Father…my memories…

I was born on September 19, 1988…at General Hosp, Tawau…

Thanks to my dad – coz u created me…

Thanks to my mom – coz u delivered me to this Anthony’s family whom I really love…

Since yesterday was Father’s day, this is my story about my dad…

Im not sure what’s my first memory with my father is…

Coz it all mixed up inside my memory box…

#1 But I do pick this particular memory...

It happened when I was 5@6 yrs old…

I was in kindergarten…n was supposed to go to school…

Back then, we lived in a police barrack…block b level 2 (I guess…)

I woke up early, get dressed, went to ground floor, and met my friend…

We sat while waiting for our bus…

I remembered that I brought zinger burger…

N since the school’s policy is strictly no outside food, my friend n I ate the burger while waiting for the bus…

We really really enjoyed our time as if we’re on weekend…

So we missed the bus…

I don’t know what to do…n I was soo damn scared…

I went back home…n I was yelled by my father…

N I ran.away.

5@6 yrs old girl, who’s not yet a teenager, escaped school, n ran away from home…

Sigh…is that me??? huh??? Cant believe but I have to…

Ever since this happened, I never escaped any class when my father’s around…

But when I was in matriculation n in uni, I did escaped actually…

N for this, dad im sorry…

#2 2^nd memory is math…

Since I was in primary 1, my father did daily check on my math’s textbook and exercise book…

If I did any calculation wrong, then I have to prepare my ear to listen to him saying “u should….u should….u should…u should….”

Im not scared of my math’s teacher…but I did afraid of my unofficial math’s teacher at home – my dad…

I had to do all calculations correctly in a daily basis…

When I finished, I had to give it to him…n let him checked…if im 100% correct or not…

U know what its biggest influence on me???

I only studied math…math…n math…

My math’s result???

A for afen…

If it’s B, hhhuuu im ssssoooo dead….

Even in my major exams, I only studied math…

Other subject???

I did study but 80% lesser than math…but I still passed it all…

For this dad, thank u...

# eventho u yelled at me and be the scariest teacher on earth, u (n mom) r everything to me…