish class but full...gracias...

my first gaelic lesson = learn to say 'you'...

sibh = is use to a stranger, someone in authority, older than you, and plural..

thu = is use to a child, a friend, similar age..

sibh, pronounce as shiph....while thu, pronounce as uu..

conversations will depends on which 'you' you use..

example;

(sibh)      how are you? ------> ciamar a tha sibh? (pronounce: kamar a ha shiph?)
               im fine, thank you --> tha mi gu math, tapadh leibh (pronounce: ha mi ku ma, ta phe leiph)

(thu)        how are you? ------> ciamar a tha thu (pronounce: kamar a ha uu?)
               im fine, thank you --> tha mi gu math, tapadh leat (pronounce: ha mi ku ma, ta phe led)

at first, i was @.@....and i hardly pronounce it...

how to pronounce di atas tu, well, aku bt sendri...mcmn aku dengar itula aku eja spaya senang aku sebut..hehe..btw, im learning to speak not to write...

# bersemangat ni aku cont to lesson no.2...bring it on!!!

Is fheàrr Gàidhlig bhriste na Gàidhlig sa chiste ------> It is better to have broken Gaelic than dead Gaelic...

i present u My Baby...

mins b4 going out - beraya

diff angle of the above pic...

her name is eva xandria...6months old...

do we look alike???

i need a break...a.s.a.p

lately, my days went wild...somewhere between those days, i wished i can say shit loudly to those who really poisoned my days...

i do like to compete...i do like competition...BUT in a positive way...

most of my time, i compete with my own self...i race with a paper in which i wrote my aims...

my aims guide me on every level in life before i achieve the better me...

i will never compete with others on who has the coolest/latest gadgets, who has a handsome partner, who has a perfect wedding with a cost reach the top of kinabalu, etc...

whats the point on participating in that kind of competition??? whats the prize?? 

if someone tell me that he/she has this, he has that, i am ok...as long as he/she didnt compare the things that he/she own with mine...

i am still ok if he/she says positive things about me..and asking me the what if question...but i am not ok, if he/she make the what if question a statement with a tone...without the tone, i am still ok...

one of my aim is to stay positive...but the more positive i am, the more negative thinker nearing me...example, the what if statement with a tone...eventhough i dont like it, i take it as a compliment...

but lately, i received a lot of this kind of compliment...i really need a break from it now...

the negative energy filling me up faster than i thought...

the materialistic type of competition blankets me...

i keep saying to myself "afen, please stay positive, be strong and keep your mouth shut..."

i do want to say "are you jealous??" but then, im not that kind of person...i still keep my mouth shut in order to prevent argument...

btw, i know they were jealous, and with that thought in mind, i manage to stay positive while im in a negative cloud...there is no point to argue with jealousy...

eventhough im hurting inside, but i always let them win...

summer tamat...maksudnya???!!!

maksudnya.......u.k kurang 1 jam...

some of u may think, "huh??? kurang 1 jam??? punya bjuta jam sna...sot ni org..."

well, hehe aku bkn la sot...tp during summer kn time difference between uk n msia is 7hrs...

time nw: 3.00am....means a month n 4hrs left before the summer ends in uk...and 4hrs left before it turns to 8hrs apart...

omg 8hrs apart nw??? damn...sigh....no no no....

we survived the 7hrs apart...and hopefully with billions of lucks we can survive 8hrs apart, yet again...

im crossing my fingers now...

hari raya ku...

1st daya raya, aku bgun lwt (malu eh mau bgtau jam brapa)...then jam 6pm g2 aku start da knn tlng mengacau org2 rmh bt keja...

mamaku + ank2 buahku sibuk ni dorg anyam ketupat...

my sis + her husband dorg d dapur masak kek...

aku d tgh2 bt kopi, mkn biskut...

then, lpas pnt ja mulutku mengunyah aku masuk dapur...

aku start potong bawang putih...

then, kna suru bilas beras pulut...5kg

then, kena suru perah santan....5kg santan mau kena perah...da tu byk lg syarat...

perahan pertama airnya sikit...perahan kedua, airnya lbh sikit dr perahan pertama...

then, part memerah.........aaaaaaaaddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuu penat eh tgn aku....tp mcm cntik ni tgn ku lpas lma terendam dlm air santan...ceh menyampah la pla kn...

tp penat2 pun aku enjoy geng...

hbs sume keja ku, kena suruh lg susun tu ketupat cntik2, then kc msuk santan, biar tenggelam then tutup...

lma jua menunggu...

then almost, 1am bru ketupat masak...

sdh aku try td...

well, sume ni ketupat utk open house ku esok...eh eh...hr 3 sdh skrg so thats mean open house tu hr ni...

hopefully, open house ku nanti bjalan dgn awesomenya...

cheers...

p la ko cari lelaki cina + india....barula 1malaysia famly kita...

i start with my conversation with my mom...

me: kita smbt raya kita smbt krismas...tinggal thun bru cina n deepavali ja kta nda sambut kn...
mamaku: eya...p la ko cari lelaki kacukan cina + india...bru la 1malaysia n brula kita sambut sume...thun baru cina, hari raya, deepavali, n krismas...
me: aku cari??? ba green lite ni yg sy suka ni...ba nti sy cri la lelaki kacukan cina + india ah....bla sy sdh dpt jan pla mau halang ah...coz konfem org jau lagi tu...
mamaku: org jauh??? hhhmmm x mau la...
me: dei, td punya men lg bg green lite, skrg pla x mau ni...
mamaku: jau2 ni susah nanti ko nda terbalik sni...

sume da...except cina n india...

# hhmmmm susah jua ya geng, mau kc jd famly 1malaysia...besala kn tgh ber-mood-kan merdeka...mau achieve tu 1malaysia knn sampai mau p cari lelaki kacukan cina + india supaya famly complete...

biarpun in merdeka mood, my mom kan siap nda mau if aku dpt lelaki yg jau...well mom, if jodoh pa blh bt la kn...hehe aberdeen dekat ja tu ma, 5 min ja dr papar...tp bkn cina + india la...:(

5 mins ja kn...:)

kita bakal sambut merdeka...tp honest la, sini aku mengaku yg aku ni x brapa kesa sgt pun psl merdeka...jht kn aku...bkn la aku ni nda mengerti maksud merdeka tu...tp, everytime we celebrated merdeka aku happy....why??? cuti kan...x pyh bgun awl p skul @ lecture...1 lg, everytime merdeka kn, org pasang bunga api d major spot...so sy pun p la ni d balcony p tgk yg live bkn dr tv...hehe

we wish u a merry christmas...eh eh...lma lg ba pla...

org cakap, org yg mcm aku ni x mhargai sejarah negara...honest, aku x suka sejarah...tp aku x suka sejarah bkn bmakna aku x bangga jd rakyat malaysia...knapa la if aku lupa sejarah negara...aku bkn sejarahwan...tp apa yg penting aku nda lupa dri...aku still ingt yg aku ni malaysian yg punya ic...n ada peraturan yg aku wajib ikut...

apa2 pun, this yr's merdeka, aku bharap isu agama akan lenyap trus...mau fitnah ka, mau kutuk ka, mau ancam ka, atau apa2 ja la, agama tetap agama...sepertimana org ckp (cewah bahasa tu ba...lol), x manusia yg sempurna, x negara yg x dtimpa hujan, x kapal yg x dtimpa ombak, x boeing yg x langgar awan,  n obviously, setiap agama ada kurang n ada lbh...yg pastinya, yg lbh tu d mata kita sendri sebagai penganut n yg kurang tu d mata penganut agama len...

stiap kli hujan kta p bteduh, klu kapal kena ombak @ langgar awan, c pilot @ c captain pndi2 la adjust spya x terlebih langgar...aggp ja la sume obstacles tu ckp2 dr org len psl agama kita...takn kta mau p men hujan, langgar lg tu ombak n langgar lg tu awan kn...if x sayang nyawa ok la...

so in conclusion, tahan hati tahan mulut tahan otak...n sentiasa ingt destinasi hidup...jgn mau gaduh psl agama...coz isu agama, x sepa yg menang n x sepa yg kalah...buang masa ja if mau fikir sepa yg layak menang n sepa yg ptt kalah...hidup la sebest yg mungkin...n remember nothing is perfect...

p.s aku merepek psl benda ni coz aku ada 6 sisters...3 christian and 3 muslim...tahan hati tahan mulut tahan otak...family aman ja selalu...coz sendri mau ingt la kn agama sendri bt pa mau fkr agama len...

so.......happy merdeka to all...happy cuti3 malaysia....hehe...and selamat hari raya...open house raya d rmh ku nti raya ke-2...hhhhhhmmmmmmmm akan ku sedia kan perut....hehehe

#photos:  from google...