Honey Turmeric Mask...COD KK

nah i present u ol Honey Turmeric Mask complete dgn madunya (2nd pic).... my sis jual ni d KK...my sis ckp blh COD d area KK yg bdekatan pd hr2 yg dia x bz keja...sorry la ya, pics d ats 2 sy gna hp cap ayam ja so if blur, kmu pakai la spek mcm c Gru punya MINION ahhh CONFIRM kmu nmpk terang seterang terangnya...msa sy ambl pics ni my fren booked it ody...i just have to meet her and give them to her la...but nanntttiiii monday... seriously, sy pun mau e-try ni honey turmeric mask...coz my sis sdh try n kecut ahhh jerawatnya...mn mau cari...so after sy bg this to my fren kn, i will buy one for me...yeepee...so d bwh ni detailnya ya dr harga till kegunaan till cara pakai... Harga: RM35 COD: KK area ja ahh...if jau2 dtg la jmpa sis sy hehe... Khasiat Honey Turmeric Mask -Menghaluskan kulit -Menghapuskan bakteria jerawat dan mempunyai anti septik yang tinggi -Mempunyai 8x ganda vitamin E dan bagus sbg anti oksida -Merawat resdung dan jeragat -Mengeluarkan kotoran dalam pori2 kulit -Anti penuaan -Meremajakan kulit kerana memberikan effek kemerahan semulajadi di wajah seperti pakai blusher ! -Mengandungi bahan2 herba seperti bunga ros , licorice , ubi kencur temulawak , ibu kunyit -Tidak meningglkan kesan kuning malahan meninggalkan kulit yang licin dan gebu seperti baby ! ...................................................................................................... Cara pakai Honey Turmeric Mask :- 1) Campur 1 sudu besar HTM dengan 1 sudu kecil madu n sedikit air 2) Pakai selama 30 min - sejam 3 ) Cuci dengan air biasa 4 ) Siap ! Dah cantik mcm tuan puteri !! ....................................................................................................... Berapa lama nak nampak hasil ? Kali pertama pemakaian masker dah boleh rasa kulit licin seperti kapas ! Masker boleh di pakai hari2 setiap malam / setiap pagi info above sy just copy n paste ja dr fb sis sy...nah if u want to order kn, just comment below k bg skali detail mcmn mau contact u ol blik... FYI, bukan ni mask ja my sis ada, ada mcm2 lg...bedak tanaka ada, sabun susu beras ada, sabun 3 layer glutakojic ada, sabun susu beras collagen ada, naturgo/white/black mask pun ada, krim siang n mlm pun ada, krim mlm kunyit ada, keronsang RM10/3 pun ada, obuse lip tint/sheer pun ada, victoria's secret body mist 250ml pun ada, body scrub pun ada etc... *utk yg area KK, knfm blh COD x pelu byr postage...isn't it awesome??...ba pa lg...comment la kamurang ahhh... *blh sdh ni kn sy dpt award promoter terbaik hehehe..

astaga berhabuk (sambil batuk2 manja...)

tajuk pun sdh cukup mau bgtau yg blog ku ni lma sdh hibernate...so, after a few months bru hr ni tfikir mau update blog...mcm2 jd since march, pretty busy, bkn sbb keja tp sbb enjoy..

while typing this kn, i currently listening Lana Del Rey - Young and Beautiful...on repeat ahh...bkn lg repeat playlist...nta brapa round sdh ni...tlmpau siok la katakn hehehe...hope ada jua yg ska lgu 2 mcm sy... ciao...

blog ku ni hnya 5% hidupku so jgn fkr ko tau hdp ku...mode mrh ni...

mau di jadikan cerita, ada sorg org dungu ni, kami x knl rapat pun, knl besa2 ja, tau nma, asal, tgl mn, umur brapa, keja apa, sume pun basic info... tp rupa2nya 1 pragai bodohnya -->> stalking... aku x tau knapa dia bt mcm tu...aku remove nya dr fb ku, then tba2 dia ada di blog ku pla commen as anonymous... at 1st aku kc biar, tp mkin lma, dia pndi mau komen yg lbh2, nda ka sial tu? lpas d blog dia search aku lg d google, tjumpa lg aku punya twitter..so sna lg dia mau mrh2, mau tweet yg palui2, tweet yg pedas2 gila...so sy blas la yg palui2 jua, biar adil kn, pndi lg knn dia p tweet dgn twitter friends sy...punya kima...nah skali kna pling pedas, pndi pula dia ni minta sy add dia blik d fb la say please la...euw... 1 lg knapa sy benci, dia bca blog sy pastu dia aggp yg dia sdh tau smua crita hidup sy...sy bkn la blogger tegar di luar sna yg bloggin hr2...post lbh dr 1 stiap hr..blog psl kehidupan sharian 24/7...sy bloh pun jarang gila... 1 contoh is bila sy post psl pemabuk hr 2...sy post yg bf sy minta break msa dia mbuk...tp e2 few weeks ago, tp shri slpas dia mbuk kmi bbek sdh...e2 dia x tau sbb dia bknnya ada dkt dgn sy...so dia gna la knn yg bf sy ni x bgus sbb dia mbuk, bt pa mau bg 2nd chance dgn llki mcm tu, dia ckp sy ni pelu brubah...pointnya hanya 1, dia mau sy p ikt dia...dia ckp lg sy ni tgl d kehidupn pling truk..ya dia org france, tp siap lg dia kutuk ngara sy...klu mau kutuk sy sorg blh la tp 1 ngara dia mau ktuk untk apa kn... sy blik2 ckp dgn dia, dia sepa mau suru sy brubh cra hdp n p dgn dia? sy tnya dia sepa? dia bkn famly dia bkn kwn rapat...tp dgn kima nya lg dia ckp yg bkn2...nsb dia d sna sy d sni, if x sy sdh sue ooo dia ...palui ooo jantan tu... dear Jean-francois, STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE, U WANT ME TO CHANGE BUT IM NOT THE ONE WHO NEED CHANGES, U R THE ONE WHO NEED CHANGE, CHANGE YOUR BEHAVIOUR, CHANGE YOUR MIND-SET, AND DO RESPECT OTHERS, YOU CANT HAVE EVERYONE IN YOUR LIFE, IF YOU CANT ACCEPT HOW I LIVE HERE AS A MALAYSIAN, YOU SHOULD RESPECT MY COUNTRY'S CULTURES, DONT SIMPLY COMPARE YOUR CULTURE WITH CULTURES HERE, THIS IS MY LIFE, NOT YOURS, NOT OURS!!!

Stay - Rihanna

it's been hours...and i've been hearing this song on repeat...if only the time now is 7:34 instead of 3:47, i would sing this song with all the feelings in the world...sigh...I want me to stay...


All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said, "Show me something,"
He said, "If you dare come a little closer."

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take – it's given

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay.

Oh the reason I hold on
Oh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay, stay.
I want you to stay, oh.

pemabuk...

sepa suka pemabuk, sila angkat tangan....

ko suka ka? ba angkat la tangan ko...angkat tinggi2 sebab sy x nampak...

helloooooo....alcohol is made to make human drunk...but human isn't made to get drunk all the time...

every person on earth can drink alcohol, but it depends if you are allow to drink it or not...if you are allow to drink it, then D.R.I.N.K it...aramaitiiii la kmu sna...and if you are not then don't be jealous...(p/s i am not encourage reader to drink ok)...

a few years ago, i did went to club to get drunk...but i am not 100% drunk i am 60% drunk...60% is my personal limit, i won't go more than that...my reason is, i hate being drunk...it is humiliating...honestly, i did reached 80% and i started to feel feeling-less...i felt that i want to drink more...i can see the surrounding starting to be "harlem shake"...but suddenly, there was a fight between 2 men who i think were 100++% drunk at the time...it was huge...i was shocked...terrified...and from that moment on, i set 60% drunk as my limit...because i don't want to end up like them - talking shit, fight, ashamed (the morning after)...

for me, it is ok if a girl set a limit to her drink...it shows that she is in control...and sophisticated (lol)...but, my wire-man has no limit...well, he's a he not a she...the more he drink the more masculine he'll become...everytime he went out either with his brothers or his friends, he will reached 100++++% drunk...i knew he was drunk but he never ever forget to reply my text or call me when he back home from dubs-dubs...

but, i do hate when he called me while he's in a bar/club/etc...because he tend to say things that (in my opinion) he will regret later...in my case today, we broke up...he asked for it, and i said ok...and i switched off my hp since then...

im not sure if im heartbroken or not...and im not sure if i can give him a second chance again...this is not his first..this is his countless-times...he promised that he will drink responsibly...but is shouting and asking me to break-up are called responsibly?

i dont know what will happen when he wakes up...will he call me? will he apologize?
i dont know what will happen when i wake up...will i switch on my hp? will i forgive him?
and most importantly...are we gonna be 1? or are we gonna be 2?

tipikal orang kaya....

bila tgk drama melayu ka drama pa2 ja la yg melibatkan jurang kekayaan antara 1 couple kn, trus tertanya2, mmg mcm tu ka gaya/perangai orang2 kaya?

kalau orang x seberapa kaya yang mengaku kaya mcm mana la?

dan, mesti ada famly yg mhalang...

bayangkan bila hubungan kamu dibandingkan dgn hubungan org lain...dibandingkan dr segi kerja dan duit...apa la yg kmu rsa??

bg sy kn, bila org membandingkan dr segi kerja, semua orang pun lalui zaman bekerja...bila semua org lalui zaman bekerja kn semua org tu akan dibayar gaji so mestila berduit kn...

kalau mmg betul mau banding dr segi kerja dan duit, knapa x banding ja brapa lama da 2 psangan ni bekerja kn?? baru la adil...kalau 1 pasangan umur 20-an, while 1 couple lg 30-an, adil ka tu?? x kn...sbb yg 30-an ada bbrapa xtra thun utk bt dorg kaya...mlenkn kalau dorg bekerja pada waktu yg sma biarpun umur berbeza...

tp mmg sy senang ckp @ senang taip d blog...tp bla sy sendri yg merasa sy mgkin akan sakit dada tahan hati...atau mungkin sy nangis smpai mata bengkak...

apa2 pun, kalau sedar diri tu kaya, tlng la ingat umur ko brapa kn, sbb if yg tua bandingkn dri dgn yg muda, kn BODOH namanya tu...lbh bgus if yg muda bandingkan dri dgn yg tua, sbgai motivasi...

sabar ku ada had lah wei!!!!!

missing somebody....Call --->>> i called but nobody picks up, and after the n-th call, i ended up with voicemail because the person switched off the phone...

wanna meet up....Invite --->>> most of the invitations were cancelled due to the person's working schedule...

wanna be understood...Explain --->>> explained carefully what i love and what i hate...and always ended up with "i know and im sorry"...and it continues till countless pages (if only i can write it all down)...

have questions...Ask --->>> since calls are being ignored, i just hope that the texts are read...so i text my question...the answer i get is nothing...checked my phone if it is in silent mode, but it's not...and im still waiting...

dont like something...say it --->>> i do say if i dislike something...and the reaction i get is anger...try to explain but no matter how much water i put onto the fire, its still FIRE, i wish it cools to FiRe or fire or completely fire...but, damn shiall...useless...

like something...state it --->>> yeah this is the one that has no problem...hhhmmm second thought, yes, but it all minor..

want something...ask for it --->>> cried a lot with this part...i ask for understanding, and everytime i will get the silent and simply said "totally forgot"....

love someone...tell it --->>> i love you is the only thing that binds us now...

sometimes we didn't complicate our life...

we call

we invite

we explain

we ask

we say

we state

we tell

but most important thing is - We Hope

we hope he/she answered the phone

we hope that he/she will come and meet us

we hope that he/she understand us after we explained

we hope that we get what we asked for

we hope that he/she remembers our likes and dislikes

we hope that he/she knows that we love them

some person will find that it is not easy for them to initiate the first move...because that person are afraid of what comes next...

but for me, i have/must take the first step...because i need answer...WHY??? 

if your reason is working, then tell me that you are working...you asked me to wait, and i said yes, but you keep me waiting while you fast asleep...is that fair?...i called you, i texted you, full with hopes that you will answer it all, and when i finally get to you, you simply said sorry without any explanation...i dont think sorry is the answer for all my questions...i wonder how hard it is for you to answer my simplest question on earth "have you done with your work?"....or is it my fault too that i put too much hope on you, on us?? if this is the first time, i will be patiently angelic towards you...but this is your i-cant-calculate-it-with-my-fingers-and-toes-anymore time...so where will my patience go? meet the angel? or meet the satan? unfortunately it all scattered to million pieces...and i dont know where it all go...i dont know what to do now...i really dont know what to do now...will i collect the pieces and glue it together? will the 'i love you' still bind us? and if all the pieces are glued, will it be normal? 

whatever i chose to do next, im pretty sure it is not a pristine path...i am tired playing with his game...too tired that it make my eyes sandy...thanks to you...

bertunang??

imagine....bila bf ajak tunang...serius ni dia ajak tunang...perempuan mesti akan excited kan...yela, ppuan mn yg x akan excited kan...

sy x tau mcmn bila llaki ajak tunang...kadang sy tbayang if bf cakap ja dia mau tunang...lpas tu jumpa family bincang...tp kadang sy tfikir yg bf akan propose bg cincin lpas tu jmpa famly bincang date tunang...

if sy ada pilihan, sy x tau mau pilih yg mn...tp pastinya sy mau yg serius hehe...

apa2 pun, setiap orang pastinya ada pasangan masing2...akan smpai 1 msa nti bila stiap org akn perkenalkan  pasangan msg2...n face the journey till wedding day...

#Nervous...

5th January 2013...anger management

dear diary,

today is January 5th 2013...my heart ache like burning, and my brain stop working..

i am being patient, i am in control..

i am afraid to talk thus, i write...

i know i am pissed, inside...

and i know i am verbally quiet...

but, that happened because i am in control...

i am not letting my anger erupts like volcano...

i am not letting my anger control all my senses...

and, i am not letting you know i am angry...

because, i know i can control this...

i just need space, time for me to 'water' myself from all the fires...

and i do hope you understand me...



love,
-afen-

Here's my 2012...

it is the 5th day of 2013...i am sure other bloggers posted their 2012 exactly on new year's day...but i took 5 days to actually log in to my blog...

i owned no diary...i am not sure enough when it happened so i just write here the most memorable days last year...

January -->> my ex-boyfriend and i are really close...i sometimes asked him if we can still be together...but as expected, his answer is no...but in January, i found out that he is still cheating on me even tho we're still friends...so, that day onward, i promised to myself that he is my ex and he is still my best-friend (when i wrote this)... 

February -->> nothing much happened...i just spent my time at home with family before entering my last semester...

March -->> hectic student life

April -->> still hectic student life

May -->> this is the most memorable month of the year...it is when i known a guy, met a guy, fell in love with a guy, be with him and still going strong till now...hopefully till death do us part, amen...

June -->> exam, exam, exam...

July -->> jobless...

August -->> jobless...stayed home with family...and celebrated my boyfriend's birthday somewhere in Sabah hehe...oh and not forget, meet the parents...my boyfriend's parents in tenom...for the 1st time...

September -->> still jobless...mostly stayed home with family, celebrated my birthday with my boyfriend and my family in two separated parties...

October -->> pretty much the same with the 3 months above...and started to think to have a job next year...for the time being, i just wanted to rest from all the student's years i spent..

November -->> counting for christmas and christmas present...

December -->> pre-christmas party, attended wedding, christmas day, and counting for new year...

so, that's my year...my boring year...i spent a lot of my time at home...doing nothing...so in this year, i want to do something for myself...get a job, engagement (maybe) hehe...

i look forward to my coming days, weeks, months this year...i wish for the best, and if i encounter the worst, i will face it to pass it...and for my family, i wish for their health, for my love, i wish for the love to be strong and stable...