nak tanya blh??

i just wanna ask,

if korg kena suru pilih atr:

a) orang yg suka kmu, tp kmu x brapa suka @ blm suka sgt

b) orang yg kmu suka, tp x brapa suka kmu @ blm suka kmu sgt

mn kmu pilih??

hehe aku tau punya ada yg akn jwb 'hhmmm cri org len la'...

tp aku nemau jwpn 2...

plh atr a @ b ja...

bagi aku kan, aku pilih a kot...

biar la org ckp "ko tipu diri ko sendri.."

tp positifnya someday aku akn suka dia kn...

org selalu ckp

'cinta yg agung (cewah) adalah bila kmu lgsg nada expect apa2.."

eya meh??

if btul mcm 2 tpaksa la pilih b kn...

coz cinta agung kn nada expect pa2 dr tu org...

so jan expect dia akn suka kita blik...

aduina sadisnya...

nemau aku mcm 2...

if aku pilih b pun aku akn ttp expect dia akn suka sy blik (knn...)

tp kdg2 manusia ni ada yg risk-taker ada yg x...

terpulang dgn individu...

so pilihan n reason kmu apa pla???

so a or b???

a letter to someone from afen...

dear someone,

u r a boy n im a girl...if u could read this, i wanna say 2 things to u...1 is i wanna wish im sorry...n 2 is i wanna ask u why??...im not sure why i wanna wish im sorry...coz i dont think i had made any mistakes...but if i did do wrong which i forgot, plz forgive me...i really wanna ask u why...but i have no guts to do it...bcoz u seems unreachable to me...so my dear, i wished upon the stars, that someday we will talk again...

p/s: i know u r extremely busy with ur work..so do it well..

xoxo,
afen...

a week...

a week without God:
mourn-day...tears-day...waste-day...thirst-day...fight-day...shatter-day...sin-day...

there is no oil, if olives are not squeezed...
no wine, if grapes are not pressed...
no perfume, if flowers are not crushed...

whatever your day is, make sure it is a God's day...
God's plan for us is to bring out the very best in us...

have faith...cheers....

Gra Geal Mo Chroi....

gra geal mo chroi (irish) means love of my heart...

cewah...jiwang la pula kn...

well, if my mom c this, she will be pissed...

why??

she actually dislike my gra geal mo chroi...

her reasons:

a) he lives in scotland...

b) he is pure english...

c) not malaysian...

d) a contractor without higher education...

im not sure what to do next...

so, i just told my mom he is only my friend...

eventho he is more than that...

scottish wedding???

from best Scottish wedding magazine..

is this what my future Scottish wedding look like??? ahaks...maybe...maybe not...hehe :)
we'll see...
but obviously, not the kilt (he says...'no no')

he is a taurus, n im a virgo...

Traits of a Virgo

- analyst, purist, plays safe, worrier, has mood swings, perfectionist, easily learns mastery, demands respect, fair judgement, pessimistic, frequently depressed, destructive at times...

Like of a Virgo

- pursuit of trueness, standards, proper methodology, practicality, neat & tidy, friendliness

Dislikes of a Virgo

- chaos, noise, assymetry, change, risk, nagging

Traits of a Taurus

- steady, determined, reliable, stubborn, creative, kind, ferocious temper, lazy, habitual, loyal, generous, possessive  honest, financial wizard

Likes of a Taurus

- a comfortable life, independence, expensive things, delicious food & wine, beauty, a beautiful home, gardening, nature

Dislikes of a Taurus

- change, manipulative people, ugliness, betrayal, vulgarity, sex friends, being controlled

Taurus and Virgo - lovers

when Taurus man meets Virgo woman. they get very well with each other. His passion could easily ignite the fire that she has been trying to control. Bull can always bring out the best in Virgo and she will always be attracted by the high emotions displayed by the Taurus man. Good things about their relationship is that none will feel jealous because both are highly dedicated and loyal.

virgo woman will have to control the criticizing nature a bit to get the best in the relationship and to allow the Taurus man to go ahead at his own pace. Taurus man and Virgo woman share some of the common grounds and that helps them build up a workable partnership showering security and safety for each other in love.

While Taurus man is stubborn and rigid, Virgo woman is flexible and is willing to make flexibilities and that helps them build up workable relationship. Since both are able to adjust with each other nicely, a harmonious relation is always on the cards. Taurus man is practical, strong and stable and knows just how to take care of the person he loves. He is hard working and a man of action and likes to demonstrate his personality providing strong protection, love and romance for the woman and that fulfills the dream of Virgo woman who is cool and calm on the surface and remains mostly on the sidelines as observer.

A Virgo woman has powerful skill of observation and it will help them gain a precise as well as realistic view of the environment around her. She is the one of the sincerest mates till she finds the man to be unrealistic. Flexible in nature, she is ready to take up steps to make the relationship perfect and is very neat and clean in their thoughts and actions.

Confident adn strong individual Taurus man will always possess her Virgo woman as the most precious gem and always try to make her comfortable and happy. Both Virgo woman and Taurus man are fond of love and beauty as well as luxury and the couple works file.

Taurus man and Virgo woman are both sensual lovers and appreciate the simple pleasures extended by sex. Taurus man will neutralize the nervous trends in Virgo partner and he is also the man who can satisfy quite well the craving of Virgo woman for perfection in life, even in sex.

both earth signs share the ability to communicate and understand one another intuitively. their conversations get better over time and so does the relationship. They will understand each other's goals and hopes for the future. There is an unspoken bond here that once established, hardly ever gets broken. They will provide each other with what the other person instinctively needs and desires sexually. you can't go wrong with this astrological combination, period. a strong attraction and loyalty will keep these two together. Relatives can sometimes be a problem for these two. Focus on healing yourselves and each other and you will have a mate for life.

# im hoping that this time it works...

11...

when i was blogwalking, i found this....

1) New York City has 11 letters.
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) George W. Bush has 11 letters.
5) The two twin towers make an “11″

This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11.

Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.

Now this is where things get totally eerie:

The most recognized symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book:

“For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.”

That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.

Now try this and see how you feel afterwards.

Open Microsoft Word and do the following.
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 N 
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to WINGDINGS.

guys...

Im fat…im not pretty…n worse of all I wear a spec…

I do love reading…heavy reading I guess…I have Emily Bronte’s n Shakespeare’s books… John Gray’s, 

Love Letters of Famous Men n Women…etc…n I do love magazines (who doesn’t, right…) – Cleo is my most fav mag…

What else…hhhmmmm….

Kinda slow in action…but honestly, it wasn’t slow but I was thinking…

Totally a simple girl…

Im not wearing any make-up except my cherry lip balm…

Before I hate wearing jeans…

But 2 yrs ago…

I started to wear lens…from purple to green…from green to grey…n finally I love the hazel…

I straightened my hair daily before going to lectures…

I now wear jeans n jeggings…

I put some make-up on…n I really love thick black eyeliner…but still I wear my cherry lip balm…n no lipstick…

My style still the same – v-neck or deep v-neck…purple, black, red…n yet girlish…n I lurve wedges…

People starts noticing me…haha obviously not bcoz im pretty but they noticed the new me without my purple spec…they say that is the original me…ok…

Then…

I met 3 incredible guys…

Different stories, different situation, different time…

Guy #1…

(Obviously, name is confidential…)

I knew him through a friend of mine…

He texted me…wanna be my friend…he called me…then we went out for lunch…

I wore the usual me…usual me is me with spec…

Then I went back to my hostel…

A week later, received no news bout him…

I changed my fb profile photo…me without spec n a lil bit of makeup…

He called…he said “wow u r soo different…”…then we went out for another lunch date…

This time I wear my lens…

He admit that he has a long-distance-relationship gf…

But he was way too 18sx for me…

Then we lost contact…

Guy #2

I also knew him through a friend of mine…

But with him, im totally the new me…

We went out to a bar with a few friends of ours…I will not going to any bar alone with a guy…

At first, we usually text or call…then when we’re busy, we’re forgetting each other…

1 day, he asked me out to a bar…but I feel really not going…

N he said he really wanted to go out somewhere that nite coz he had a fight with his gf…

Then I said “sorry, bring ur gf la…im not in the ‘bar’ mode…”

Then we lost contact again…

Same things happened twice…n I still don’t wanna go out with someone else’s bf…

Last month, he called me asking me to go out with him…but I refused to go…

He said he broke up with his gf…n he wished that if we went out together that time, we will be steady…

And still “Sorry, im truly busy this month…”

Guy #3

Again, I knew this guy through my best friend…

He called me early in d morning…but im still under my duvet…

He keeps on calling…n finally I answered…

We talked for hours, I guess…

U know what I knew about him???

Surprised…surprised…surprised…

He had an affair while he was engaged to a girl, the ‘affair’ pregnant, they get married, and they have a son…the mom left the husband n the baby, n they still married…

I like the way he tells me the truth before we went out together…

Hehe…we went out for lunch…not a date…he’s nice…but not my type…

# my best friend said that im still young to feel the real love, and as a teenagers we have a long way to go to find our soulmate…I do agree that im young, im a teen, n im not yet feel the real love…I am turning 23 this sept…those 3 guys taught me to be matured…matured enough to know types of man that I may not supposed to fall into...

# d first guy…he has a gf – separated by distance…eventhough his gf will not know… but should I or should I not be with him??? Obviously I should not..im not a player n I respect female…besides, he is more attracted to beautiful woman…the more gorgeous u r the more open his eyes will be…hehe…but I want someone who can accept the ugly me n not just the nicer me…

#d 2^nd guy…he’s nice, actually…but a rebound guy??? No-no…he will using me to forget his gf…but once his gf wants him back, what will happen to me??? another heartbroken girl??? Aiya tak nak la…

# d 3^rd guy…he’s ok…he’s married…he said he don’t love his wife…but married guy with a nearly broken family??? I don’t think so…if im the guy, I would totally improve my relationship with my wife to make it works for the sake of my kid n not focusing on finding someone to be my 2^nd wife…

# who said 22 is not matured enough??? If im not matured then I might fall for the 3^rd guy since he has his own business n my future will be more secure than the other guys…

# if I love someone bcoz of what they can give me, that’s not love…that is selfishness…

# hehe now im single for months now…I’ll rock my single-hood with my own party rock anthem where everyone is shuffling…hehe