my 24th christmas...

i am 23 yrs old...n yesterday was my 24th Christmas...

i had experienced 24 Christmases so far...some of it i have no memories...while some i had a few memories but mixed up with other christmas, and fresh memories like yesterday's christmas and last year's christmas...

yesterday - i cant believe that it was my 24th christmas...im not sure why suddenly i counted how many christmases i had...

and the most scary question was - is this christmas will be my last christmas??

for sure, i have no answer for that...

and for sure, i hope that this is not my last christmas on earth...

honestly, i was picturing how my family will be without me...i became an observer yesterday...i observed my whole family yesterday on how they handle our christmas...bravo bravo...they were so damn good...hehe...even without me they will rock the day...

this is not suicidal...haha...and i am not dying...

i just thought that if i further my study away...i will have no chance whatsoever to celebrate christmas with my lovely family...only if i have money to buy return flight tickets...hehe

i dont know what my 25th christmas will be..i will be glad, if i have the chance to celebrate it with my whole family...but i will be insanely glad, if i have the chance to celebrate christmas with or without my family...that represent me alive...hehe

its another year ahead...and its already a day passed...Merry Christmas, Reader...

sincerely,
afen...

p/s: hows ur nth christmas?? is it great?? is it awesome?? omg fabulous?? U Rawk!! hehe

aku mc ska dia....

td chat dgn besfren...dia tanya "fen, pena ka ko rsa ko x mampu mau bckp bla bdepan dgn llki yg ko ska?? pena ka ko rsa ko ska tp ko x mampu mau ckp?? pena ka ko rsa dri ko hnya mampu melihat??"

dlm hati aku x mau jwb...sbb solan2 dia sume yg jiwang2...n aku waktu tu not in jiwang mode...if aku jwb pena sure la dia akn tnya lbh...if aku x jwb aku rsa kesian pla dgn dia...da la kmi ni jarang chat coz both busy like hell...once chat bgni pla solan dia...aduh....nazak....mati la...

so.....

aku pun jwb la..."pena...smpi skrg..."

nsib ko la fen...huhu...coz dia pun tnya lbh2...n dia pun mluahkn prasaan dia...kesian aku dgn dia...

hehe aku pun pena la jua mcm tu tp x la parah mcm kwn ku ni...ala besa la...crush...secret admire...normal kn...

pengakuan terhebat hjg thun ni - aku mc ska dia.....

tp, aku hnya ska dia sbgai kwn...aku rindu msa kmi bkwn dlu...skrg pun kmi still bkwn tp sejuk sdh...ada la tu  hal yg jd...myesal pun x gna...

i was in a rush ba back then...skit lg ni...so our time that we spent together not fabulous as our dream...i had planned something for him...a surprise actually, but ended up with my friends...haha...but the 31hrs that we spent totally rock my memory box..i dun knw what my future will be...but it was my first 31hrs with him n i dun wan to lie that i do hope that the hrs increase to more days, more weeks, more months n even more years...n i do wan to see more of him...------->> but it was back then...

now....------->> i am free from any temps i encountered  - to chat, to view, etc...

in between ---->> i loosen the feeling bit by bit everyday...but keep the memory fresh...

so, dear bestie, i understand ur feeling, i was in ur position months ago...im sure it will be hard for u...but trust me, u can...just let the feelings go by controlling yourself day by day...if he is yours to keep, then he will come to u 1 day....i am here for u, just talk to me or anyone else if the urge to drink his words from chatbox is killing  u...so dear friend, cheers...love u...:)

huh rakyat sabah tertindas???

bru2 ni sy fly p kl...teman my sis blajar kek...pavlova damn sedap...parent ku yg x suka heavy cakes pun blh tsuka ni kek ah...mmg damn la sedapnya...p la kmu try ah...:)

so msa kmi ni touchdown kk...ikt air asia so kna bratur gila pjg la utk p cek ic/passport sgala...ada sorg llki ni...dia melayu dr smenanjung...

dia x sabar mau kluar, aku pun x sbar mau kluar mau mkn kek yg kmi simpan d cargo...

dijadikan crita...blh2 dia ckp...

llki: "byknya org smenanjung dtg sbh...tp kesian rakyatnya tertindas...x ramai dtg kl..."

kta x ramai dtg kl maksudnya kta tertindas ka??

aku dtg kl...wpn utk 4D3N...tertindas ka aku??

aku yg xtau @ llki tu bangang??

huh?? skandal dgn laki org???

ok geng, bhabuk da blog aku...mau kc bersih la dlu ni...hehe

nak tnya apa korg rsa bla ada ppuan bskandal dgn laki org???

mestilah ba x bgus kn, apa la knn prasaan bininya n anaknya kn...

djadikn crita....aku ada sorg kwn nmanya 'F' (bukan nama sebenar)...ada sorg kwn dia ni kenalkn dia dgn sorg llki nama 'S' (bukan nama sebenar)...dorg bmsg n bkol for a week b4 dorg jmpa...llki 2 ada bgtau dia yg dia sdh  kwin tp cerai n punya anak lelaki...so si kawan aku ni pun pcaya la...then dorg arrange a meeting...

time meeting dorg tu sy x tau la apa jd kn...but after a few meetings kn...

tu lelaki mgaku yg dia mc lg suami org n ada 2 ank da...ank ke2 bru 5bln...sdgkn si kwn aku ni da knal llki 2 lbh dr stahun...

hhhmmmm mmg skandal...llaki tu ada mgaku jua yg dia mau dia n kwn aku ni hanya skandal ja...bla kwn ku suru llki 2 crikn dia sorg llki yg single pndi pla llaki tu ckp "xmau, nti x kwn skandal sy..."

llki tu x tinggal srumah dgn bininya...bininya tinggal jau dr dia n anak2 dorg tu llki yg jg....dorg kwin coz bininya da pregnant while llki tu da ada tunang...

sy x tau knpa c F still setia mau jd skandal dgn c S...kwn ku blh ja cri llki yg jau lbh bek n single...tp nta knapa la dia mau jua dgn c S...

kwn ku ckp dia skit ht jua bla dia tahu lelaki tu tambah anak...hehe...da bininya kn mestilah senang2 ja dia p tambah anak...if bkn bini mn la lelaki tu mau tambah anak...sot jua kwn ku ni...

dr apa yg aku tgk kn, llki tu xla hensem sgt...ok la sedap jua mata memandang...dia ada rmh sendri n bisnes sendri...so mmg tjamin la if kwin dgn dia...tp knfm la kwn ku x kwin dgn dia coz llki tu da mgaku yg dia x akn kwin 2 coz nti tdo d rmh bini no1 rindu ank bini no2...tdo rmh bini no2 nti rindu ank bini no1...

bgus la jua llki tu setia dgn bininya...tp jan la mau skandal kn...bkin pening kepala lg adala...

so sepa yg stuju dgn sy no skandal angkat tangan ya hehe....

online boutique....lai lai lai....

amanda's closet... my first ever online shop co-op with my friend amanda...

still dlm pcubaan...but so far so good...

products listed 200++...but still more to upload...

now, clothes, shoes and bags...

the shoes can be either order from the ready stock or pre-order...the rest is ready stock..

our aim for the online shop is : to be like the RM25 shops in Bukit Bintang...where all the clothes are RM25 each...but with a postage...

coming soon : baby's stuffs and plus size...

kalau blh one day sy mau buka my own boutique, with cupcake...(amanda, 2011)...

if aku ada berani...

if aku ada berani......

1) aku akan potong rambut style bob...
2) aku akan p blajar menembak...
3) aku akan p bcuti senyap2...
4) aku p clubbing sorg dri...
5) aku p marah tu lelaki yg duduk dpan sy d cinema coz kepala dia halang aku tgk muvie...

tp malangnya aku nada berani...bra ni ada...mau 1??? hahahaha gurau kio...XD

ya ampun.....

my last post - 18 sept...

n today is 12 oct....

almost a month oooo aku x update dis ZZZZzzzzZZZZ blog....

well.....101 things happened to me within that period...

all i can say is - student's life....

im glad everything seems fine now...hopefully...

cheers for me.....XD

sewa rmh luar kampus...

as the title goes, yeah aku sewa rmh coz hostel is no longer available for me...and so, i have been searching a house to rent with friends and even searched for room to rent...

i have 2 options...

a) 1Borneo apartment - share the room with a female chinese student...rent rm400...
b) uni. apartment - house rent rm650...

at first kn mau d uni. apartment (ua) tp waktu tu nada kwn mau sewa sma...even skrg pun nada...then sy plh 1B apartment...coz dekat dgn U, transport senang if sy mau blik sendri...if d ua, ada susah skit (actually byk) if mau balik...

tp mostly kn aku blm sure lg la mau stay mn coz kwn2 blm decide lg kn sewa mn...

aku mau jua yg d 1b tu tp a lil bit pricey compare yg len...tp senang mau balik dr u...

bkn tu ja yg aku fkr, aku pun tfikir jua parent aku kena byr the rent monthly lg...cmpur utilities...mknn aku...perbelanjaan peribadi n keperluan study...aduh kesiannya dorg...

aku mau p cri part time la ni lpas ni...mau jd tutor (knn)...ada ku hntr resume tp blm lg ada jwpn...part-time tutor pun ok coz gaji da pun cover all mentioned above...tp klu mama ku tau ni mati la aku kena marah d rmh...mn dia mau kc benar anaknya ni keja tym study...

apa2 pun, smoga minggu depan ku n the coming weeks will be easier for me to face...amen...

16 september....yes cuti....n pelik???

sume org pun tau kn 16 sept hari msia...ngam2 lg kna hr jumat...bkn lg TGIF ni tp damn its hols!!!

mls la mau post psl merdeka sejarah segala...tp honest n ikhlas dr hati ku knn ni, aku mau bgtau...cewah...kesanya bbunyi bgini...

c scots hr tu tnya aku....major income msia apa?? population msia n sabah brapa?? the riot bru2 tu psl apa?? n million other question in which i have no clue about the answers...

well, im malaysian...do i need to know all bout malaysia?? obviously, the answer is YES...

tp, knapa sy x tau ah??? 

 

he asked me why i didnt know that kind of stuff bout my country...n i simply said, im not interested...n he said, thats weird...

it makes me think, actually...slma ni kn sy wish yg malaysia ada Halloween...best ba if ada halloween...trick o treat...n ada thanksgiving...mcm westerners, famly gathered and turkey is served...but here in malaysia, nada sume tu...sni full dgn blackmagic...mn da org mau pduli psl hantu...

biarla if sy x tau apa2 psl malaysia...yg penting sy tau sumenya yg surrounds me...my family, myself, my study, my money, my plan, do's n dont's....pelik pun pelik la yg penting bkn sy sorg ja...knfm byk lg org d luar sna yg act like me kn...

btw, hal2 bkaitan malaysia biarlah c datuk2 yg berkaitan uruskan...yg penting dont mess up with them la....

mau blajar samba la pla...haha

13/sept, bgun pg gosok gg cuci muka dan mandi...pkai sgala, sisir rambut, terus duduk depan tv...geng jan nda nyanyi ah...mesti nyanyi tau...XD

btw, aku bgun awl knn mau p tgk live miss universe jam 9...im not a huge fan actually...tp most of my family mau tgk n siap record lg...then sy pun join la skali..nemau ketinggalan...

aku nemau la mention sepa yg menang kn...coz sure la sume org tau da ni sepa yg menang...at first kn, aku pilih jua c pemenang tu..aku rsa mata dia cntk ni...n sanggul rambutnya tu mcm tau2 ja kn dia bakal pakai crown...last2 btul2 pla dia menang ni...well, congrats...(mcm ja dia bca kn...)

2nd performance dr nta apa nma artis tu best ooo...bkn lgunya yg best tp pndi ni dia menari samba...tbuka ht ku knn mau blajar samba...damn, if ada klas samba (dgn nda tau malu n x sdar dri gemuk) mau p join ni...hahaha pndi menari pun x...tp bla tgk kn goyang hips dont lie ja...sma ja aku rsa dgn tarian hawaii yg knn aku pndi tym skola rendah...

the vid may be too sexy for some...but for me, its samba...haha..enjoy...XD

tym skola rendah rajin ikt menari wakil kelas d skola ja...tp yg tarian hawaii tu performed d church tym christmas 1999 i guess haha...lucu ni bla ingt balik...tp hawaii kinda slow coz hips ja goyang tp samba hhhmmm 1 badan goyang...sexy lg tu...damn, sy mau ni btul2 p blajar...

apa2 pun Miss Costa Rica punya everning gown is absolutely gorgeous...

klu ni yg ko mau, ok...ni yg ko dpt...

dia ckp aku agung2 kn the englishman...dia ckp aku heboh2 kn 1 dunia psl the englishman...

well, aku cma bgtau apa2 psl the englishman dgn org2 yg rapat a.k.a my besfrens...

dia knfm la termasuk...

tp knapa dia ckp mcm tu dgn sy??? aku cuma bgtau besfrens ja...

dia ckp lg aku post d blog...

hell yeah, i did post d blog...tp aku agp blog ni my personal blog a.k.a my diary...e2 ka mksd dia aku heboh2 kn 1 dunia???

ingt 1 dunia bca blog aku ka??? gila ka apa dia???

i call it quit...no more englishman...

PUAS HATI LA KO TU KAN????????!!!!!!!

shit..........

September 11....

bday xbf/my very BFF...

aku try kol dia dr siang td smpi la tgh mlm n smpi la skrg....aku try kol both his numbers...

tp dia off hp...

aku x tau pla knapa dia bt mcm tu...dia x pena off hp mcm tu truk...

dia akn selalu on unless if dia d kg line dg nada...but since dia ada no clcm, i can reach him 24/7...

aku x akn pena stop trying to reach him...

1 hope from me dia akn on la hp dia lpas ni, n kmi contact mcm besa...

n aku btul2 mau wish dia happy birthday...aku nemau text aku mau sendri ckp dgn dia...

hope la within this day, he will switch on his hp, n kmi blh contact mcm besa...

have a lot to talk to...

damn, i missed him...

morning all...XD

ola...good morning...n happy saturday...

time now is 7.10am...im in my bedroom...n i am an insomnia...

i dont want to admit...i set my mind that i was not having insomnia...i just feel fresh...

but i was totally wrong...

my name is INSOMNIA....

do you know how much i hate it???

do you know how much i envy you sleeping???

do you know how much i wanted to sleep???

uncountable...

i tried everything i could...

pause every playing thoughts inside my sleepless mind...

put handphones few feet from me while im trying to sleep...

stay away from wires, laptops, books...

focus on sleeping...

thinking of calm situations...

bla...bla...bla...

im still awake now...damn...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA (with capital letters), im thankful that i still breathing...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA, and i have zombie eyes, im still thankful...

eventhough my name is INSOMNIA, and feel tired without sleeping for 2 days, im still thankful...

for those who can sleep at night, do sleep some minutes or hours for me k...

n for those who can sleep at night, do hope for me sleeping on my own normally coz im sure you all do not want me to steal your few minutes or hours from you for my own sake...hahaha you still have your own things to do right...so just do hope i can sleep normally...like a baby...zzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ko stalking aku ye???!!! S@#T!!!!!

back in 2009, aku added sorg ni d fb...namanya J (bkn nama sebenar)...dia add then aku nada fkir lg aku knl ka x lelaki ni, aku men hentam ja approved...

then, one day, kmi chat...waktu tu mc lg on chat coz virus chat blm lahir lg...msa kmi chat, instinct aku kuat sgt bgtau aku yg dia ni xbf aku...coz cara dia chat, n the way he asked sma ni mcm xbf ku...pastu aku tnya la dia, if dia ni xbf aku ka x, dia ckp bkn....then aku tnya lg if dia kenal xbf aku, dia ckp dia lgsg x knl...

aku mmg sdh syak dia xbf aku...then aku pun chat la psl xbf ku dgn dia...sja ja mau tau how he reacts...aku ada bgtau jua, yg aku sdh jmpa lelaki len, yg jau lbh bek dri dia...

reaction dia ternyata cool...way too cool than i'd expected...so aku pun buang la sume syakwasangku tu...

then, last week, aku accidentally terjumpa profile fb xbf ku...then aku p la msg dia...aku msg dia yg aku mau kmi bbek la for the sake of our friendship since primary school...aku msg jua whatever happened between us, should be forgotten n forgiven...then he accepted it and added me as friend in fb...aku approved ja la since the air between us clear as crystal...

then, bla da friends tu aku chek la our mutual friends...and there i found J...aku puzzled skejap...c J ckp dia lgsg x knl xbf aku, then what the heck he is in his friend list??? aku chek lg friendlist c J, and there i found gf bru xbf ku...n for sure xbf ku pun ada skali...n abg xbf ku...

slama ni aku x pena mau busy body p chek my friend's friendlist...tp las week, aku 1st time p check...2 thun ooooo sume tu actually ada d depan mata ku...tp aku ja x perasan...

then, aku p tnya both J n my xbf...xbf x mgaku e2 dia, while c J mengaku sdh yg dia knl xbf ku n dia create tu profile untk kacau aku n untuk ikt perkembangan aku...

on the same time c J mgaku tu, xbf ku pun mengaku dia ada another fb profile...tp dia bkn mgaku dgn aku tp dia mgaku dgn besfren ku...besfren ku la yg bgtau aku...

i made 2 assumptions...1) c J is actually my xbf...n 2) c J is actually gf bru xbf aku....n for sure, c J bkn org len...dia must be either xbf ku @ ceweknya...

n then, bru la aku realized yg c J ni added sume kwn lelaki ku d fb...mmg stalker la dia tu kn...dia mau mcari which is my current bf...

pastu aku trus la p msg sume mutual friends between aku n c J supaya delete c J dr fb dorg...coz for me the stalking should be stop a.s.a.p...

wpn aku syak xbf n wpn aku blh trus ja bgtau dia, tp aku x mau lg kmi gaduh2 psl fb ja..c J pun x jua kacau sgt just stalking so im cool with it...

aku pena tnya dia d fb 'who r u?' then dia letak tu d about me "who r u? hidup dan mati ku hanya untuk mu"...

aku x tau apa motifnya dia bt mcm tu...

if dia xbf ku then x pelu la kn mau stalking lg since kmi da bbek...

n if dia cewek xbf ku then stop the gossip (if any)...coz its cheap...

#aku ingtkn fb nada la stalker knn, tau2 ada pla...siap mengaku lg...so jan la kmu jd stalker k...just b urself...n show urself to others...no need to pretend...cheers...XD

my cuti2 uni...

x lma lg start kuliah da...lps ni kena la mkn mknn cafe lg...bkn home cook meal...

blh ka if aku bgtau yg aku masih mau cuti lg???

haish mcm org yg x mhargai la pla kan...

apa2 pun, these last few days before im heading back to uni, i have to change everything...

if dlu d campus, jam 12 mesti baring da, spya blh bgun awl the next morn p attend lectures am - pm...since cuti2 uni, aku jd nite guard...kdg aku x tdo lgsg mlm then ptg bru tdo...itupun 2@3 hrs nap...skrg sdh jd habit, mcmn mau tukar??? damn...mmg teruk la ni first few weeks mau bgun awl...

wat else, hhhhmmmm, oya...TV...since sdh tukar astro p astro pvr, aku blh rakam da series yg aku ska...so by friday, aku kena balik rmh (MUST) utk tgk tu series...

here is the list : teen wolf, being human, supernatural, game of thrones, downton abbey, keeping up with the kardashians, apa lg ya, mcm aku kira 8...apa lg 2??? biar la dlu...yg pentg ni list aku sdh set p series record...i loike...XD

im learning scottish gaelic....

currently learning mandarin and gaelic...

mandarin = uni, while gaelic = scotland =.=

similarity between those languages, not an easy language (for me)...if u find mandarin is easy then lucky u...i dislike (more to hate but i cant) mandarin, especially writing it...not to mention the tone mark and the chinese form (i forgot what it call) with tons of rules...but for gaelic, i've been interested to learn it since the Lord of The Rings...and now, as i write this, im learning it...im not yet learning to write but im learning to pronounce...

its not an easy task for anyone to learn a new language...and its not an easy days if you learn a new language by force..i have to take mandarin for 3 semesters in order for me to graduate...i wanted to take spanish class but full...gracias...

my first gaelic lesson = learn to say 'you'...

sibh = is use to a stranger, someone in authority, older than you, and plural..

thu = is use to a child, a friend, similar age..

sibh, pronounce as shiph....while thu, pronounce as uu..

conversations will depends on which 'you' you use..

example;

(sibh)      how are you? ------> ciamar a tha sibh? (pronounce: kamar a ha shiph?)
               im fine, thank you --> tha mi gu math, tapadh leibh (pronounce: ha mi ku ma, ta phe leiph)

(thu)        how are you? ------> ciamar a tha thu (pronounce: kamar a ha uu?)
               im fine, thank you --> tha mi gu math, tapadh leat (pronounce: ha mi ku ma, ta phe led)

at first, i was @.@....and i hardly pronounce it...

how to pronounce di atas tu, well, aku bt sendri...mcmn aku dengar itula aku eja spaya senang aku sebut..hehe..btw, im learning to speak not to write...

# bersemangat ni aku cont to lesson no.2...bring it on!!!

Is fheàrr Gàidhlig bhriste na Gàidhlig sa chiste ------> It is better to have broken Gaelic than dead Gaelic...

i present u My Baby...

mins b4 going out - beraya

diff angle of the above pic...

her name is eva xandria...6months old...

do we look alike???

i need a break...a.s.a.p

lately, my days went wild...somewhere between those days, i wished i can say shit loudly to those who really poisoned my days...

i do like to compete...i do like competition...BUT in a positive way...

most of my time, i compete with my own self...i race with a paper in which i wrote my aims...

my aims guide me on every level in life before i achieve the better me...

i will never compete with others on who has the coolest/latest gadgets, who has a handsome partner, who has a perfect wedding with a cost reach the top of kinabalu, etc...

whats the point on participating in that kind of competition??? whats the prize?? 

if someone tell me that he/she has this, he has that, i am ok...as long as he/she didnt compare the things that he/she own with mine...

i am still ok if he/she says positive things about me..and asking me the what if question...but i am not ok, if he/she make the what if question a statement with a tone...without the tone, i am still ok...

one of my aim is to stay positive...but the more positive i am, the more negative thinker nearing me...example, the what if statement with a tone...eventhough i dont like it, i take it as a compliment...

but lately, i received a lot of this kind of compliment...i really need a break from it now...

the negative energy filling me up faster than i thought...

the materialistic type of competition blankets me...

i keep saying to myself "afen, please stay positive, be strong and keep your mouth shut..."

i do want to say "are you jealous??" but then, im not that kind of person...i still keep my mouth shut in order to prevent argument...

btw, i know they were jealous, and with that thought in mind, i manage to stay positive while im in a negative cloud...there is no point to argue with jealousy...

eventhough im hurting inside, but i always let them win...

summer tamat...maksudnya???!!!

maksudnya.......u.k kurang 1 jam...

some of u may think, "huh??? kurang 1 jam??? punya bjuta jam sna...sot ni org..."

well, hehe aku bkn la sot...tp during summer kn time difference between uk n msia is 7hrs...

time nw: 3.00am....means a month n 4hrs left before the summer ends in uk...and 4hrs left before it turns to 8hrs apart...

omg 8hrs apart nw??? damn...sigh....no no no....

we survived the 7hrs apart...and hopefully with billions of lucks we can survive 8hrs apart, yet again...

im crossing my fingers now...

hari raya ku...

1st daya raya, aku bgun lwt (malu eh mau bgtau jam brapa)...then jam 6pm g2 aku start da knn tlng mengacau org2 rmh bt keja...

mamaku + ank2 buahku sibuk ni dorg anyam ketupat...

my sis + her husband dorg d dapur masak kek...

aku d tgh2 bt kopi, mkn biskut...

then, lpas pnt ja mulutku mengunyah aku masuk dapur...

aku start potong bawang putih...

then, kna suru bilas beras pulut...5kg

then, kena suru perah santan....5kg santan mau kena perah...da tu byk lg syarat...

perahan pertama airnya sikit...perahan kedua, airnya lbh sikit dr perahan pertama...

then, part memerah.........aaaaaaaaddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuu penat eh tgn aku....tp mcm cntik ni tgn ku lpas lma terendam dlm air santan...ceh menyampah la pla kn...

tp penat2 pun aku enjoy geng...

hbs sume keja ku, kena suruh lg susun tu ketupat cntik2, then kc msuk santan, biar tenggelam then tutup...

lma jua menunggu...

then almost, 1am bru ketupat masak...

sdh aku try td...

well, sume ni ketupat utk open house ku esok...eh eh...hr 3 sdh skrg so thats mean open house tu hr ni...

hopefully, open house ku nanti bjalan dgn awesomenya...

cheers...

p la ko cari lelaki cina + india....barula 1malaysia famly kita...

i start with my conversation with my mom...

me: kita smbt raya kita smbt krismas...tinggal thun bru cina n deepavali ja kta nda sambut kn...
mamaku: eya...p la ko cari lelaki kacukan cina + india...bru la 1malaysia n brula kita sambut sume...thun baru cina, hari raya, deepavali, n krismas...
me: aku cari??? ba green lite ni yg sy suka ni...ba nti sy cri la lelaki kacukan cina + india ah....bla sy sdh dpt jan pla mau halang ah...coz konfem org jau lagi tu...
mamaku: org jauh??? hhhmmm x mau la...
me: dei, td punya men lg bg green lite, skrg pla x mau ni...
mamaku: jau2 ni susah nanti ko nda terbalik sni...

sume da...except cina n india...

# hhmmmm susah jua ya geng, mau kc jd famly 1malaysia...besala kn tgh ber-mood-kan merdeka...mau achieve tu 1malaysia knn sampai mau p cari lelaki kacukan cina + india supaya famly complete...

biarpun in merdeka mood, my mom kan siap nda mau if aku dpt lelaki yg jau...well mom, if jodoh pa blh bt la kn...hehe aberdeen dekat ja tu ma, 5 min ja dr papar...tp bkn cina + india la...:(

5 mins ja kn...:)

kita bakal sambut merdeka...tp honest la, sini aku mengaku yg aku ni x brapa kesa sgt pun psl merdeka...jht kn aku...bkn la aku ni nda mengerti maksud merdeka tu...tp, everytime we celebrated merdeka aku happy....why??? cuti kan...x pyh bgun awl p skul @ lecture...1 lg, everytime merdeka kn, org pasang bunga api d major spot...so sy pun p la ni d balcony p tgk yg live bkn dr tv...hehe

we wish u a merry christmas...eh eh...lma lg ba pla...

org cakap, org yg mcm aku ni x mhargai sejarah negara...honest, aku x suka sejarah...tp aku x suka sejarah bkn bmakna aku x bangga jd rakyat malaysia...knapa la if aku lupa sejarah negara...aku bkn sejarahwan...tp apa yg penting aku nda lupa dri...aku still ingt yg aku ni malaysian yg punya ic...n ada peraturan yg aku wajib ikut...

apa2 pun, this yr's merdeka, aku bharap isu agama akan lenyap trus...mau fitnah ka, mau kutuk ka, mau ancam ka, atau apa2 ja la, agama tetap agama...sepertimana org ckp (cewah bahasa tu ba...lol), x manusia yg sempurna, x negara yg x dtimpa hujan, x kapal yg x dtimpa ombak, x boeing yg x langgar awan,  n obviously, setiap agama ada kurang n ada lbh...yg pastinya, yg lbh tu d mata kita sendri sebagai penganut n yg kurang tu d mata penganut agama len...

stiap kli hujan kta p bteduh, klu kapal kena ombak @ langgar awan, c pilot @ c captain pndi2 la adjust spya x terlebih langgar...aggp ja la sume obstacles tu ckp2 dr org len psl agama kita...takn kta mau p men hujan, langgar lg tu ombak n langgar lg tu awan kn...if x sayang nyawa ok la...

so in conclusion, tahan hati tahan mulut tahan otak...n sentiasa ingt destinasi hidup...jgn mau gaduh psl agama...coz isu agama, x sepa yg menang n x sepa yg kalah...buang masa ja if mau fikir sepa yg layak menang n sepa yg ptt kalah...hidup la sebest yg mungkin...n remember nothing is perfect...

p.s aku merepek psl benda ni coz aku ada 6 sisters...3 christian and 3 muslim...tahan hati tahan mulut tahan otak...family aman ja selalu...coz sendri mau ingt la kn agama sendri bt pa mau fkr agama len...

so.......happy merdeka to all...happy cuti3 malaysia....hehe...and selamat hari raya...open house raya d rmh ku nti raya ke-2...hhhhhhmmmmmmmm akan ku sedia kan perut....hehehe

#photos:  from google...

edge of the garden...a movie review...

im not sure if you all ever watched any movies in hallmark or diva before...but i did watched some...and last nite, i watched "Edge of the Garden" with my sister and my nephew...

at first, i wanted to watch supernatural, but i wanna give the movie a try since i found its preview quite interesting...

synopsis....

Brian (present) bought a cottage...while Nora (1960) lives in the cottage with her husband...two different people, in a two different time, met at the house, but none of them is a ghost...

according to the history of the house, Nora is already dead...her husband locked her in their bedroom seconds before the house on fire...

their story begin when Brian found a necklace with a locket in love shape...from the moment they met, they realized that they are 50 years apart...they continue their friendship through letters...once Brian knew how Nora died, he told Nora to move out from the house...with her traditional way of thinking, Nora refused to run...but eventually, after a fight with her bad temper husband, Nora tried to run...but she couldn't since she was locked inside her own bedroom...Brian heard her shouting from inside the house, then he run in to the house and was transferred to Nora's time...there, he fought with the husband, and released Nora from her bedroom...the husband died...

before that, he found the husband through a telephone book...but after he changed the history, the husband's name in the telephone book was changed to Nora's...

finally, he met the actual Nora...50 yrs after for Nora and a few days after for Brian...there, he met Nora's grand-daughter, who is exactly like Nora...and they fell in love...

ooo i forgot, the necklace has its own meaning...it can brings you your true love...

# if only the necklace exist, i would love to wear it...easy for me to find my true love...haha malas ba mau fikir2 psl true love ni knn...bercerai lg byk...break-up pun bjuta...klu pakai tu rantai blh jimat msa kn senang...hehe...apa2 pun ini hanya movie...rekaan ja...mmg la kta nda blh jmpa org 50 yrs ago...klu blh jmpa aku rsa aku akan kekal hidup kot, coz slalu diselamatkn hehe...

enjoy... 

H.I.M

Ola...

He Is Mine...

thanks...

xoxo, Afen

Ciao...

kiamat...2012???

btul ka x aku x tau....

td sorg kwn kol...mcm ni la knn conversation kmi ah...

astaga (bkn nama sebenar): afen, thun dpn kiamat oooo....sy tkt...
aku: bla knn tarikhnya??? ko tau meh??
astaga: nda la ba sy tau...tp kna assume kiamat thun dpan kn...tu la sy tkt...
aku: slagi blm ada tarikh tetap ko rilek ja la ba geng...
astaga: klu la btul thun dpn kiamat apa la ko mau bt b4 tu kiamat sampai???
aku: hhhhmmmm ko bg aku tarikh dlu la bru aku blh fikir...
astaga: ko ni kn...mau jua tarikh...ba 1st jan 2012...
aku: tarikh penting apa geng...nada tarikh nada hr...klu 1st jan 2012 kiamat, 31st dec 2011 aku kwin...
astaga: dei, bt apa mau kawin klu sehari ja ko dapat hidup dgn laki ko...
aku: aku bsyukur ba if aku dapat hidup sehari dgn laki aku sebagai bini dia...
astaga: ba klu kiamat 1st jan 2012 jan lpa ko kwin a day b4 ah...n jan lpa jemput...
aku: baiklah...akan ku urus geng...

well, kiamat @ x, kita mmg x pasti...if ada machine yg blh predict when n where the disaster first strike and when and where it will end, then akan aku usaha kan kawin sbelum kiamat...hahaha

priest: will you take tiffany anthony as your lawful wedded wife?
him: i do...
priest: will you take _______________ as your lawful wedded husband?
me: i do...

ba isi la tempat kosong...dipersilakan...hehe...

apa2 pun, kita mc punya hari untuk hidup....so stay alive and stay healthy...

fun facts about kissing...XX

# source: someone emailed me....but obviously it came from dumpaday.com...

by reading this, i just knew that feb 5 is the international kissing day...lol...wujud pla hr mcm ni...

and to be honest, i have no Philematophobia...ffuuuhhh thank god...if i have it, i would be crying 7days non-stop coz i would not be able to kiss my husband when the priest say "I now pronounce you husband and wife...you may kiss your bride..." and since i have it (thank god i havent) i may slap my newly-wedded husband for trying to kiss me...uu uu no no...

 X X everyone...lolz

unfriend je la...

dear friend,

i knew you for a couple of months now...we've met before...we're so close (as friend)...we talked for hours...we chatted for hours...but suddenly you changed...you said that we are matured enough...but what makes you changed then?? just tell me what your reason is...besides, we are friend not lover...if you think that i love you then you are wrong...please don't make any assumption...i do love you, but i love you as a friend...and i do love you as a brother i wish i have...i know i'm young and naive...and if that's makes you being unfriendly to me, then tell me...tell me everything...if you think it might hurt me, then you are wrong...your silence is hurting me more than your explanation...

oh god, why am i doing this?? i am sure he will never read this...whenever i sign in y.m in which he is online, he will immediately sign off...it's too obvious, my dear friend...you are trying to run away from me...at first, i thought that you are busy...but you keep on doing it...are you still busy?? i don't think so, my dear friend...i am positively sure that you are running away...

dear friend, you know i am not a negative thinker...i will always be a positive thinker even in a hardest situation...thus, i won't think that you are running away instead i will think that you are busy...i still remembered  you said to me once "even if i busy i will make time for you and i will tell you if i'm busy"...and so i guess, your time for me is not yet around the corner...do your work and make it work...

for our facebook, just unfriend me if you find me annoying...even if you aren't find me annoying, then unfriend me if you don't want to be my friend...i dare you to do it...why??? because i don't want you to keep on running away from me...its your facebook profile, you own it, don't be scared of your own belonging...i dare you to unfriend me, if it makes you happy...if you are happy, then i will be happy for you...

you know what friend, i sometimes, search for our conversations in y.m...i read it again and again...never get bored...and i still smiling here and there...the way we tease each other...calling each other with the mc's names...honestly friend, i miss your brotherly advice...and i totally missing you...

people say "let it go, if it comes back, it is yours to keep..."...can i use it in our friendship?? i am letting him go now...i am merely a ghost now...if only i can put that quote in our situation now, then i will letting him go with a hope that he will be friendly again...since i'm letting him go, i appear permanently offline to him, and every post i posted i will hide it from him...sound so damn stupid and childish...but i cant click the unfriend button...i cant...i cant...i cant...damn i cant do it...

so dear friend, whatever makes you happy, i absolutely happy for you...unconditionally happy for you...keep on running away from me or unfriend me, just do it my dear friend...once you become my friend, you will forever be my friend...i pray for your happiness and health...and i wish you can read this...

sincerely,
crying afen....xoxo :(

family holiday....

ada sorg ni ckp "dei, p kl pun mau post ka??"
hhhmmmm i replied her "well friend, u r damn jealous..."

it was a 4days3nites holiday...a very short holiday...
it started with excitement and ended with excitement (for me) but for some it ended with tiredness and soreness..

18aug...
- 9.30pm 1st team to fly out to kl...reached lcct by midnite...
- 10.15pm 2nd team to fly out to kl...including me....reached klia 30 mins pass midnite...

sandwich with a peace...

19aug...
- i slept around 4.30am...woke up at 7am...
- 9am kl sentral...9.30am by bus to genting highland...
- 10.30am cable car...11.30am checked in...
- 12.30pm lunch...
- after lunch, all time spent at the outdoor and indoor theme parks...
- midnite...secretly went to mcd twice...ssssshhhhhh dont tell my mom...hehe
- 4.30am ZZZzzz

lol...

our faces shows our excitement...genting mariii.......

outdoor band...before the rain...

20aug...
- 7.30am knock knock knock "oi org dalam bangun....mau p breakfast uda ni..."
- 8.00am breakfast...
- 9.30am checked out...
- 10am cable car...then straight to kl by bus...
- reached kl, checked in, straight to shopping till 10pm...
- 12am zzzzzZZZ

waiting for hotel key...

kadip n the chicken-wing-arm me

wat a coincidence...

aduh...skema gila....malunya

a trip from indon...

21aug...
- 10am breakfast, 12pm checked out...
- 12.30pm - 3.30pm shopping...
- 12.15pm, 1st team to fly out from kl to kk...
- 4.15pm, 2nd team to fly...
- 7.15pm, 3rd team to fly including me...
- 11pm reached home..

# to my jealous friend, genting and kl will forever there...this time was my turn and next time will be yours...so no need to be jealous...

aku mc mau p nz la.....

hr ni nta knapa aku tba2 buka local c laptop ku...

jeng jeng jeng...

i just realized yg aku ada sigek folder ni yg aku blm pena tgk lg...just copy, paste n forget...

well, this folder contains pics from nz...but mostly pics from milford sound....

wtf...punya lma da aku p sna bru skrg ingt mau tgk pics??? yadada...

stirling falls...

bottlenose dolphin

brown falls

4 sisters waterfalls

road to milford sound...

aku gayat geng tgk tu road...coz bru ja 5 saat kuar dr tunnel pastu cornernya tajam kayak S gitu...

ni la tu tunnel...

the famous milford sound...reflection bilang tu guide...

b4 nek boat...

otw...

still otw...bhenti kejap...scene cntk...

ni pun bru kuar dr tunnel...awan goku cntk ja knn...

bumi nz mmg byk tasik...cntik geng...cigu ku ckp sna snowing sdh...tym aku p bru autumn...muka buminya exactly like scotland....bezanya castle byk d scotland...

apa2 pun aku kangen banget ngan nz....kapan kok kita akn ketemu???

*tpaksa la post mcm indon coz kwn ku ckp bm aku teruk btul ni...sialan...

i heart afen....

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kata2 semangat ku utk hr ni....

hi-lite ol nums

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sekian n trimas...

i love myself first...

i love myself more each and everyday...

and most importantly, my body is my temple, i will treat it as such...

LDR n aku...kmu sanggup ka ganti???

ola......

long distance relationship (ldr)...sure korg pun tau kn...

hr ni aku n dia ada date....tp yg kesiannya, date cuma d y.m ja....kesian kn...

apa punya date la knn tu kn...

well...

bg kmi e2 la date...

so, kmi trima ja la...

we r perfectly in love, but not in a perfect condition...where distance is the main culprit...damn...

he's my gra geal mo chroi (click if u want to know what it is n who he is...)

btw....
im not supposed to write in english...damn u friend...

kmi, beza msa = 7 jam
kmi, beza jarak = 6900 miles
kmi, msg rate (msia) = 0.20 sen/text (murah coz guna clcm)
kmi, kol rate (msia) = 0.88 sen/min (compare to other line clcm tetap murah)
kmi, kol rate (uk) = 45p/min

dia yg slalu kol...if sy kol dia tdo@dia keja...if dia yg kol, sy bgun...nada keja pa2 pun d rmh...

sbb beza msa tu, dia kol awal pg around 6am (msia) sna 11pm...bru ja dorg gelap...bygkn if sy kol jam 11pm sna jam 6am sure la x dpt kn coz dia tdo...nda pa la kn sy sacrifice msa pg since dia keja sy d rmh ja...takn mau pentingkn dri kn...

ada skali dia kol 35mins = £20...convert duit sni rm96...trus nda smpi ht knn ni sy suru dia kol...tp biar la ba kn da dia yg kol...

sepa2 yg mcm kmi ni, mmg kena tahan ht...LDR mcm ni, kmu sanggup??
beza msa jarak mcm ni punya teruk, kmu mau??
if kamu sanggup n kamu mau, meh kita tukar blh???
hehe bkn la aku nda sanggup n nda mau sdh...aku mc mau dong...
tp SUSAH.............................................................................................................
padan muka kn.......

klu kmu rsa kmu kena trust ur other half 100% then i have to trust him 200% with extra 20 makes it 220%.....
na kau, nda mampu da ni geng...
apa la x....dia kerap outstation, klu shari 2 nda pa ni 3 minggu...
klu stakat d uk, aku blh trima coz slalu jua dia outstation within uk utk sminggu....klu tmpt len dia p lma...
tym ni, byk la setan p bmanja dgn aku tu, trus ba tfikir apa la knn dia bt sna tu?? btul meh dia p keja?? etc..tp ada ku kesa??? nada....coz i have my 220% trust on him...

so msa dia outstation even within uk, aku nda la ba mau kcau...lgsg ni nda msg nda kol...if dia msg sy bls la, if dia kol sure la aku jwb...sepa la x kn...haha...dan aku nda akn fikir yg bkn2 coz aku knl sepa dia...

hjg thun ni dia bakal ada resort sendri, tp dia x bgtau sy d mn...a hint from him "resort tu dia beli coz dekat dgn sy"...walau d mn pun resortnya tu, makin la btambah dia busy kn...mkin ka ada masa utk sy??? hhhhmmmm knfm la nada...

apa2 pun stakat ni, nada problem...n aku pun nda akn minta problem...palis2 jau2...psal msa nda pa, sume beres kok...

cuma 1 ja aku hrp that my 220% of trust is worth the wait....

i am a superwoman...

aki...aku menyahut cabaran segmen mu ah...

so here's me, tiffany anthony, a superwoman...

1 ---------> aku superwoman coz bf aku 20 thun lbh tua dr aku...aiyo...bukti?? bkn tak mau tp sy x suka persepsi org dgn this kind of relationship...so let it out of track...

2 ---------> aku superwoman coz aku jenis yg nekad...klu A yg aku mau bt then A la yg aku bt...if A la yg aku mau, then A la yg aku dpt...cnthnya; aku sgp escape xm coz mau p nz...nekad kn...hehe...klik la ni if nda caya...nz...

3 ---------> aku superwoman tp aku pemalu....hahhaha lawak la...superwoman knn kn tp pemalu ni...

4 --------> tp ko jgn...pemalu2 pun, superwoman afen ni, berani tau if kna dgn tempat n org...

5 ---------> aku superwoman lg coz aku ni jns yg open...ko ckp ja la apa, aku layan punya...ada sekali ni sorg kwn lelaki bckp psl 18sx msa kmi p pulau...e2 1st yr msuk U...smpi la skrg 3rd yr, mc jua dia suka ckp psl 18sx...aku layan ja la...kc tambah2 lg critanya tu...

6 ---------> aku superwoman coz aku setia dgn 1 doa ku ni...aku mau la punya badan slim yg va-va-voom spya aku blh pkai sexi, pkai dress, shorts hr2...hahhahaha bapa ku ckp apa punya doa tu niat nda bek mn kna makbul...baiklah akn ku setia ja coz aku tau aku blh ja pkai sume tu...hehe

7 ---------> aku superwoman classic yg suka kumpul novels or literature dlu2...cnth, emily bronte, william shakespeare, etc...aku ada jua 1 buku ni compilation love letters of famous men and women, yg aku rsa org nda pandang pun tu bla msuk bookstore...sgp ah dr kk p times pavilion beli tu buku ja coz kk nada stock...

8 ---------> aku superwoman coz aku nda bhenti bckp...even skrg ni pun nda bhenti ni otak bjalan mau menaip...kc ringkas sdh...n better stop nw kn...

superwoman ah...tp nada power...

KL...be good to me...please...

weather forecast for this whole week...

Mon	Tue	Wed	Thu	Fri	Sat	Sun
15 -	16 Hi: 32 °C Lo: 23 °C	17 Hi: 32 °C Lo: 23 °C	18 Hi: 33 °C Lo: 23 °C	19 Hi: 32 °C Lo: 24 °C	20 Hi: 33 °C Lo: 24 °C	21 Hi: 33 °C Lo: 23 °C

aku akan ke sana khamis ni...a few storms??? eeeeeeeeeeee jgn la...

jumat p gengting....thunderstorms???? eeeeeeeeee jgn la....org nak men outdoor games la...

sabtu merayau shopping.....strong tunderstorms???? eeeeeeeeeeee jgn la...

dear god, i will be in flyt for 2.5 hrs, n i will be there for a short period of time...will u change the weather to a sunny day where i can enjoy the games and enjoy the mall??

probably god will reply..."u have been in kl countless times...lets put on some rain...shall we??"

whatever it is, i will appreciate it...

and for sure, there will be rain...

why am i soo damn sure???

bcoz everytime im on flyt, there is turbulence...

u named it..EVERYTIME...

dlu d matrik blik hujung minggu klu bkn nek speedboat nek kapal...stiap kli nek speedboat mendung ja...stiap kli nek kapal hhhmmmm...ada skali 30 min ja pun p labuan tp feel like hell...segala benda dr kitchen jatuh...org sume pun teriak...thank god it was a 30 mins flyt...

oooo whenever we went to kl we usually took the early morn flyt...but when we back from kl, evening flyt...and as the EVERYTIME, rain....turbulence...not just shaky but falling...geli perut eh...

11 hrs flyt to christchurch....my sis, she cant sleep...me, zzzzzZZZzzzz....boring kn dlm flyt yg nada mau d bt ni...we ordered hot milo but then the safety belt sign was on soooo tapun....e2pun ada turbulence...almost 90% of the time, the safety belt sign was on...

but whatever it was im fine...

just this coming thursday....i wish that it will be sunny up until sunday...fingers crossed...better luck this time...

rain rain go away come again another week ok....love u....mmmuuuaahhhh.....

warm enough for me to shower???

my nieces sometimes talked about love...how did you realized that you fall for him?? what is love?? etc..

honestly, i was eavesdropped their conversation...

but when it get steamy ops dreamy, i interrupt them...

haha...i am their younger, single but unavailable aunt...they asked me things related to love...

but since im not married yet, i just said "to know if he is the one for me, i have to test the 'water', if it is warm enough for me to shower..."

 and they were like "huh??????!!!!! water???? shower??? whats that mean??? naked???" with blur face...

hahahahaha...

and so i gave them a free lecture about my quote...

to make it easier i rephrase the quote to "to know if he is the one for me, i have to test the guy, if he is good enough for me to be with me..."

and so they did understand that the water refer to the guy...not the actual water we used to shower...

shower (to be together) is our aim...

temperature (warm, hot, or cold) is our test/criteria...

one of my niece asked me "why u use all these water, warm and shower things??? it is so complicated..."

well, my reason i gave them is "imagine, when you want to take a shower, and the water is too cold, your shower probably last for 5 mins, if the water is too hot, you probably dont want to take your shower, and if it is warm, you will feel relaxed and you will take your time in the bathroom ignoring others out there knocking...and so is you and your partner...you know if he is the one when you test him..."

to test the guy, we need a thermometer so that we can know his body temperature...hahaha no...

the guy should be able to accept us, ladies, as we are...the good and the bad...no exception...and that will be the test...some guy may want to change his partner...but do not change us...because we know that you guys dont want to be changed too...

others may say, " women are like roses, pretty but be careful with the thorns.."

if he can accept who we are then he is the one...

my niece ask me "love???"

and i said "you love him right...if he shows you how much he loves you, and can accept who you are, then give him the same...love him and accept who he is...dont change him too..."

then, she asked me again, "what's the other thorns???"

find it yourselves...its inside and its outside...you will know what the thorn is when the thorn is sharp enough to  hurt one or both of you and your partner...

whats ur opinion - may-december relationship...

may-december relationship refer to a relationship in which one partner is older than the other partner...

why may-december??? sorry im clueless...its just a term used to show huge age gap between the couple...

usually, this kind of relationship refer to a man being much older than his lover...but, it was then...now, there are some may-dec relationship where the woman is older than her lover..

does age really matter to you??

is your criteria for a girlfriend/wife/boyfriend/husband include the age?? not too young, not too old or same age??

may-dec pros include stability (for sure) and learning from one another...this relationship somewhat more stable because the older partner is more patient and forgiving (well, im not sure of this because there are man out there, i mean younger, who is patient and forgiving enough to his partner...) but maybe this relationship is more stable in terms of finance because the older partner (for sure) is financially successful...and since each partner is in a different stage of life (one partner is 40+ and the other is 20+), they can teach and inspire each other...

the cons, people, physical and family...people staring because a partner is older and the other partner is younger..they will think the younger (if a woman) is a gold digger...while physical, the younger is hitting his/her sexual prime while the older is far beyond it, do you believe it?? there is a saying somewhere on the internet "the physical is a big deal, if it isn't, why are you sleeping together at all??"...( but for me, when someone is in love, the love is unconditional...so they can accept their partner fully...for physical, there are ways to solve it...honestly i dont know how to solve it because im not into it yet...hehe)...for family, younger partner have to deal with his/her stepchildren while the older partner have to deal with the wife's/husband's family...the stepchildren may think that he/she want to replace their mom/dad while the family may treat the older partner as though he/she is having a mid-life crisis...

but, whatever the cons is, it is mainly about perception...how someone think about this kind of relationship...the positive will be great, the negative, hhhmmm will have to give them a chill pill so that they can chill, relax and more accepting hehe...

here's example of may-dec celebrity couples....

1 ---------> micheal douglas and catherine zeta jones (age difference = 25 yrs) still married

2 ---------> celine dion and rene angelil (age difference = 26 yrs) still married

3 ---------> ashton kutcher and demi moore (age difference = 15 yrs) still married

4 ---------> tom cruise and katie holmes (age difference = 16 yrs) still married

5 ---------> afen and you-know-who (age difference = +- yrs) =.=
(no pic...hehe)