Saturday, March 10, 2012

6th sense...mati

pena ka kmu tba2 trasa/tfikir mcmn kta mati one day? mcmn kta hembuskn nafas terakhir? sakitkah? trus p mana la kita if kita sdh mati nnti? kta mc bnafas ka tu ya bla kita sdh jd roh? etc...

sy paling x suka if sy suddenly tfikir mcm ni...i cant sleep n sy blh nangis...

klu sudah jd mcm ni kn, knfm sy akn tell myself to not think more bout it or i force myself to forget it or i switch on my laptop n pretend to watch movie or hear songs loudly...

bkn sbb sy takut mau mati...tp mati kn benda paling confirm dlm dunia...so no need to be afraid of, right...

tp, yg bt sy x ska is i know that there is someone in family that will pass away...n i dont know how i know this, that i cant tell anybody about it before it really happened...

sy tau some of u kn knfm la ba pena rasa/fikir mcm ni kn..bad feelings bout something...

but, i realized this since i was a kid...back in tawau when i was 7@8 yrs old...tp waktu tu sy x nangis la coz budak2 otak mc d lutut...mn la fkir benda len kcuali main main n main...

waktu tu sy fikir psl mati...n i was so afraid...then a few days later, my dad's bestfriend kn pass away...

at first, sy x la pduli lgsg....tp bla sdh bsar2 sdh kn, makin mjadi ni...byk sdh org yg pass away after each kejadian...my uncles, my aunties, my cousins...

recently, last week...it happened again...then my aunty pass away the next day...

few yrs ago, my mama tua (my mom's sister) punya cucu kn tunang ba di tawau...so kmi decided mau konvoi la ni gna kreta from kk to tawau...my parents dorg mau p...sy x mau lgsg ikt dorg p tawau coz bkn jua close sgt kn sy dgn my own cousins semua...tp nta sepa yg send msg p otak sy n bgtau sy utk join konvoi tu to save my parents...meaning, if sy follow them, then my mom n my dad will safe...tp kmi x sma kreta...my dad len, my mom len, n sy len...tp sy x risau, as long as sy ikt, then dorg akn slamat...the 2nd reason why i join is that person also told me that there will be an accident...sume kreta ada possibility to be in that accident minus the 3 cars who brought my mom, my dad n i...so, left 2 cars...50-50 chance la dorg...so on the way back kn, btul2 la ada accident, dorg masuk parit...sume slamat la, cuma lebam2 n kemik skit ja kreta...

bkn bad things ja la yg sy blh tau...any other things pun...contoh, msa sy d mtrk kn, sy mandi...tba2 tfikir sony ericsson...punya sy pelik...nta knapa tba2 sy tfikir psl tu..tp mlmnya, my roomate blik dr jmpa org...org yg dia jmpa tu bg dia hp sony...

msa exam spm...paper english...days before the exam kn tba2 sy kna bgtau psl apa yg kluar part literature...jd sy pun bca tu ja la...coz sy trust my own instinct...msa exam day, btul2 kluar...sy pun happy la coz sy sdh hafal hehe...tp part exam ni sy sure bkn sy sorg ja pena org len pun...hahaha

apa2 pun, sy still rsa takut if benda mati tu dtang lg...coz sy tau what will come next...cma sepa ja yg sy x tau...in case sy huish lg la aku tkt...

2 comments:

Fadzmie Mohamad said...

Ada part yang siuk kalau ada sixth sense ni. Ada juga part yang nda berapa siuk kan. Kalau ada sixth sense untuk death, macam cerita Final Destination suda tu. Hehe.

♛ Mitchell Cullen ♛ said...

u and i we're just the same.. ada ne so called 6th sense.. i really understand ur feeling. all you got to do is trust 'this thing'.. and find a friend who can trust you having this so you can talk to him/her one day. I have a friend to talk about this so i could feel comfortable. And I'm really glad to have that friend.

having this thing trasa mcm like a gift but in the same time it feels like a curse. my family didn't know this but i have a friend know this and my fiance sure tau juga. siap smpi i make a private blog about this thing to analyze sometimes.

everytime i got this thing, it doesn't matter in what form dream/premonition/vision/sign anything, i will write it in my blog and no one knows it. then kemudian hari mesti something happen after that.. mmg real.. all u have to do is relax, adapt yourself in this thing and trust this thing secara diam2.