16 september....yes cuti....n pelik???

sume org pun tau kn 16 sept hari msia...ngam2 lg kna hr jumat...bkn lg TGIF ni tp damn its hols!!!

mls la mau post psl merdeka sejarah segala...tp honest n ikhlas dr hati ku knn ni, aku mau bgtau...cewah...kesanya bbunyi bgini...

c scots hr tu tnya aku....major income msia apa?? population msia n sabah brapa?? the riot bru2 tu psl apa?? n million other question in which i have no clue about the answers...

well, im malaysian...do i need to know all bout malaysia?? obviously, the answer is YES...

tp, knapa sy x tau ah??? 

 

he asked me why i didnt know that kind of stuff bout my country...n i simply said, im not interested...n he said, thats weird...

it makes me think, actually...slma ni kn sy wish yg malaysia ada Halloween...best ba if ada halloween...trick o treat...n ada thanksgiving...mcm westerners, famly gathered and turkey is served...but here in malaysia, nada sume tu...sni full dgn blackmagic...mn da org mau pduli psl hantu...

biarla if sy x tau apa2 psl malaysia...yg penting sy tau sumenya yg surrounds me...my family, myself, my study, my money, my plan, do's n dont's....pelik pun pelik la yg penting bkn sy sorg ja...knfm byk lg org d luar sna yg act like me kn...

btw, hal2 bkaitan malaysia biarlah c datuk2 yg berkaitan uruskan...yg penting dont mess up with them la....

i need a break...a.s.a.p

lately, my days went wild...somewhere between those days, i wished i can say shit loudly to those who really poisoned my days...

i do like to compete...i do like competition...BUT in a positive way...

most of my time, i compete with my own self...i race with a paper in which i wrote my aims...

my aims guide me on every level in life before i achieve the better me...

i will never compete with others on who has the coolest/latest gadgets, who has a handsome partner, who has a perfect wedding with a cost reach the top of kinabalu, etc...

whats the point on participating in that kind of competition??? whats the prize?? 

if someone tell me that he/she has this, he has that, i am ok...as long as he/she didnt compare the things that he/she own with mine...

i am still ok if he/she says positive things about me..and asking me the what if question...but i am not ok, if he/she make the what if question a statement with a tone...without the tone, i am still ok...

one of my aim is to stay positive...but the more positive i am, the more negative thinker nearing me...example, the what if statement with a tone...eventhough i dont like it, i take it as a compliment...

but lately, i received a lot of this kind of compliment...i really need a break from it now...

the negative energy filling me up faster than i thought...

the materialistic type of competition blankets me...

i keep saying to myself "afen, please stay positive, be strong and keep your mouth shut..."

i do want to say "are you jealous??" but then, im not that kind of person...i still keep my mouth shut in order to prevent argument...

btw, i know they were jealous, and with that thought in mind, i manage to stay positive while im in a negative cloud...there is no point to argue with jealousy...

eventhough im hurting inside, but i always let them win...

whats ur opinion - may-december relationship...

may-december relationship refer to a relationship in which one partner is older than the other partner...

why may-december??? sorry im clueless...its just a term used to show huge age gap between the couple...

usually, this kind of relationship refer to a man being much older than his lover...but, it was then...now, there are some may-dec relationship where the woman is older than her lover..

does age really matter to you??

is your criteria for a girlfriend/wife/boyfriend/husband include the age?? not too young, not too old or same age??

may-dec pros include stability (for sure) and learning from one another...this relationship somewhat more stable because the older partner is more patient and forgiving (well, im not sure of this because there are man out there, i mean younger, who is patient and forgiving enough to his partner...) but maybe this relationship is more stable in terms of finance because the older partner (for sure) is financially successful...and since each partner is in a different stage of life (one partner is 40+ and the other is 20+), they can teach and inspire each other...

the cons, people, physical and family...people staring because a partner is older and the other partner is younger..they will think the younger (if a woman) is a gold digger...while physical, the younger is hitting his/her sexual prime while the older is far beyond it, do you believe it?? there is a saying somewhere on the internet "the physical is a big deal, if it isn't, why are you sleeping together at all??"...( but for me, when someone is in love, the love is unconditional...so they can accept their partner fully...for physical, there are ways to solve it...honestly i dont know how to solve it because im not into it yet...hehe)...for family, younger partner have to deal with his/her stepchildren while the older partner have to deal with the wife's/husband's family...the stepchildren may think that he/she want to replace their mom/dad while the family may treat the older partner as though he/she is having a mid-life crisis...

but, whatever the cons is, it is mainly about perception...how someone think about this kind of relationship...the positive will be great, the negative, hhhmmm will have to give them a chill pill so that they can chill, relax and more accepting hehe...

here's example of may-dec celebrity couples....

1 ---------> micheal douglas and catherine zeta jones (age difference = 25 yrs) still married

2 ---------> celine dion and rene angelil (age difference = 26 yrs) still married

3 ---------> ashton kutcher and demi moore (age difference = 15 yrs) still married

4 ---------> tom cruise and katie holmes (age difference = 16 yrs) still married

5 ---------> afen and you-know-who (age difference = +- yrs) =.=
(no pic...hehe)

just get married...please...:D

a friend in FB recently posted...

her: i hope i can end my singlehood this yr...

15 likes and 30++ comments...

im hoping that her boyfriend fulfill her wish a.s.a.p

you want to know why??

because the girlfriend posted in FB how much she loves her boyfriend every 1 min...

my FB's home full with her posts...

besides, the boyfriend recently posted "dear, me hav to go, keep updating my FB k..."

after that, the girlfriend log in his boyfriend's FB and post some love related things...and the girlfriend likes every post from the boyfriend...

it puzzled me actually...

if the boyfriend is away, and the girlfriend updating his boyfriend's FB, while the girlfriend likes all the updates...hhhmmmm i can only come up with a conclusion...

that....

the girlfriend is struggle for attraction...

maybe la...

hehe...i feel annoyed by it actually...and no, im not jealous...

just imagine if in 1 hr, 10 posts from the girlfriend and in a day there will be 240 if she's not doing anything...probably 100-130 per day...

just it is too FB's PDA (public display of affection)...

BTW, i hope that they married soon...they are truly madly deeply in love...fingers crossed...

amen...

i dare you to let me be your one and only.....

time: 3.15am...

date: 4th aug 2011...

mood: in love...

hehe...as i write this, im listening to adele's songs...and i wonder how many types of love i had been into...each of her songs remind me of love...my past love experience, my current love, and my future love...uuuu not to forget secret admire...well, i bet everyone have one...

"I wont let you close enough to hurt me, i wont ask you, you to just desert me, i cant give you what you think you gave me, its time to say goodbye to turning tables..." taken from Turning Tables...

---------> it reminds me of my ex-boyfriend...as the lyric says "I wont let you close enough to hurt me.." thus i left him...

"I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done, and wake up to your face against the morning sun, but like everything I've ever known, you disappear one day, so i spend my whole life hiding my heart away..." taken from Hiding My Heart Away...

---------> well, it reminds me of my secret admire...haha...very funny you know when you actually had a secret admire whom you think you like/love...but you didn't have the guts to say because you might think that he/she is not that into you...so you just hiding your heart away...keep pretending...keep stalking...this secret admire of mine, i keep it secret from him not because i don't have the guts needed but i pretty sure that he is still in love with his ex-girlfriend so what's the point of me telling, right?? people use to say that "let your love go, if it comes back it is yours to keep"...and so i proudly let him go...not hoping for him to come back because there are plenty of guy out there for me to meet/like/love...lol...

"don't you remember? the reason you loved me before, baby, please remember me once more, when was the last time you thought of me? or have you completely erased me from your memory? i often think about where i would roam, more i do, the less i know" taken from Don't You Remember...

---------> hehe...the above lyric shows my entire feelings when i broke up with my boyfriend...he dumped me, actually...it happened years ago...and i kinda find it damn funny now...(i'm having a huge devilish laugh now....hahahaha)....well, it is normal for someone to feel that way...and it is normal for someone to finally find it funny...that's how i react when i broke up with him...asking myself why he did that as if he didn't remember the reason he loved me before...asking myself if he ever think of me...obviously, no...hehe

"However far away, I will always love you, however long I stay, I will always love you, whatever words I say, I will always love you, I will always love you" taken from Love Song..

---------> refer to someone new, someone latest, someone i call "him" and most important thing is someone i exchange "I love you" with...to that special someone (if you ever read this), i do afraid to the word 'always'...always seems permanent to me whereas there is nothing on earth that is permanent...and thus I'm afraid of losing you...

"I could make you happy, make your dreams come true, nothing that i wouldn't do, go to the ends of the earth for you, to make you feel my love" taken from Make You Feel My Love...

"You'll never know, if you never try, to forgive your past,and simply be mine, I dare you to let me be your one and only" taken form One and Only...

---------> those lyric will be for my future...if i ever find someone who is serious enough, I would dare him to let me be his one and only...hehe...and when the time comes, i would love to use the word 'always'...always make him feel my love, always love him...always...

5 persons that i love....

no.1 ---------> myself....well, i have to love myself more than i love anyone...this is my only self and this is my only live so it is my responsible to love every bit of me...i love u myself...

no.2 ---------> my parents...i live because of them...they give me life...they give me everything...i love u mom, n i love u dad...

no.3 ---------> my family....my sisters, my bros-in-law, my nieces, my nephews....i love them...they make my day more cheerful and more meaningful...with lots of characters, we can laugh all day....

no.4 ---------> my friends...when you are away from your family, your friends can be the closest family you will have...even if you are close with your family, your friends will be the one you find when you want to share things especially your love live, your dirty little secrets, etc..hehe

no.5 ---------> __________....this one is special...i let it blank and empty because i am waiting for someone that i will call The One to be my husband...im not sure who he is...so i have no name...eventhough i love someone but it doesnt mean that he is The One...yet...hehe

masterchef....i wish...

my 10.50pm daily routine - watching Masterchef Australia 2....

kinda jealous actually since i cant cook well....

i still can cook but not like them....

well....my favorite contestant is Jonathan Daddia...johnno...

he was eliminated for undercooked meat...well, kinda sad...because i want him to win it...huhu

i wish i can cook like them...

someday, when i have a job and own a house, then i will be practicing on cooking...my house will be filled with food stuffs...

haha so funny...as if i cant practice cooking at my family's house...

well, i do need some privacy in case if the foods turn out badly...

thats what practice are for, right...

so.....hopefully (crossing my fingers) that i can cook almost perfectly like them and can cook almost anything with the aid of cookbooks (for sure...hehe)....

5 secret things about me...

no.1 ---------> im in love with a guy who lives 6868 miles away from me...

no.2 ---------> i wouldnt dare to tell my family that i love to drink vodka & gin and tonic...

no 3 ---------> i wouldnt dare to tell my friends that i have a messy bedroom...

no.4 ---------> i borrowed books from a library using my xbf's library cards since 2009 (i guess) and up until now, i forgot where i put those books...whoooppsss....

no.5 ---------> im a 10% hoarder...there are times that i cant throw away my things cause i feel soo damn attached to it...but sometimes, i do throw away those things cause i feel its messing up my room...

aku rasa dorg ni hensem...:D

tym cuti2 U ni, stay d rmh ja la keja ku...

then hr2 aku temankn mamaku tgk drama petang2...

sinetron gitu...

dr jam 1 smpi jam 5 ba mamaku tgk sinetron...

tp aku honestly...nda suka tgk sinetron...

bkn lg nda suka tp benci...

why??

sebab jln critanya nda msuk akal ni kdg2...

selalu ja dperbesarkn...

benda kcl jd besar sgt2...

cnthnya, elak kreta tp ter'hit' divider, nda jua sberapa truk tp..

kaki nda blh jln...

aduina...ktara nipu...

hehe

btw,

nda la sumenya negative hehe...

yg positifnya, 

ada pelakon llkinya tu hensem...

e2 yg bt kn aku tgk...

hr2...

(tgk hr2 pun nda tau crita...tgk utk cuci mata ja...)

above pic - c fadhil d kemilau cinta kamila...

jonas rivanno namanya...

tp tu sinetron kn...aduhai...

nangis ja ni...

klu ada 1000 episode kn, 999 episode nangis, n 1 ja yg hepi...

aku nda suka tgk tp c fadhil aku ska tgk..

hehe

ni gunawan dr sinetron hikmah yg dlu2 tu...

ni pun sinetron adu mak..mmg nangis mmg susa tp ok la compare dr kemilau cinta kamila...

hehe...

aku lupa la apa nma watak c gunawan d hikmah...

tp yg aku tau dia hensem la...

hehe..

# aku nda tau la sepa actor yg kmu rsa hensem..but for me dorg ni the handsome among the handsome so there will be more handsome actors out there...the choice is yours...haha...lps ni aku kena la lg tgk sinetron utk cuci mata smentara cuti2 U...hehe

a friend...a jealousy...a hate...

i have a 'cool' friend..who has a 'cool' attitude...n has a 'cool' mouth...

i assumed that she is one of my closest friend, who knows a lot about me...

so, i shared my love's story to her...

i dont usually shared my love's story to her...ever since we had this conversation last year...

her: afen, i want to tell u something...im happy...so i hope u r happy with me too...

me: u r my friend, so of coz i will be happy with u if u r happy...im so excited...so tell me...

her: well, my bf is a pure Singaporean...

me: really??? woow....congratulations my friend...im so happy with u...so tell me more...

her: hehe thanks afen...i knew u will be happy...even if ur future bf is sabahan...

me: huh?? what do u mean even if my future bf is sabahan??

her: well, u know me right...i dont want to have a bf/fiance/husband from sabah....its ssooo euw...i want someone different...but it suits u tho...not me...

me: hehe i wont mind at all if my future bf/fiance/husband comes from sabah...as long as we're in love then we're ok...

her: hehe thats why it suits u...but not me...

we talked about her current relationship for about an hour...the way she talks, really annoys me...i cant accept when she said that sabahan guy is so euw, she dont want any of them...but dont she remember that her father and brother are pure sabahan too?? well, she's been in singapore since 2009 (i guess) and she'd already changed...she forgot where she comes from...if she is living farther than that, then i guess she will be forgetting malaysia as well...but she is my friend so whatever she is, i can still accept her...

then, we chat on monday...for catching up...we r soo damn happy at first...she is still with the singaporean guy..they r so madly deeply in love...

then, she asked me if i have a bf or not...at first i dont want to tell her...so i denied...but she keeps on asking...n telling me how beautiful love is...then, i told her about my gra geal mo chroi...and here is her reaction...

her: omg....i cant believe it...from scotland??

me: yeah...from scotland...

her: what??? do u want to be an english whore now???

me: english whore???!!!! watch what you're typing my friend...
her: hey, i mean it...u r an english whore now...

me: stop joking ok...

her: afen, im not joking here...u r a slut...

me: dont be such a shit...i am not an english whore n i am not a slut...what makes u think that??

her: what else a malaysian woman wants from an english guy??? his money...

me: i had never asked money from him before...

her: dont be ridiculous afen...i know u...u will never suits him...only sabahan guy will...u just want his money...n u just want to relocate to scotland...euw...i dont wanna have a friend like u...english whore...

then she sign off...

30 mins later, im still blur...im not sure what had happened to her...im so pissed when she called me an english whore...

is it my fault that i fall in love with an english guy??

am i an english whore?? 

i told my gra geal mo chroi...and this is his reaction...

my gra geal mo chroi: ur friend has never spoke or met me before...and now she judges me...judges u...judges us...loving u is more important than sex and money...im sorry for my next words, but your friend has a mouth fully loaded with shit...she's jealous with u...

me: but she is my friend...

my gra geal mo chroi: i know...now she reveals her true self...and that true self of hers will be hers forever...she will never changed...

me: i know she is bitchy sometimes, but i still accept her bcoz she is my friend...

my gra geal mo chroi: r u a slow learner??

well...im not a slow learner...but i do believe in second chance...but, i did gave her many chances before...but calling me an english whore?? thats unacceptable n unforgivable...

# to my dear friend, u should accept who am i with...just bcoz u have a singaporean lover doesnt mean u r on top of others n u can say negative things to ur friends...i dont have any intention to beat u in terms of who has a non-sabahan bf...when love comes, even hell can meet heaven and so is scotland n sabah...btw, dont forget where u come from coz u have ur family there knowing u, waiting u, missing u n loving u...u have to throw away your euw attitude...i may be ur friend in mere future...but i wont be the same...thanks to u...cheers...

post in english pun kena tegur?? apa kes???

manusia ada otak n ada mulut...
mmg susah mau control otak n mulut manusia..

ada sorg kwn ni...aku btul2 x tau la knapa dgn dia ni...
dia p ckp dgn kwn ku sorg psl blog aku...
then aku tnya la knpa dgn blog aku...
ni ya reason nya...

dia: blog c afen namanya ja pengikut sabahan blogger la, wsb la, n yg follow sume pun org msia, tp c afen post english pla...lupa daratan ka dia tu?? da tu byk lg postnya psl bfnya...tp bfnya nda jua pena komen2 d post cinta dia tu...ceh, klu aku la ada blog aku nemau la post english..aku mau kekalkan bahasa melayu aku...mcm tembirang oo kn dia...bila dia bkomen dgn blogger len pndi pla dia gna melayu...eeee geli eh...

aduh tlng la...sot kn ada kwn mcm ni...
nsb bek dia kwn if bkn kwn hbs da aku sindir...
aduh afen sabar ja la...

so aku mau tnya...
slh ka aku post in english???
lupa daratan ka aku if aku post in english???
tembirang ka aku???

# this particular note (here) is for u my dear fren...aku tau ko akn bca jua blog aku ni...coz aku kwn ko kn...aku tau ko nada blog...if ko brani ko bt la ba blog melayu ko...aku ada jua ba post in malay mgkn ko ja nda prasan...psl bf ku tu aku nda la kesa ko mau ckp apa...dia mmg x blog coz dia full-time keja...tp aku tau wpn kmi jau n dia lgsg x fhm melayu, aku tau dia bca blog aku wpn dia x komen...psl komen ku dgn other blogger, aku komen malay if post dorg malay n aku komen english if post dorg english...doesnt matter as long as the other blogger understands me...english ok ka x, this isnt an english class, so wtf...i just be myself...cheers...love u fren...:)

top 5 important three-words...

These three-words (for me) are the most important words everyone should be able to say...and not to forget, really, really, really, really mean it...

1) i love you...

obviously, everyone can say it...but truly mean it?? depends on u...i love u mom, i love u dad, i love u bro, i love u sis, i love u friend, i love u honey, i love u hubby, i love u wifey...etc...when someone telling you that he/she loves you, you will automatically feels appreciated, wanted and not to forget loved...if that's what you may feel, then start saying i love you to people that you love...they may feel the same as you...

* to my gra geal mo chroi, get well soon n i love u...

lelove

2) i miss you...

what will you feel when your special someone texting you calling you and say "i miss you"?? 

when my gra geal mo chroi spent three weeks in spain for his business without calling me, texting me...once he got back to scotland, he called me and without saying hello, he said "i miss you..."...i was so damn in love with him...i cant explained my feeling...i miss him damn much...

so, it doesn't matter if it is 3 weeks or 5 mins, as long as u feel that u miss someone, then tell him/her how much u miss them...trust me, that person will be speechless....

lelove

3) im so sorry...

people say that someone need humiliation before being able to say that they are sorry...we are human...and obviously, nobody's perfect...we made mistakes or failures...so we have to admit it...

back in May, i had spent 2 weeks of hell in n.z with my sis n her friend...that friend was so damn annoying...why?? because she made millions of mistakes but she didnt admit that she was wrong...when i asked her why she didnt admit on the first place, she yelled back at me...as if im wrong...whatever...
so, if you are wrong just say 'im so sorry'...it changes everything...

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4) i thank you..
wishing 'i thank you' shows your gratitude...it shows your appreciation...isnt it good when someone you helped wishing you thank you? you will feel appreciated...so dont let others say thank you to you but you didnt wanna say thank you to those who help you...

google

5) God bless you...
God bless you...my favourite...should i say more?? im sure u know what this words make u feel...

google

# the words are randomly pick and randomly rank...cheers :)

how can i handle this????

omg...

how can i handle this???

ops...

how can i handle THESE???

kakiku nda mampu mau bdiri apa lg blari...

tanganku nda mampu mau sentuh pa lg pegang...

otakku nda mampu mau bfikir pa lg berehat...

kusutnya...gila...

problem...problem...problems...

btul2 la aku ni the human magnet of problem...

blh ka aku rehat dr problem skejap??? 5 min pun cukup la...

sy mau nangis ooo...

klu mcm ni la kehidupan kn ku tdo selamanya...

d situ manis di sana jua la pahit...

hr ku esok, aku bharap sgt u will be super duper extra gentle to me...

aku bharap aku bgun esok, aku senyum...

wpun dlm ht aku tkt dgn realiti...

mcm2 da aku kena...mcm2 da aku bt...

wpun kdg2 aku lari nda bmksd aku lupa @ penakut..

dear God...

aku nemau jd greedy...

1 ja aku minta, just give me strength...

aku tau aku mampu handle ni...

just give me strength.....n i will be okay...

amen....

betul ka aku??

September 19 birthday interpretation...

- has a willingness...

- prepared to take risks in life...

- successful in any business especially if it's connects with travel and the travel industry...

- calm self-reliance...

- unlikely to bow down and lose way under undue pressure...

- endowed with inherent understanding and appreciation even the most complex problems/situation can be overcome, when given the time and dealt in the most appropriate manner...

- confident in your own ability to be able to deal with any matter/challenge that you may encounter in life...

- have a fascinating charm that intrigues people (able to smooth away the rough edges in order to arrive at uncluttered solutions)...

- able to ironing our problems, tidying things up, streamlining, and refining all forms of matters/undertakings...

- will face numerous occasions throughout your life, where you will have to make a choice between that occasions with your personal relationship...

- will experience a number of tumultuous relationship...

- have strong appreciation for education and not only for the retention of knowledge, but also that of adding thereto your own thoughts, insights and opinions...

- have strong interest in things that are beautiful to the eye...

- critical minds...

- perfectionist...

- difficult to satisfy...

can i trust this???

no no no that is a wrong question...

the right question is...

is this me???

have willingness n prepare to take risk - i am...

i have taken a lot of risks in my life...

including escape exam...who dares to escape exam??? i do...

i did it for the sake of nz...

business in travel - not sure...

calm self-reliance - ME is the biggest motivator, so i guess...yeah...

the next 3 - im not sure...

fascinating charm - hehe, i really like it (if any..)

ironing up problem etc - maybe yes maybe not...but who on earth cant ironing their own prob, right??

1st red - omg...how am i gonna handle this when it comes??

well, kinda face it now...

family vs my lover...is this in???

obviously...i cant choose....now...

maybe later...hehe

2nd red - haish...no wonder i experienced bad relationships...

september 19...is it really u the reason why it all happened??

strong appreciation, interest - hehe who doesnt???

i appreciate education...

n i do interest in beautiful things...

hehe...

critical minds - omg...no wonder, i always have ifs and buts inside my mind...

perfectionist - nobody's perfect, so i guess no...

difficult to satisfy - still, nobody's perfect, so i guess no...

if i say yes, then i'll also a perfectionist, in which im not...

but if i do, then let it be my dirty lil secret...hehe

# ffffuuuuuhhhh.........it is hard to be me.....but up until now, im fine with me...totally fine...eventho i have ups and downs (thanks to september 19), i have ME (my motivator)...n surely i will be okay for the rest of my life...my love, accept who i am, k...:)

top 3 words women use...

i used to say these words to my xbf...n some words i used to my gra geal mo chroi...

1) Fine: usually women use 'fine' to end an argument...and that's true..i used it a lot when i was still with my x...i do mean for him to shut up...but sometimes he keep on asking/talking/arguing n it totally pissed me of..

2) hehe this next words - 5 minutes, totally unfair to man...here's why...

boy:  it's been 5 minutes...are u ready yet??
girl: ok...5 more minutes...
(another 5 minutes...)
boy: are u ready yet??
girl: almost...5 minutes...

what we women really mean is 30 minutes...hehe...we wanna get dressed, look good for u boy...hehe
but the unfair part is...

girl: will u help me throw away those garbage??
boy: ok..(eyes on telly...)...5 minutes...
(after 5 minutes)
girl: throw away those garbage now!!!!!
boy: ok...ok...

pity u boy...

3) last nite, my gra geal mo chroi called me...he asked me something and i answered nothing...well, nothing is the next word...

me: it's nothing...trust me...
my gra geal mo chroi: nothing??? are u sure??? nothing means something, right??...so tell me whats bothering u...
me: trust me...nothing is nothing, ok...
my gra geal mo chroi: ok...

well, i do mean something...but i feel not telling...so hun, im sorry...cheers...hehe

a brother....i wished i had...

dear diary,

i've known someone...

n met him...

he's older than me....

n we're friends...

@ 1st i kinda like him...

but when we actually met, 

i felt like he's a brother to me...

not that im not like him after we met...

i still like him...n even more when i felt that,

he's a brother whom i wished i had...

im the youngest in my family...

7 siblings altogether....n i have 6 sisters...

i can get all the advice i want from my sisters...

but, since my friend n i talked about family...

n i asked him a few questions....

n some of it i did asked my sisters...

brother-ly n sister-ly advice r totally different...

i know he wasnt my biological brother...

but his advice was based on his experiences...

uuuuuu i forgot, the questions mainly bout relationship, in general...

thus, it opens me up...

why???

let it be my secret....hehe

*hint: mars and venus r different...

btw...i love my sisters....

tsunami...

yesterday riuh skampung psl our pm's wife...

no need 2 mention name la kn coz u ol knw ody....

i'm here not 2 comment who's ryte @ wrong...

i juz wan 2 give my point of view...

as a human wit beliefs,

God makes it happens....He creates life....He creates everytg in pairs...

live & dead....positive & negative...up & down....etc

d tsunami in japan or anywhere else, wasnt their fault....

 n it wasnt God's fault 2...

dats y it call "Natural Disaster"....

when natural disaster strike, it wasnt 4 us 2 b lesson 2....

as 4 d person mention above "d tsunami in japan teaches us 2 built strong building"

huh??

wats her point actually??

japan's tech r much higher than us...they even got bullet train n we only had wat? ktm?

she oso mention dat japan didnt care much bout global warming...

& thus d tsunami strikes them...

eventhough, natural disasters in msia not more that flood n a minor tsunami (yrs back),

we shud b thankful n appreciate dat we r not facing wat others faced...

n once the natural disasters shows their strengths, it wasnt human's fault...

bcoz we have no control of it...

juz like rain...we cant control when to rain n when 2 stop...

dear person mention above, plz do care of others...

if flood u can blame d clogged sewage, clogged drain...

tsunami n earthquake, u wan 2 blame human not prioritize global temperature?

u r wrong...

think b4 u say...

peace...

wat brand r u?

wat brand r u?

i feel it funny coz brand.....supposed 2 b wat brands r u....

y? bcoz each of us has millions (maybe...) brands dat we lurve....

enlist below will b d brands i am.......

(pics sources will b from google kot, mn lg kn.....)

my fav brand (knn...cant afford but pasar mlm byk) is...

pasar mlm pun nda byk len la chanel, gucci etc...

1st tym went 2 pavilion....wwwaaahhh juicy.....

3 words 2 describe.....girly, expensive, sigh....

haha...lastly wen P.street....buy JC wallet...

next....

ol its commercials in purple color....n since purple is my fav color then....

i lyk anna sui lor....

my fav perfume of anna sui is d flight of fancy...

hhmmm wangi....oopss not purple pla botolnya tau...

so, even till 2020, dis list will never end....coz i will never say never...hahaha yikes...

watever ur brand is, its jus a dream...haha no la...

watever it is, its u.....

y? 

u buy coz u lurve....n it is how u present urself in public...

either u girly lik juicy, u purple lyk anna sui, u c lyk chanel,

u floral lyk gucci, u sweet lyk escada, so on so forth.....

2.40 am.......every1 is different.....

it's now 2.41 am...

n im not sleepy....

i have lots of works 2 do......

submission date is nearing....

i havent do anytg yet....

n im still blogging....

my motto as a student....

"do every work perfectly, even if i take million years 2 finish...."

my motto as a human being...

work + entertainment = a normal Me...

then....

my student's motto + my human being motto = .....

a hectic student life...

huh???

it is bcoz....if i study without me enjoying every bit of my life.....

then i'll bcom not normal....

at 1 point during me studying....

i'll only think of tv....internet...my love letters (my fav book...)

n at 1 point of me entertainment meself....

i'll think of my works....

thus...

i hav 2 make my life equal 2 achieve my motto....

then, as a conclusion...

i took time 2 finish my work....i took time 2 entertain meself....

N...d most important conclusion i've ever made is...

my frens' impression on me is " SHE IS LAZY"....

i know im not lazy....

but im DIFFERENT....

every1 is different....

if u think we're totally d same, then we're twins....

but im not ur twins....

then....accept wat i am....who i am...

peace.........