5th January 2013...anger management

dear diary,

today is January 5th 2013...my heart ache like burning, and my brain stop working..

i am being patient, i am in control..

i am afraid to talk thus, i write...

i know i am pissed, inside...

and i know i am verbally quiet...

but, that happened because i am in control...

i am not letting my anger erupts like volcano...

i am not letting my anger control all my senses...

and, i am not letting you know i am angry...

because, i know i can control this...

i just need space, time for me to 'water' myself from all the fires...

and i do hope you understand me...



love,
-afen-