sewa rmh luar kampus...

as the title goes, yeah aku sewa rmh coz hostel is no longer available for me...and so, i have been searching a house to rent with friends and even searched for room to rent...

i have 2 options...

a) 1Borneo apartment - share the room with a female chinese student...rent rm400...
b) uni. apartment - house rent rm650...

at first kn mau d uni. apartment (ua) tp waktu tu nada kwn mau sewa sma...even skrg pun nada...then sy plh 1B apartment...coz dekat dgn U, transport senang if sy mau blik sendri...if d ua, ada susah skit (actually byk) if mau balik...

tp mostly kn aku blm sure lg la mau stay mn coz kwn2 blm decide lg kn sewa mn...

aku mau jua yg d 1b tu tp a lil bit pricey compare yg len...tp senang mau balik dr u...

bkn tu ja yg aku fkr, aku pun tfikir jua parent aku kena byr the rent monthly lg...cmpur utilities...mknn aku...perbelanjaan peribadi n keperluan study...aduh kesiannya dorg...

aku mau p cri part time la ni lpas ni...mau jd tutor (knn)...ada ku hntr resume tp blm lg ada jwpn...part-time tutor pun ok coz gaji da pun cover all mentioned above...tp klu mama ku tau ni mati la aku kena marah d rmh...mn dia mau kc benar anaknya ni keja tym study...

apa2 pun, smoga minggu depan ku n the coming weeks will be easier for me to face...amen...

16 september....yes cuti....n pelik???

sume org pun tau kn 16 sept hari msia...ngam2 lg kna hr jumat...bkn lg TGIF ni tp damn its hols!!!

mls la mau post psl merdeka sejarah segala...tp honest n ikhlas dr hati ku knn ni, aku mau bgtau...cewah...kesanya bbunyi bgini...

c scots hr tu tnya aku....major income msia apa?? population msia n sabah brapa?? the riot bru2 tu psl apa?? n million other question in which i have no clue about the answers...

well, im malaysian...do i need to know all bout malaysia?? obviously, the answer is YES...

tp, knapa sy x tau ah??? 

 

he asked me why i didnt know that kind of stuff bout my country...n i simply said, im not interested...n he said, thats weird...

it makes me think, actually...slma ni kn sy wish yg malaysia ada Halloween...best ba if ada halloween...trick o treat...n ada thanksgiving...mcm westerners, famly gathered and turkey is served...but here in malaysia, nada sume tu...sni full dgn blackmagic...mn da org mau pduli psl hantu...

biarla if sy x tau apa2 psl malaysia...yg penting sy tau sumenya yg surrounds me...my family, myself, my study, my money, my plan, do's n dont's....pelik pun pelik la yg penting bkn sy sorg ja...knfm byk lg org d luar sna yg act like me kn...

btw, hal2 bkaitan malaysia biarlah c datuk2 yg berkaitan uruskan...yg penting dont mess up with them la....

mau blajar samba la pla...haha

13/sept, bgun pg gosok gg cuci muka dan mandi...pkai sgala, sisir rambut, terus duduk depan tv...geng jan nda nyanyi ah...mesti nyanyi tau...XD

btw, aku bgun awl knn mau p tgk live miss universe jam 9...im not a huge fan actually...tp most of my family mau tgk n siap record lg...then sy pun join la skali..nemau ketinggalan...

aku nemau la mention sepa yg menang kn...coz sure la sume org tau da ni sepa yg menang...at first kn, aku pilih jua c pemenang tu..aku rsa mata dia cntk ni...n sanggul rambutnya tu mcm tau2 ja kn dia bakal pakai crown...last2 btul2 pla dia menang ni...well, congrats...(mcm ja dia bca kn...)

2nd performance dr nta apa nma artis tu best ooo...bkn lgunya yg best tp pndi ni dia menari samba...tbuka ht ku knn mau blajar samba...damn, if ada klas samba (dgn nda tau malu n x sdar dri gemuk) mau p join ni...hahaha pndi menari pun x...tp bla tgk kn goyang hips dont lie ja...sma ja aku rsa dgn tarian hawaii yg knn aku pndi tym skola rendah...

the vid may be too sexy for some...but for me, its samba...haha..enjoy...XD

tym skola rendah rajin ikt menari wakil kelas d skola ja...tp yg tarian hawaii tu performed d church tym christmas 1999 i guess haha...lucu ni bla ingt balik...tp hawaii kinda slow coz hips ja goyang tp samba hhhmmm 1 badan goyang...sexy lg tu...damn, sy mau ni btul2 p blajar...

apa2 pun Miss Costa Rica punya everning gown is absolutely gorgeous...

klu ni yg ko mau, ok...ni yg ko dpt...

dia ckp aku agung2 kn the englishman...dia ckp aku heboh2 kn 1 dunia psl the englishman...

well, aku cma bgtau apa2 psl the englishman dgn org2 yg rapat a.k.a my besfrens...

dia knfm la termasuk...

tp knapa dia ckp mcm tu dgn sy??? aku cuma bgtau besfrens ja...

dia ckp lg aku post d blog...

hell yeah, i did post d blog...tp aku agp blog ni my personal blog a.k.a my diary...e2 ka mksd dia aku heboh2 kn 1 dunia???

ingt 1 dunia bca blog aku ka??? gila ka apa dia???

i call it quit...no more englishman...

PUAS HATI LA KO TU KAN????????!!!!!!!

shit..........

September 11....

bday xbf/my very BFF...

aku try kol dia dr siang td smpi la tgh mlm n smpi la skrg....aku try kol both his numbers...

tp dia off hp...

aku x tau pla knapa dia bt mcm tu...dia x pena off hp mcm tu truk...

dia akn selalu on unless if dia d kg line dg nada...but since dia ada no clcm, i can reach him 24/7...

aku x akn pena stop trying to reach him...

1 hope from me dia akn on la hp dia lpas ni, n kmi contact mcm besa...

n aku btul2 mau wish dia happy birthday...aku nemau text aku mau sendri ckp dgn dia...

hope la within this day, he will switch on his hp, n kmi blh contact mcm besa...

have a lot to talk to...

damn, i missed him...

morning all...XD

ola...good morning...n happy saturday...

time now is 7.10am...im in my bedroom...n i am an insomnia...

i dont want to admit...i set my mind that i was not having insomnia...i just feel fresh...

but i was totally wrong...

my name is INSOMNIA....

do you know how much i hate it???

do you know how much i envy you sleeping???

do you know how much i wanted to sleep???

uncountable...

i tried everything i could...

pause every playing thoughts inside my sleepless mind...

put handphones few feet from me while im trying to sleep...

stay away from wires, laptops, books...

focus on sleeping...

thinking of calm situations...

bla...bla...bla...

im still awake now...damn...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA (with capital letters), im thankful that i still breathing...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA, and i have zombie eyes, im still thankful...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA, and feel tired without sleeping for 2 days, im still thankful...

for those who can sleep at night, do sleep some minutes or hours for me k...

n for those who can sleep at night, do hope for me sleeping on my own normally coz im sure you all do not want me to steal your few minutes or hours from you for my own sake...hahaha you still have your own things to do right...so just do hope i can sleep normally...like a baby...zzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ko stalking aku ye???!!! S@#T!!!!!

back in 2009, aku added sorg ni d fb...namanya J (bkn nama sebenar)...dia add then aku nada fkir lg aku knl ka x lelaki ni, aku men hentam ja approved...

then, one day, kmi chat...waktu tu mc lg on chat coz virus chat blm lahir lg...msa kmi chat, instinct aku kuat sgt bgtau aku yg dia ni xbf aku...coz cara dia chat, n the way he asked sma ni mcm xbf ku...pastu aku tnya la dia, if dia ni xbf aku ka x, dia ckp bkn....then aku tnya lg if dia kenal xbf aku, dia ckp dia lgsg x knl...

aku mmg sdh syak dia xbf aku...then aku pun chat la psl xbf ku dgn dia...sja ja mau tau how he reacts...aku ada bgtau jua, yg aku sdh jmpa lelaki len, yg jau lbh bek dri dia...

reaction dia ternyata cool...way too cool than i'd expected...so aku pun buang la sume syakwasangku tu...

then, last week, aku accidentally terjumpa profile fb xbf ku...then aku p la msg dia...aku msg dia yg aku mau kmi bbek la for the sake of our friendship since primary school...aku msg jua whatever happened between us, should be forgotten n forgiven...then he accepted it and added me as friend in fb...aku approved ja la since the air between us clear as crystal...

then, bla da friends tu aku chek la our mutual friends...and there i found J...aku puzzled skejap...c J ckp dia lgsg x knl xbf aku, then what the heck he is in his friend list??? aku chek lg friendlist c J, and there i found gf bru xbf ku...n for sure xbf ku pun ada skali...n abg xbf ku...

slama ni aku x pena mau busy body p chek my friend's friendlist...tp las week, aku 1st time p check...2 thun ooooo sume tu actually ada d depan mata ku...tp aku ja x perasan...

then, aku p tnya both J n my xbf...xbf x mgaku e2 dia, while c J mengaku sdh yg dia knl xbf ku n dia create tu profile untk kacau aku n untuk ikt perkembangan aku...

on the same time c J mgaku tu, xbf ku pun mengaku dia ada another fb profile...tp dia bkn mgaku dgn aku tp dia mgaku dgn besfren ku...besfren ku la yg bgtau aku...

i made 2 assumptions...1) c J is actually my xbf...n 2) c J is actually gf bru xbf aku....n for sure, c J bkn org len...dia must be either xbf ku @ ceweknya...

n then, bru la aku realized yg c J ni added sume kwn lelaki ku d fb...mmg stalker la dia tu kn...dia mau mcari which is my current bf...

pastu aku trus la p msg sume mutual friends between aku n c J supaya delete c J dr fb dorg...coz for me the stalking should be stop a.s.a.p...

wpn aku syak xbf n wpn aku blh trus ja bgtau dia, tp aku x mau lg kmi gaduh2 psl fb ja..c J pun x jua kacau sgt just stalking so im cool with it...

aku pena tnya dia d fb 'who r u?' then dia letak tu d about me "who r u? hidup dan mati ku hanya untuk mu"...

aku x tau apa motifnya dia bt mcm tu...

if dia xbf ku then x pelu la kn mau stalking lg since kmi da bbek...

n if dia cewek xbf ku then stop the gossip (if any)...coz its cheap...

#aku ingtkn fb nada la stalker knn, tau2 ada pla...siap mengaku lg...so jan la kmu jd stalker k...just b urself...n show urself to others...no need to pretend...cheers...XD