Thursday, February 28, 2013

Stay - Rihanna

it's been hours...and i've been hearing this song on repeat...if only the time now is 7:34 instead of 3:47, i would sing this song with all the feelings in the world...sigh...I want me to stay...


All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said, "Show me something,"
He said, "If you dare come a little closer."

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take – it's given

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay.

Oh the reason I hold on
Oh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay, stay.
I want you to stay, oh.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

pemabuk...

sepa suka pemabuk, sila angkat tangan....

ko suka ka? ba angkat la tangan ko...angkat tinggi2 sebab sy x nampak...

helloooooo....alcohol is made to make human drunk...but human isn't made to get drunk all the time...

every person on earth can drink alcohol, but it depends if you are allow to drink it or not...if you are allow to drink it, then D.R.I.N.K it...aramaitiiii la kmu sna...and if you are not then don't be jealous...(p/s i am not encourage reader to drink ok)...

a few years ago, i did went to club to get drunk...but i am not 100% drunk i am 60% drunk...60% is my personal limit, i won't go more than that...my reason is, i hate being drunk...it is humiliating...honestly, i did reached 80% and i started to feel feeling-less...i felt that i want to drink more...i can see the surrounding starting to be "harlem shake"...but suddenly, there was a fight between 2 men who i think were 100++% drunk at the time...it was huge...i was shocked...terrified...and from that moment on, i set 60% drunk as my limit...because i don't want to end up like them - talking shit, fight, ashamed (the morning after)...

for me, it is ok if a girl set a limit to her drink...it shows that she is in control...and sophisticated (lol)...but, my wire-man has no limit...well, he's a he not a she...the more he drink the more masculine he'll become...everytime he went out either with his brothers or his friends, he will reached 100++++% drunk...i knew he was drunk but he never ever forget to reply my text or call me when he back home from dubs-dubs...

but, i do hate when he called me while he's in a bar/club/etc...because he tend to say things that (in my opinion) he will regret later...in my case today, we broke up...he asked for it, and i said ok...and i switched off my hp since then...

im not sure if im heartbroken or not...and im not sure if i can give him a second chance again...this is not his first..this is his countless-times...he promised that he will drink responsibly...but is shouting and asking me to break-up are called responsibly?

i dont know what will happen when he wakes up...will he call me? will he apologize?
i dont know what will happen when i wake up...will i switch on my hp? will i forgive him?
and most importantly...are we gonna be 1? or are we gonna be 2?