5 persons that i love....

no.1 ---------> myself....well, i have to love myself more than i love anyone...this is my only self and this is my only live so it is my responsible to love every bit of me...i love u myself...

no.2 ---------> my parents...i live because of them...they give me life...they give me everything...i love u mom, n i love u dad...

no.3 ---------> my family....my sisters, my bros-in-law, my nieces, my nephews....i love them...they make my day more cheerful and more meaningful...with lots of characters, we can laugh all day....

no.4 ---------> my friends...when you are away from your family, your friends can be the closest family you will have...even if you are close with your family, your friends will be the one you find when you want to share things especially your love live, your dirty little secrets, etc..hehe

no.5 ---------> __________....this one is special...i let it blank and empty because i am waiting for someone that i will call The One to be my husband...im not sure who he is...so i have no name...eventhough i love someone but it doesnt mean that he is The One...yet...hehe

masterchef....i wish...

my 10.50pm daily routine - watching Masterchef Australia 2....

kinda jealous actually since i cant cook well....

i still can cook but not like them....

well....my favorite contestant is Jonathan Daddia...johnno...

he was eliminated for undercooked meat...well, kinda sad...because i want him to win it...huhu

i wish i can cook like them...

someday, when i have a job and own a house, then i will be practicing on cooking...my house will be filled with food stuffs...

haha so funny...as if i cant practice cooking at my family's house...

well, i do need some privacy in case if the foods turn out badly...

thats what practice are for, right...

so.....hopefully (crossing my fingers) that i can cook almost perfectly like them and can cook almost anything with the aid of cookbooks (for sure...hehe)....

5 secret things about me...

no.1 ---------> im in love with a guy who lives 6868 miles away from me...

no.2 ---------> i wouldnt dare to tell my family that i love to drink vodka & gin and tonic...

no 3 ---------> i wouldnt dare to tell my friends that i have a messy bedroom...

no.4 ---------> i borrowed books from a library using my xbf's library cards since 2009 (i guess) and up until now, i forgot where i put those books...whoooppsss....

no.5 ---------> im a 10% hoarder...there are times that i cant throw away my things cause i feel soo damn attached to it...but sometimes, i do throw away those things cause i feel its messing up my room...

lelaki...hebat ka ko mau pukul perempuan???

yaaaa lelaki ketua kluarga, lelaki diciptakan kuat dr perempuan, so lelaki diciptakan untuk mjaga perempuan...

so???

kenapa jua lelaki kau pukul perempuan???

kau gila sudah ka??

# ya aku emo skrg....that particular lelaki has a name and that particular perempuan very close to me...even closer...

apa punca aku tak tau...

but whatever the reason is - LELAKI TAK PATUT PUKUL PEREMPUAN!!!!!!!

lelaki stress keja??? - hei...sepa yang tidak stress keja kn...tp stress keja pun that stress stays in the office ba...once u balik keja, and arrive home, pukul family ka??? e2 ka yg lelaki stress keja patut buat???

what else??? lelaki tak cukup duit??? - once lelaki jd suami, jd bapa...pandai2 la ba kan fikir pasal bini pasal anak...pasal tanggungjawab...duit gaji tu dahulukn la ba mana2 part yang penting...settle kn bil, makan minum for the whole family...if ada baki then p la berjoli if u want...but do remember to save some la...if x ckup utk diri sendri then pukul bini ka??

if ada problem pun, ada otak kn untuk fikir solutions...susah macam mana pun fikir kan la something untuk senangkan problem tu...dgn pukul bini blh selesaikan msalah ka??? klu dgn memukul something blh solve any kind of problems, aku rasa nada problem dalam dunia hr2...stress ja pukul bantal n keja balik...nada duit ja pukul bantal trus hujan duit...macam tu ka???

# aku tak faham kenapa lelaki ringan sgt mau angkat tangan...apa kau ingat kau kuat??? aku bkn la mau bawa bertumbuk ka apa...n aku pun yg benarnya nda mau msuk cmpur psal hal ni coz aku tau how tiny i am as the youngest in the family...but shit la if aku pandang remeh ja benda ni...

# to that particular lelaki, u lost my respect...u expect me to respect u again??? HELL-2-D-NO....

my sis' homemade cakes n cupcakes....i love it!!!!!!!!

tomorrow is my sis' birthday...

well, every birthday MUST-HAVE is CAKE...

n since my other sis have a homemade cakes and cupcakes business, we usually ordered cakes or cupcakes from her...

u named it, she can bake...hehe

before, i do love secret recipe...n still do...but now, i cant help myself to compare my sis' cakes with secret recipe...both have their own pros and cons...

but i love my sis' cakes more..hehe...even angel (my cat) love it..

to secret recipes' lovers, dont take this as an offence k..bcoz i still love secret recipes...the cheese cakes uuuuu yummm....

if anybody interested to learn, my sis also have baking classes...Rm150++ per cake...with all ingredients provided n the cake u bake is yours...

my fav cake is red velvet...RM100 per cake not per kilo...i can eat it all...without sharing...honestly, u should try...pppsssttt one of my sis' colleague said "Sutera's velvet cake is not as good as my sis'..." this is a compliment and dear readers dont think negatively...hehe

above pic - red velvet...

3-tier wedding cake...

my niece's cake...choc indulgence with edible image..

the cake finished within an hour...

200 cupcakes for Puteri UMNO...

fondant cake...

blueberry cheese cake...my no.2 fav after velvet...

# my sis' cakes collection is countless...so i cant post it all...there are other kind of cake - opera cake, japanese cotton cheese etc...u named it...all are yyyyuuummm.....

wedding dress...:D

my besfriend asked me "afen, how about your wedding dress??"

to be honest to her...i was totally forgot about this whole wedding thing...

coz i have other thing to think about...sorry dear...

since my bff asked me, here i am to share couple of thoughts on my future wedding dress...

(but i have to lose tons of pounds to be perfectly fit like the models...hehe...)

wedding dress characteristics:

a) white....a must

b) chiffon...

c) lace...

d) sexy bareback...

e) not princess-like...hate it...

above pic - when the time comes, definitely be the one...

but have to add lace to be more me...

first photo + lace = above photo...

bareback...lurve it...

n must have...:D

Lacey detail is a must...

gorgeous n sexy...

one of my wedding photo will be exactly like this...

hehe..

even without a bareback, a V-back is damn gorgeous...

full lace with belt?? OMG...

i love the above pic before the first photo...

kinda simple but really shows the simple-me...

this dress is pretty but honestly i hate it..

i dont like the A-line wedding dress...

i want to walk freely...without any heavy burden below...

i know it is not that heavy but i just dont like it being huge...

# but for my scottish wedding, 5 dress codes:

a) sleeveless

b) train

c) veil

d) tiara

e) fresh bouquet

so, i think my dream dresses above will suitable with my scottish wedding...hehe...eventho i dont like to wear a tiara but if it is a must then i will consider it then...

# ffuuhh choosing wedding dress is not an easy task...even searching the right dress online is hard enough for me...i can imagine those who already married having their hard time choosing their own wedding dress from bridal shop to another bridal shop...

# well, 2 important things i found when choosing a wedding dress are:

a) the dress itself - its your wedding, your life time wedding, choose your dress that really shows who u r, 

b) money - well, u can either buy it or rent it...for me, i want to buy it rather than rent it...so choose your price accordingly...dont be over budget...

aku rasa dorg ni hensem...:D

tym cuti2 U ni, stay d rmh ja la keja ku...

then hr2 aku temankn mamaku tgk drama petang2...

sinetron gitu...

dr jam 1 smpi jam 5 ba mamaku tgk sinetron...

tp aku honestly...nda suka tgk sinetron...

bkn lg nda suka tp benci...

why??

sebab jln critanya nda msuk akal ni kdg2...

selalu ja dperbesarkn...

benda kcl jd besar sgt2...

cnthnya, elak kreta tp ter'hit' divider, nda jua sberapa truk tp..

kaki nda blh jln...

aduina...ktara nipu...

hehe

btw,

nda la sumenya negative hehe...

yg positifnya, 

ada pelakon llkinya tu hensem...

e2 yg bt kn aku tgk...

hr2...

(tgk hr2 pun nda tau crita...tgk utk cuci mata ja...)

above pic - c fadhil d kemilau cinta kamila...

jonas rivanno namanya...

tp tu sinetron kn...aduhai...

nangis ja ni...

klu ada 1000 episode kn, 999 episode nangis, n 1 ja yg hepi...

aku nda suka tgk tp c fadhil aku ska tgk..

hehe

ni gunawan dr sinetron hikmah yg dlu2 tu...

ni pun sinetron adu mak..mmg nangis mmg susa tp ok la compare dr kemilau cinta kamila...

hehe...

aku lupa la apa nma watak c gunawan d hikmah...

tp yg aku tau dia hensem la...

hehe..

# aku nda tau la sepa actor yg kmu rsa hensem..but for me dorg ni the handsome among the handsome so there will be more handsome actors out there...the choice is yours...haha...lps ni aku kena la lg tgk sinetron utk cuci mata smentara cuti2 U...hehe