Sunday, February 24, 2013

pemabuk...

sepa suka pemabuk, sila angkat tangan....

ko suka ka? ba angkat la tangan ko...angkat tinggi2 sebab sy x nampak...

helloooooo....alcohol is made to make human drunk...but human isn't made to get drunk all the time...

every person on earth can drink alcohol, but it depends if you are allow to drink it or not...if you are allow to drink it, then D.R.I.N.K it...aramaitiiii la kmu sna...and if you are not then don't be jealous...(p/s i am not encourage reader to drink ok)...

a few years ago, i did went to club to get drunk...but i am not 100% drunk i am 60% drunk...60% is my personal limit, i won't go more than that...my reason is, i hate being drunk...it is humiliating...honestly, i did reached 80% and i started to feel feeling-less...i felt that i want to drink more...i can see the surrounding starting to be "harlem shake"...but suddenly, there was a fight between 2 men who i think were 100++% drunk at the time...it was huge...i was shocked...terrified...and from that moment on, i set 60% drunk as my limit...because i don't want to end up like them - talking shit, fight, ashamed (the morning after)...

for me, it is ok if a girl set a limit to her drink...it shows that she is in control...and sophisticated (lol)...but, my wire-man has no limit...well, he's a he not a she...the more he drink the more masculine he'll become...everytime he went out either with his brothers or his friends, he will reached 100++++% drunk...i knew he was drunk but he never ever forget to reply my text or call me when he back home from dubs-dubs...

but, i do hate when he called me while he's in a bar/club/etc...because he tend to say things that (in my opinion) he will regret later...in my case today, we broke up...he asked for it, and i said ok...and i switched off my hp since then...

im not sure if im heartbroken or not...and im not sure if i can give him a second chance again...this is not his first..this is his countless-times...he promised that he will drink responsibly...but is shouting and asking me to break-up are called responsibly?

i dont know what will happen when he wakes up...will he call me? will he apologize?
i dont know what will happen when i wake up...will i switch on my hp? will i forgive him?
and most importantly...are we gonna be 1? or are we gonna be 2?


3 comments:

Mitchamorchell said...

I once receive a call from a one of my guy friend, and of course he's drunk, he say he love me. We were just friends that time, and I know he did. lama-lama jadi juga kami. now, he's my fiancé. haha..
my point is for me, every words that came out from drunker's mouth is the words that they really want to say to that person for a long time ago. I don't believe in drunk excuse.. theres's no reason to believe it at all. according from my experience no matter how drunk I am until 200% I still aware with what I'm doing.

virgo19 said...

wow lucky u...:D for me, still not sure huhu :(

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