aku ber-zumba??

yeah....aku bzumba smalam...aku sendri pun mc x pcya aku blh2 p zumba ah smlm...

well, d jdkn crita, my sis blik kg kmarin...so dia bw la p zumba d putatan...at first, aku mmg x mau p...tp my sis ckp dia blik papar jua mlm lpas zumba so i decided to join...

zumba class with zin chacha d putatan...1st tym aku join...7pm klas tu start...

yg benarnya kn....aku malu ba join...malu sbb aku bkn nya pandai menari pun...badan keras mcm kayu ada ht mau menari tiang kn...lol...

tp xla sgt pun zumba ni mcm menari tiang...cma dia sexy ja...tu yg bt syok n mau lg knn menari ahh...hahahaha

so, after class, an hour later...banyk doh peluh...rmbt pun mcm bru ja kna cuci...melekat...bju pun melekat sbb basah...

tp yg pling kick.....klas tu kn di tingkat 3...so aku ni bru lg dgn zumba...so tym mau turun tangga....nah sna la paha ku sakit...bgegar kaki ku msa trun...sis ku ckp mmg mcm tu klu 1st tym p...huhu...so smlm smpi rmh trus mengampai tdo...

but now, the pain ody gone...yeepee...

next week, ada zumba party lg sna wisma wanita...ticket da beli...so kna la p...

kmarin sjam ja...d zumba party nti 1.5hr...kaki ku bkal skit lg ni nti...

apa2 pun currently aku ska pla mau menari tiang a.k.a bzumba...lol...hehe

aku x minat politik...sorry...

im proud to be malaysian...and im proud to be sabahan...but when it comes to politic - sorry, im out...

jam 8pm, mesti channel astro kna tukar p 103...tgk berita la knn...tp lately kn, mcm smua pun psl politik...recently, psl bajet...

deep inside me kn, sy x mau ambl tau...my reason - too much negativity...ya la, 1 part ckp bgus, 1 part ckp x bgus...sbagai rakyat, kdg jd bingung...

so sblm sy jd bingung, sy pilih utk x ambl tau...ska ht dorg la nak bt apa...yg pentg, malaysia x bperang, n hdup ku aman...

hepi bday utk dri sndri...

11.50 pm...10 min lg aku bkal jd 24thun 1hr...

so sblm bday aku xpired...aku mau wish hepi bday utk dri sndri...

aku pun x pasti brapa kli aku wish mcm tu utk dri sndri...hr ni...tanda ku syg dgn dri sndri g2...

apa2 pun...aku x bt apa2 party ka dinner ka utk bday ku hr ni...mgkn ahad ni kot...

6yrs b4 aku dilahirkn...my grandma (mom's side) passed away...exactly 6yrs b4 my bday...meaning, 19th sept 1982...bla bday ku kira sndri la ya...(klu mau la)...

so utk kesekian kalinya...happy 24th birthday dear afen...and happy 30th anniversary to grandma up above...i truly love myself...and i always love and missing you grandma...if only my grandma is here with me, i probably will give her hugs and kisses...coz i know i love her...

tu la aku sllu ingtkn famly ku anniversary my grandma...coz i want her memories stay with us...even i do not have any...

cheers grandma...hjg mgu ni kta mkn2 ya...:D

kenapa mesti dicari???

hr tu my wire-man ada kol...dgn nada org bermasalah, dia bgtau sy...

him: blh ka syg jan mrh klu sy bgtau sy jln 13@14 sept nti?
me: bt pa mau mrh klu b jln??
him: sy jln p jmpa bpa xgf sy...
me: oh ok...apa uncle tu mau??

apa uncle tu mau??? --->>> my biggest question...

stahu sy, anak dia n my wire-man da break up...

then, my wire-man said --->>> nta la...dia mcm mau pujuk sy blik dgn anak dia...

uncle, uncle...klu la uncle tu blh bca blog sy kn...sy mau dia bca --->>> c bern da move forward la...anak uncle da bt kputusan untuk break...anak uncle da bt kputusan utk bsama dgn llki lain...uncle ska @ x dgn bf bru anak uncle tu, uncle kna deal with it by yourself...bkn cri c bern n pujuk dia blik dgn anak uncle...klu pun c bern mau blik dgn ank uncle blm tentu lg anak uncle tu akn trima c bern blik...lgpn c bern skrg dgn ppuan bru...bg la dia pluang utk happy...

tp mlngnya, smua tu hnya d blog ni ja...sy pun x ckp mcm tu dgn my wire-man...

reaksi sy msa tu --->>> pergilah jmpa...sy tau, sorg bapa mahukn yg tbaik utk anak dia...klu pun dia mau b blik dgn anaknya, b sendri blh bt kputusan sma ada mau blik dgn dia @ setia dgn sy...asalkan waktu tu, b x lpa sy...

pastu dia ckp, dia mau bw sy skali jmpa utk knlkn dorg gf dia...tp sy skeras2nya menolak...alasan, dorg bkn famly my wire-man plus, sy x mau msuk cmpur...lgpun sy bkn perampas...

after an hour +- later....i decided to say thanks...then, my wire-man pun confused...dia tnya knpa thank u??

then sy blas --->>> klu sorg bapa rasa yg b tu tbaik utk anknya (wpun bkn bapa sy), ckup utk meyakinkn sy yg b ni sorg yg baik...so, thank u sbb b mc bertahan utk knl lbh, msa kta mula knl dlu...wpun sy tau sy sombong gila waktu tu...

apa pun yg tjadi lpas ni, sy hrp kmi face it brilliantly and smoothly...cheers...

hei, org keja la....

dgn sgala hormatnya, aku bru2 ja hbs degree...so org ckp, p la cri keja...aku sdh p cri keja pun tp blm ada yg sangkut lg...so, sy kena la sabar 200%....sabar aku ni, ko jgn...

mau di jadikan cerita, hari ni my other half kol jam 2.36am...my wire-man tu kan sllu sdh blik lwt due to his never-ending projects...kuar rmh jam 7am blik rmh x tentu...pling awl jam 7.30pm pling lewat 3am...

so, msa dia kol tu, aku tgh zzz...tp i manage to answer his call and i said hello...

our conversation was mainly bout his ex gf...coz exgfnya kol dia....their conversation was mainly bout getting back to him plus perbezaan gf dlu n gf skrg...sy tkejut tau...awl pg ba tu dia kol sy trus ckp mcm tu...da la sy mc mamai kn trus segar ba...sy x marah pun dia mention psl xgf-nya...sy jeles pun x coz tu past life dia kn so there's no reason why i should be jealous coz i know he's with me now...so, i just listened to him and gave appropriate respond...

since xgfnya tnya psl pbezaan, my wire-man ada ckp msa dia kol perbezaan between his ex and his current gf...and 1 big difference is time keja...so sy tnya la ada apa dgn time keja?? dia ckp la exgf nya sllu kol msa dia keja tp sy x - meaning sy fhm la keja nya knn...sbenarnya kn, sy x ska ba kna compare and contrast dgn sepa2 ni kn lg dgn xgf...my reasons are - everybody is different, and everybody change through time...

so, bla dia ckp psl that big difference kn, it made me wonder...bkn la mau memuji dri sendri tp knapa ya ada ppuan yg x fhm keja other half dorg?

for my case kn, sy mc tanam anggur d rmh...dia keja mau rebut tender la, p meeting jmpa org la, bt keja dr am-am, blik rmh penat...x patut jua sy pentingkn dri mau kol dia pg, kol dia tghr, kol dia ptg, kol dia mlm...aku pun rimas klu mau bkol ja sllu...it's in human nature la ba kn untk bfikir what's best for u and others...so, sabar is crucial here...if sy da keja one day, sy pun xmau la kna kol sllu hnya utk bborak kosong even if the caller is someone i love...tp if sy keja ofis hour kn, dia blh jua la kol sy lunch time just to say i love u (ahaks) or call me whenever there is an important question to ask/emergency...

like i said b4, sy x ska kna compare n contrast coz i know everybody is different and everybody can change through time...mgkn xgfnya blm melalui any transition...or maybe xgfnya bru 1st time kapel dgn llki yg da keja...sy pena ckp dgn dia yg xgfnya nti pun akn brubah jua...trus dia ckp "mau sy blik dgn dia ka?"...honest, sy x mau (ni kli la sy pentingkn dri hehe)....

it's 1.04pm here...dia blm kol@msg lg...meaning dia blm lg p mkn...biar la org yg ada keja mcari org yg x keja...nti bla c ada keja ckp x blh bkol lma sbb tgh keja, c x keja mrh, jd isu nti bgaduh pla kn...so it's better if yg da keja ja mcari bru la c x keja tau bla c ada keja free...

bangga la ba....

aku bangga ba telur2 malaysia pecah sdh...wpun telur emas mc lg telur tp at least yg len menetas...

ni pasal d fb la lg...yg psl llaki mau ptong anu-nya tu...lucu btl aku bca postnya...

sy rsa niatnya utk bgurau...tp org len yg mc demam olimpik, org yg mc mharapkn pingat untuk malaysia rsa gurauannya da tlebih...honest, aku pun rsa tlebih...sbb, aku mmg didiagnos dgn demam olimpik...

ktara sgt dia mjthkn semangat kesukanan org len...n ktara sgt yg dia tu masih di takuk lama...dia sdh tbesa yg malaysia x akn bw sebarang pingat di olimpik...tp nasib seseorg sntiasa berubah...apa lg nsib sesebuah negara kn...apa yg penting, kta bharap miracle @ perubahan tu blaku dgn cptnya...

aku pun sebenarnya mau la dia tunaikan janji nya tu...utk potong anu-nya...besala, slogan krajaan skrg kn janji ditepati...kta sbgai rakyat hdup under krajaan...so janji harus ditepati...n bg la bukti skali...hahahhahaha lucu jua kn...sbb nta pa la buktinya yg dia bg nti...pic anu-nya sdh dpotong kli kn hehehehe....

always remind ourselves, remind others untk mulakan sesuatu dgn bfikir...skian, cheers...

i heart sabah....

post kli ni dimula kn dgn ketawa....hahaha...kenapa ketawa?? sbb sy rsa lucu la ba...ko ni ah...

heboh 1Fb ah psal sorang budak ppuan nta pa namanya (mlas mau mention here)....complainin bout sabah...dia cakap sabah negeri kotor la etc (x pelu mau mention here coz for sure u ol da tau)...

lpas tu melarat lg pula...ada lg org2 len ni yg complain sabah lg...tp yg pling kick kn di sabah ada ka jual baldi?? hahahhahahahhahahaha tburai isi perut ku ketawa ooo...

honest aku x tau la if dorg btul2 merasai 'ketiadaan' baldi di sabah...atau pun dorg sgja ja bt mcm 2 utk menarik perhatian...ala besala publisiti murahan...

di rumah ku byk baldi siap ada besen lg...klu dia mau blh ja dtg rmh ku p ambl tu besen klu2 dia rsa dirinya tlalu besar x cukup sebaldi...i bg free...hehe...tp klu btul sabah nada baldi blh ba tu baldi dr rmhnya yg nun jauh di sana di courier gna poslaju smpi kk...nah ada sdh baldi kn...

klu psal negeri sampah tu sy x tau mau komen mcmn coz dia x define sampah tu mcmn...if sabah kotor dgn real sampah, then aku pun x tau part mn la dia p di sabah yg sbegitu kotor...coz bg aku x pun kotor di kk ni...

klu part karok, byk la karok d kk...dlu2 ska p karamunsing sna p karok, tp skrg sy ska p suria...di 1b pun ada...tgl dipilih ja yg murah ka, yg mau ada minum ka, yg mau ada arak ka, mau yg murah ka, yg skejap ka, byk bei di kk...

ada lg 1 komen psl cawat....hahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahaha pun kick jua...aku heran knapa dorg ckp di sabah mc ada yg pakai cawat...dorg mau sgt ka tgk org pkai cawat ja jln2?? eeee x tau malu ah dorg mau tgk cawat org...

huh org sabah tgl pokok??? aku tgl housing 2 tingkat, 4 blik, 2 showers, 2 kitchens, 2 living room...maksudnya aku bkn org sabah la tu kn?? hhhmmmm aku org uk kot hehehe sbb aku tgl di rmh bkn pokok...

apa2 pun, aku bharap yg sabahan kn bersabar ja la dgn smua ni...kta x tau kn knapa dorg bt mcm tu...x pelu mau emo...ckup skadar kta tau mcmn kta di sabah ni hidup...biar ja dorg dtg sabah n tgk sndri negeri sabah yg kita banggakan ni mcmn kn...

i heart sabah...sabah is me...