i heart sabah....

post kli ni dimula kn dgn ketawa....hahaha...kenapa ketawa?? sbb sy rsa lucu la ba...ko ni ah...

heboh 1Fb ah psal sorang budak ppuan nta pa namanya (mlas mau mention here)....complainin bout sabah...dia cakap sabah negeri kotor la etc (x pelu mau mention here coz for sure u ol da tau)...

lpas tu melarat lg pula...ada lg org2 len ni yg complain sabah lg...tp yg pling kick kn di sabah ada ka jual baldi?? hahahhahahahhahahaha tburai isi perut ku ketawa ooo...

honest aku x tau la if dorg btul2 merasai 'ketiadaan' baldi di sabah...atau pun dorg sgja ja bt mcm 2 utk menarik perhatian...ala besala publisiti murahan...

di rumah ku byk baldi siap ada besen lg...klu dia mau blh ja dtg rmh ku p ambl tu besen klu2 dia rsa dirinya tlalu besar x cukup sebaldi...i bg free...hehe...tp klu btul sabah nada baldi blh ba tu baldi dr rmhnya yg nun jauh di sana di courier gna poslaju smpi kk...nah ada sdh baldi kn...

klu psal negeri sampah tu sy x tau mau komen mcmn coz dia x define sampah tu mcmn...if sabah kotor dgn real sampah, then aku pun x tau part mn la dia p di sabah yg sbegitu kotor...coz bg aku x pun kotor di kk ni...

klu part karok, byk la karok d kk...dlu2 ska p karamunsing sna p karok, tp skrg sy ska p suria...di 1b pun ada...tgl dipilih ja yg murah ka, yg mau ada minum ka, yg mau ada arak ka, mau yg murah ka, yg skejap ka, byk bei di kk...

ada lg 1 komen psl cawat....hahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahaha pun kick jua...aku heran knapa dorg ckp di sabah mc ada yg pakai cawat...dorg mau sgt ka tgk org pkai cawat ja jln2?? eeee x tau malu ah dorg mau tgk cawat org...

huh org sabah tgl pokok??? aku tgl housing 2 tingkat, 4 blik, 2 showers, 2 kitchens, 2 living room...maksudnya aku bkn org sabah la tu kn?? hhhmmmm aku org uk kot hehehe sbb aku tgl di rmh bkn pokok...

apa2 pun, aku bharap yg sabahan kn bersabar ja la dgn smua ni...kta x tau kn knapa dorg bt mcm tu...x pelu mau emo...ckup skadar kta tau mcmn kta di sabah ni hidup...biar ja dorg dtg sabah n tgk sndri negeri sabah yg kita banggakan ni mcmn kn...

i heart sabah...sabah is me...

the seasons of love...

semalam...masa tunggu msg, tiba2 datang angin baca buku yang belinya tahun lalu, tp habis bacanya sampai sekarang pun belum..tapi tinggal sikit lagi..so semalam ni official la sudah aku habis baca buku ni (5 pages ja pun hehe)...title buku "men are from mars, women are from venus" by john gray...aku pernah post pasal buku ni dulu..tapi i truly love the last 5 pages, ada rasa menyesal sikit sebab x baca dulu...

The season of love

A relationship is like a garden. If it is to thrive it must be watered regularly. Special care must be given, taking into account the seasons as well as any unpredictable weather. New seeds must be sown and weeds must be pulled. similarly, to keep the magic of love alive we must understand its seasons and nurture love's special needs.

The springtime of love

Falling in love is like sprintime. We feel as though we will be happy forever. We cannot imagine not loving our partner. It is a time of innocence. Love seems eternal. It is a magical time when everything seems perfect and works effortlessly. Our partner seems to be the perfect fit. We effortlessly dance together in harmony and rejoice in our good fortune.

The summer of love

Throughtout the summer of love we realize our partner is not as perfect as we thought, and we have to work on our relationship. Not only is our partner from another planet, but he or she is also a humann who makes mistakes and is flawed in certain ways.

Frustration and disappointment arise, weeds need to be up-rooted and plants need extra watering under the hot sun. It is no longer easy to give love and get the love we need. We discover that we are not always happy, and we do not always feel loving. It is not our picture of love.

Many couples at this point become disillusioned. They do not want to work on a relationship. They unrealistically expect it to be spring all the time. They blame their partners and give up. They do not realize that love is not always easy; sometimes it requires hard work under a hot sun. In the summer of love, we need to nurture our partner's needs as well as ask for and get the love we need. It doesn't happen automatically.

The autumn of love

As a result of tending the garden during the summer, we get to harvest the results of our hard work. Fall has come. It is a golden time-rich and fulfilling. We experience a more mature love that accepts and understands our partner's imperfections as well as our own. It is a time of thanksgiving and sharing. Having worked hard during summer we can relax and enjoy the love we have created.

The winter of love

Then the weather changes again, and winter comes. During the cold, barren months of winter, all of nature pulls back within itself. It is a time of rest, reflection and renewal. This is a time in relationship when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self. It is when our lid comes off and our painful feelings emerge. It is a time of solitary growth when we need to look more to ourselves than to our partners for love and fulfillment. It is a time of healing. This is the time when men hibernate in their caves and women sink to the bottom of their wells.

After loving and healing ourselves through the dark winter of love, then spring inevitably returns. Once again we are blessed with the feelings of hope, love and an abundance of possibilities. Based on the inner healing and soul searching of our wintery journey, we are then able to open our hearts and feel the springtime of love...

conclusionnya, nobody's perfect...but hard work (in relationship) makes us perfect in our own way...trust your gut, and LOVE more...

what an EX means....

when you are no longer with your bf/gf, automatically you'll be the EX...

the EX can be either the good EX or the bad EX...i sometimes wonder why the ex's cant be friends...well, congratulations if you can be friends with your so-called-ex...

i know it's not easy to be friends with someone that u used to know love...but it's not impossible...well, it's easy for me to say...you just have to forget all the lovey-dovey feelings and start over with nothing...but most importantly, just get over it...besides, time heals everything...so it is useless for you to use your brain thinking about it...

continue with my title...i will start with the good ex...the good ex regardless of whose fault it is, will always stays positive...you know you used to love her/him but you can always be his/her friends...if you cant save the relationship but at least you make an effort to be his/her friend...but make sure, you stick on 'friendship mode' meaning no more love, no more lovey rules, etc...both parties should remember that be friends with your ex is be friends with your ex..not to be a couple again..and also love your enemy...

the bad ex...hhhuuuu....obviously, the bad ex is always negative...he/she won't make friends with his/her ex...i know it will take time to be friends again...even if you don't want to be friends with him/her, don't be like the bad ex that still be there interfering his/her ex's life...meaning, comparing him/herself with the new bf/gf, contacting the ex bf/gf saying miss the moment even if he/she knows that their ex have move on...when he/she is not that into you, he/she is not that into you....so stop contacting your ex...contact with him/her only if you have an important news or to catch up with their life...

whether you are the good or the bad ex, do remember that friendship is border-less...move on...love your enemy...even if you don't like the new partner, you don't have to criticize...you just have to accept that he/she is no longer your gf/bf and hope the best for them...

the reason why i wrote this because my ex and i are really good friends...we're broke up last year, continue our friendship and still going strong...we still contact each other thru phone or fb...and we still seeing each other as friends...laugh as friends...share things as friends...and he even know that i'm with someone else now...and i also knew every affairs he have...:D....btw, my new partner, contrast to us...they have their own history and i wish not to tell...but, i do wish to tell to his ex that he is moving on...past is past...so deal with it...be his friend...and hope the best for him...cheers...

video games...lana del rey...love...addicted...

have nothing much to say...the title do the talking...

enjoy :D

10 things i love about him...

currently, im thinking about the reasons why i love him...

1. i love his smile...

2. i love his 'huh?' eyes...

3. i love his craziness before 7pm (but sometimes 7pm onward)...

4. i love to watch him sing...

5. i love when he wears his blue shirt...

6. i love when he told me that my name in his mother tongue means take, so when i put my name before his name, it will mean take her...

7. i love his honesty...

8. i love when he told me how he checked his phone while working by slide left and right to see my pic (as his wallpaper) as if im moving...

9. i love the way he drive his car...

10. i love to write more about him and not just 10 bcoz i truly love him...

oh gosh...punya lama...again...

today is 2nd june...18th april -->> my last post...almost 2months i went on silent mode...

millions normal-life-changing-experience had happened within that period...

and as a student i dont have time to write all about it (here), i only wrote it on my diary...

once my final exam ended, i will be here posting...

cewah...macam ja sy rajin ni...skali tgk kn another 2 silent months...hehe...palis2 jau2...sy mau rajin ni knn...

ba out lu first, later will come back...with stories....c ya...

Komen ikhlas ku dgn zed zaidi…

Aku tau la dia x akn baca blog ku ni…apa la sgt blog aku ni kn dgn blog bloggers yg blog-ganza tu…

Tp ni komen ikhlas aku utk zed zaidi and aaron aziz…

Nak di mulakan crita aku tau zed zaidi ni pun dr dramanya sembilu dlu tu (if x silap la)…while aaron ni dr filem ombak rindu a.k.a my fav malay novel…

N nak di tambahkn crita, aku tak tau asal usul stiap artis antarabangsa apa lg artis tempatan…asal aku tau dia penyanyi @ pelakon ckup sdh bg aku utk minat dorg…

N aku nak tambah sos tiram lg…aku pun xtau entry requirement (cewah mcm mau msuk U pla) utk jd artis fofular berita harian…yg ku tau pembaca yg vote…

Bla aaron aziz menang dtg la pla isu zed zaidi x skong artis luar…

Btul la jua apa dia ckp..yg dia x tduh aaron aziz…x nama sepa2 pun dlm statement zed zaidi d twitternya…cma dia post x sokong artis luar…

Artis luar tu sgt la umum…artis luar ni blh jd sepa2…tp malangnya pemenang mlm tu sume pun rakyat Malaysia yg punya ic Malaysia kecuali aaron aziz…wahai zed zaidi pembaca x bodoh ye utk tangkap sepa artis luar yg ko x sokong tu…

Bla org2 komen d murai.com.my n sokong kenyataan zed zaidi, mmg ada btulnya jua Malaysia utk rakyat Malaysia…bila lg artis Malaysia dinaiktarafkan sebagai artis fofular berita harian…n byk jua yg skong shaheizy sam @ fizz fairuz yg menang…

tp e2 pilihan masing2…bebas mengundi mah hehe

tp yg salahnya c zed zaidi ni, dia x perlu la mau hentam “sy x sokong artis luar” d laman social…knapa x trus jmpa dgn pihak brita harian n propose utk bt 1 award khas utk artis international? Mcm tu kah cara sorg timbalan mau membela nasib artis tempatan? Mestika timbul kn isu/perang laman social utk mendapat perhatian/publisiti Malaysian?

Bila sdh ada jawatan, pemegang jawatan tu x perlu la mau tunjuk kekuasaan jawatan…c pemegang jawatan ada nama utk dijaga…x salah if pilih jln senyap dan baik…asal x dibenci…asal x isu yg akn diingat spanjang hayat…

Jangan ikt kata hati…tgk apa jd skrg, memandangkn nada nma dlm statementnya nma artis2 len pla yg msuk…m.nasir , hetty, ramli sarip etc…lpas tu org pandang zed zaidi jealous dgn aaron aziz la, zed zaidi ska bt kecoh la (macam Malaysia mak bapak dia punya)….2la sepa suruh ko buat mcm tu…bgus sgt la tu ko bt mcm tu kan…x fikir kesan sampingan...tgk apa jd?

Tp kn, c aaron aziz ni, dia sdh bt untung brapa byk dgn pengarah/producer Malaysia? Ckup sdh ka smpai mau cakap dia x layak menang? If cukup sudah duit tu, suru la dia blik spore keja ofis…n jan ambil dia blakon dlm filem Malaysia…

Jahat kot org fikir mcm tu…dia da la bt untung byk…org nmpk dia ja ingat hariz…bukan femes ka namanya tu? So slhkah if hariz menang title artis fofular? Bg la can dia menang tahun ni…thun dpn bg zed zaidi pla…biarla dia pla menang anugerah timbalan terhebat thun dpn…senyap kot dewan haha…

N thun dpn x pyh bg msuk nama aaron aziz biar peminatnya ja yg tau btapa femesnya aaron aziz d ht dorg…award x penting kot yg penting bt keja poket bduit n family ckup makan pakai, habis crita…

Btw, mmg la aaron aziz tu hensem…if korg ckp dia dpt undi sbb hensem, sepa2 pun akn lihat org len dr mata trun ke ht…if senang d mata senang la d ht…if x senang d mata mmg knfm la x senang d ht…aku mengaku aku minat org if dia hensem/cntik…sepa x mgaku bdosa hahahhaha..x ba…tnya la diri kmu sndri k…

Apa2 pun, peace y’all…