5am...27 jan 2012...unique...

"Almost Here"

(feat. Delta Goodrem)

Did I hear you right

'Cause I thought you said

Let's think it over

You have been my life

And I never planned

Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light

Where a love once shined so bright

Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white

Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's 

Not enough

But when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world

If I had a chance

Oh won't you let me 

Treat me like a child

Throw your arms around me

Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered how it hurts

Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's 

Not enough

But when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts 

Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here

(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)

And when I hold you, you're almost here

(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)

(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears

'Cause I know I'm almost here)

Only almost here

i cant sleep......i keep on repeating this song for almost 2 hours now...no reason for that actually...but it reminds me of someone...someone that i cant even reach...so, i back to writing...as it will ease me...

im sorry, coz im different...i like/love things that are unique...unique when compare within my family...that someone is unique...the uniqueness makes me likes him...

and...makes me wanna find someone with the same uniqueness as him...he's almost here, but still, i cant reach him...

i will never wish that he's mine someday....never...my only wish is to see him again...

just, to see him again...

i know i will meet him again...i have faith in that...and will always have...

he's a friend...and he's dear to me...