7 months later, on his graduation day….
He fetched me up at my hostel….n he brought his mom…
I met his mom for the first time…kinda shy at first…
He was sitting in front with his other course mates waiting for their name to be called…
While me and his mom, chatting, get to know each other… N we became closer…
I texted him asking him when will his turn, where’s the toilet, remind him to be calm, remind him to take some photos while he seated, etc…
He replied all…at first he took time to reply my sms…I asked him “r u bz?”….n he replied “nope, but my credit almost finished…”
Then, I stop testing him…
When the ceremony ended, we had lunch together…
We talked, we laughed….we had a great time together…
Really, really, really great time…
10 mins later….we were at the gas station…he was outside pumping…
Sms came in to his phone…im not a phone-checker…I trust him…so be a phone-checker-gf is a no-no for me…
But, his phone is nokia…n it is still in its inbox…it was bright…n I can c from ****, her msg was “luv u 2”…
Inside me, I was like @#$!%$@%%^&^&!^&*&@*&*@&*!*@*!&@*!^#&%#&…
I was sooo damn pissed….but I have to be triple extra patient...coz his mom was sat at the backseat…
He entered the car…i gave his phone back with the lite-on screen in front of his face…
He read the words…he took his phone…not saying a word…he drove…
I wanna cry…but still I can’t…
On the way back, im totally mute…
His mom asked me “why r u so silent?”…I just sat there silently…while my bf said “she misses me…”
Sigh…
I was being cheated for 8 months…
I was being the 2nd gf…
I was being called bf-snatcher since secondary…
Am I still a bf-snatcher???
I don’t think so, coz he’s the one who cheating on us…
Hours later…I asked him to give me the other girl’s phone number…
N days later, he finally gave me, after I convinced him that I will not hurt her…
I am a girl…I will not hurting another girl…bcoz for me, hurting another girl is as equal as hurting myself…so I won’t let myself hurt…
Thus, I text the girl, asking for her permission to call…
She said yes…n I called…
We were on the phone for almost an hour…
We knew the truth…
It hurts so bad…so damn bad…
She said she wanna let him go for me…n I said “don’t be la…im the bf-snatcher here…so u stay…”
N she replied “i will let him go for u…u r a bf-snatcher…plz don’t do like this again…u never know that one
day your husband will be like him…”
I can accept if it’s my bf…but my husband??? I don’t think I can…
I start n end the conversation without hurting anyone…I even apologized to the other girl…it wasn’t my intention to take her bf away…
I let my bf decide again…I let him talked to the other girl…im not pushing him to choose me…
I did say to him that if he chooses me, I will not be like afen-ur-gf before…I lost my trust to him…he was totally losing it…
But 1 thing that isn’t lost is - I still love him…which I didn’t told him that time…
N once again – he chose me…
# the truth is out there n yet to be found…n once again our relationship is being tested…c u all on part 5…
# when ur relationship being tested like this, do stay calm…I know that it’s hurt…but always stay calm…u never know what ur calm can do to you…people always says “peace no war…”…so if u wanna confront the other girl, pls do it peacefully…it is easier for u two to talk…besides, u do this for your love…not for yourself…bcoz love consists of two person, not you alone…if u r called a bf-snatcher, don’t give a damn about that…don’t get mad…just admit…n if u r wrong, just say sorry…
4 comments:
nice. almost same with my story. but it's just that i gave him the permission to hav another girl. geez. hw idiot i am T___T
but now, he had made his choice, and he choose me, and leave the girl ^^
hehe it's not idiot la...u r willing to make a sacrifice...n thats love...:)...
wwooowww he chose u...im soo happy for that...i wish u all the best...:)
aww ^^ thanx ^^
ur welcome...:)
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